They say it's bad for you to start a journal post with "I know it's been awhile." but it seriously has. And the only reason why I am writing this is because I dared to check an old yahoo mail account of mine and got a IM from someone who found me through here. The internets can be a scary place. LOL Just kidding. I've actually met some really cool people from my online wanderings. But anyway just a quick note to tell you all I am still a live. :-P
I am still around, but mainly on MySpace if any of you haven't added me yet. I moved to yet another profile lol I know just kick me in the arse already. It's www.myspace.com/carriethe13th add me again if you want to. Other then that I have been working on my website carrierawks.com a lot. Just trying to keep up on bands and doing my website geeky thing that I do. Nothing too new really.
I know you were looking for something exciting? Oh wait I did a cool project for a friend, it's a website called www.youaintrock.com I don't post on it (well I comment), but it's my friend Jimmy's site. It cracks me up. Glad I could help him.
Anyway I got to get some sleep. So I am off to la la land. Just stopping in to say hi.
I can't believe I still have this account. So I come in and I peek. Say hi and leave for awhile again. I kinda miss my old LJ days. Anyway I am at another job now in my old home town of El Cajon. *gah* hehe it's funny. I work for a used car place, and the guys are nutty Middle Eastern dudes...I have tons of stories, but it's all on my MySpace blog. Yesh I am a LJ cheater....hehehe :D
Anyway yesh I am still alive, and somehow I got an e-mail that someone was trying to change my password. Got it in my e-mail. I wonder who could be trying to get into my account. *sighs* People are dumb, like I can't find out a lil about them from the freakin IP address I got in the notification. Not so sneaky retardo-ninja-whoever-the-hell-you-are.
Driving home today I heard the song again "Dig" by Incubus. That band really has a way of making me smile when I need it. And the road home wasnt' too bad, the sky was blue and I know everything is going to change, cause I can feel it coming. Like a breath of spring man! Good or bad, whatever. It's happening. :)
Even though the video they have out on TV for this song is not what I am envisioning when I listen to it. But when I hear it, I think about my friends and family...those are the two greatest loves of my life right there. And just how I hope we can all be there for eachother when the world likes to take its crack at us and beat us around some. *nods* So the video I found below is made by a fan I guess for some contest they were holding. It's very cool and almost exactly what I think of when I hear this song. Watch it and I think you will know what I mean. :)
I love you all. *HUGS* :)
"Dig" ~ Incubus
We all have a weakness But some of ours are easier to identify. Look me in the eye And ask for forgiveness; We'll make a pact to never speak that word again Yes you are my friend. We all have something that digs at us, At least we dig each other So when weakness turns my ego up I know you'll count on the me from yesterday If I turn into another Dig me up from under what is covering The better part of me Sing this song Remind me that we'll always have each other When everything else is gone. We all have a sickness That cleverly attaches and multiplies No matter how hard we try. We all have someone that digs at us, At least we dig each other So when sickness turns my ego up I know you'll act as a clever medicine. If I turn into another Dig me up from under what is covering The better part of me. Sing this song! Remind me that we'll always have each other When everything else is gone. Oh each other.... When everything else is gone.
Don't know if those are the exact lyrics, as the fansite I usually go to has em...new album...heh! Sometimes it takes awhile to get that stuff up if you live a life and run a fansite...blahblahblah I know how that goes. HEH! So yeah I am feeling a tiny bit better. At least no fevers. WOOHOO!
I am teh suck with this journal. And I am also sick. I will have some updates sometime soon hopefully. *crosses fingers* Right now I am in love with NyQuil and just trying to get better. WOOOOO *cough* Damnit.
Okay so New Years was boring, hung out at home. I have been dealing with a lot of stuff lately...but that is ok it's life. :) No new years resolutions, just the thought of positive changes happening. And they will. Along with the bad has to come the good in life. That is how I am seeing things now, or trying to. *nods* Yep. Yay now to try and not brain fry myself with learning flash...STILL! *lol*
Life is interesting right now for me, I am being challenged a lot at work. Which is nice, but also very stressful. Bills abound and all sorts of other lovely life things. You know when I was a kid I didn't think about how much living would really cost. *lol* Oh well live and learn right.
Still Type O Negative is coming....I keep hanging onto that! *lol* YAY Music.
I am hating MySpace, so I think I am going to be posting here more often for the hell of it.
Went to a Vains of Jenna show in Tarzana, CA yesterday (kinda close to Hollywood hahah). I just felt the BIG need to get the fuck out of my house. I was going nuts and needed good friends and some loud ass music. So I took some pics and some video...
And I got pics with two of the guys. YAY Finally. I had met them all before twice but never got to ask for a cheezy pic with them. So heres two...
Here are some of the pics I took that actually came out ok. *lol* Damnit sometimes your camera screen LIES to ya, and you get the pics home and then you see how REALLY fuzzy they are. *lol* Ooooh well.
I haven't been on here in awhile yet again? Why? I found a cool place called trig.com I have been busy working on some things for Dead By Dawn and trying to help my friend Chris promote his Angst Zine and stuff. Also I have turned to the darkside...I am now a player of World of Warcraft. It's actually pretty fun, but don't worry people I will take showers and comb my hair. I know the horror stories...hehehe :) Still it's fun. I love games like that. Of course this one is waaay more involved then I am used to, but then again that could make it even more fun in ways. I just hate the weirdo's...but those types are everywhere in this world. HAHAH :)
So yeah that is my life so far. And waiting for my boys in Type O Negative to get their asses to Cali. AWWWWWWWW yeah.
