once again i find myself hiding in the bathroom at work, crying

i can't take this place anymore. i'm sorry i assumed youd do what you always do and have the place ready because you know everything (being the supervisor) and set up the program because i had another program until 5:30 and therefore couldn't be in at 9am to set up the toys - remember how you get angry at me if i stay a minute late helping someone?

this is supposed to be my career, but it feels like a life sentence. what happens if i leave, other than i loose my chance at the profession i do love? i'm already stuck living at my parents house...

fml.

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I think I'll spend some time with the love of my life, my pup Murphy. ;)
I have to post pictures of him sometime soon. He's the cutest little mutt ever.

On an odd for vday moment, I think fandom has finally given me a label that makes sense when applied to myself and lack of sex drive/desire to get a S.O.: romantic asexual - saw that in a fic, and read up abit about it. I like people and having an SO But everything falls apart when I move from cute courting phase to 'ok, now we have de sexes' part of the relationship...makes me feel better to know there are others out there that don't live for sex like the rest of the world tells us we should...to be honest, I don't even have sex dreams. I occasionally have masterbation dreams, lol, no joke,but even those are few and far between. Sex just doesn't get me going.

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