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decemberine.

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Oh, I forgot to mention the hilarious thing that happened this morning. I was having a very long, vivid, and detailed dream (though I can hardly remember it now), and at one point, the person I was in the dream needed to go to the bathroom. So she did. And in real life... you know where this is going.

Another thing that pisses me off? People using my icons on IdolForums and either not giving me any credit whatsoever, or pretending to give credit to someone called "Ljicons" which is not only the wrong name but doesn't include a link back to my icons. Fucking people. I'm going to stop posting them on the boards, because this always happens.

I am completely despondent tonight, for so many reasons. I hate getting into these little ruts where everything seems hopeless and terrifying and I can't bear any of it. I want to go to sleep tonight and wake up in the morning in a different body and living a different life. I want to be able to be happy with what I have, instead of seeing only the things that are just out of my reach. I want to feel liberated and free, and not trapped in this meager suffocating existence. I want to feel like I belong in the life I'm living. I just don't want to be me right now.

Things that are pissing me off right now:

1. People who call my cell phone and don't leave a message. Not everyone has call display, you know! Would it kill you to say, "Hi, this is (insert name here), call me back!" or something along those lines? No, it wouldn't. But it would stop me from panicking over trying to figure out who was trying to call me and kicking myself for not answering the phone sooner.

2. My profile on bell.ca states that I am a male. OMGWTFSAUCEWEASELS?

3. There is an appallingly small selection of ringtones for my phone. So I decided to download a truetone, and it sucks major ass. That's a nice waste of $1.50. I could've bought a tea and a donut at Timmy's for that.

4. I have nothing to do. I am so bored. And I think it might have been Kristian calling, and we could have gotten together. There's no point in calling him, because he never picks up his phone. So I'm doomed to boredom tonight, oh god, oh god.

Dear Josh,

Please shave.

Thank you,
Tara

Rex Goudie and Josh Palmer. That is all.

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More?

Good news! Canadian Idol media will be shared here, at least until CTV bears their fangs again. Please do yourself a favor and download Rex's performance of Past-Time Paradise from last night... and, while you're at it, the rest of his performances if you haven't heard them yet. He is going to win this competition.

Canadian Idol was... of mixed quality tonight. It's Stevie Wonder week, which means some boring motown songs sung by kids too young to be able to pull of that sort of soul. Still? REX FUCKING ROCKED. He chose an amazing song, and killed the hell out of it. His voice gives me shivers. Suzi, Casey, and Aaron also did fantastically this week, while Melissa and Josh (OMGWTFJOSH?) were terrible. Sadly, cisongs.com were threatened to be sued by CTV so they had to remove all the Canadian Idol media and won't be adding anymore. Wherever am I going to get my Rex mp3s now...?

Did a bit of shopping at Shopper's Drug Mart today. I hate shopping there because I always end up spending outrageous amounts of money and on what? Makeup and toiletries. Tonight I picked up foundation, powder, Nair, body lotion, oil-removing facial wipes, two packages of cookies and a bag of cheese popcorn, and I spend $55. Woe. I'm not even positive the foundation is the right shade for me. The one I have is neutral-toned, is way too dark for my face and makes me look orange; I tested out the warm shades, which I need since I have an olive/golden skin tone, and the W3 looked way too light so I ended up going with the W4. But only when I got home and opened my makeup bag did I realize I have N3 now, technically a lighter shade than the W4, so I'm not sure if I should use the W4 and risk it being terrible, or to exchange it for a W3. Oh, what to do, what to do.

And now a very random meme taken from various peoples. Directions: Type your name into Googlism, then pick out your favorite ten responses.

- Tara is a manifestation of the queen of time
- Tara is the only exclusively gay self
- Tara is operated out of Raven Street Studios
- Tara is solid brass and measures 30 inches
- Tara is about 55 miles long with many rapids and swirls
- Tara is recognized by underwriter laboratories and by US patents #5
- Tara is trapped in a building full of people attempting to kill her
- Tara is under construction and will be until summer 2003
- Tara is fast and free
- Tara is crowned queen of cons

For icons100. I wanted to make more, but the site with the screencaps is down.

Batch one, icons 001-020
Batch two, icons 021-040
Batch three, icons 041-060

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