i have no idea if this will turn in to something, but i wrote the beginnings of what could be a fic and i thought i'd put it here as a teaser.

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Title: The Art of Losing
Author: oceanslaugh
Characters: Don, Will
Rating: PG
Summary: The denigration of his journalistic ideals reads like a fairy tale gone wrong.
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Notes: for herbalistic's ficathon.  Found it a year later and was inspired by the prompt:
"Will/Don or Will & Don When you punish a person for dreaming his dream / Don't expect him to thank or forgive you."
my first time writing newsroom fic and wanted a record of it here.  i'm already cringing because there was so much more i wanted to say.
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this is the first time i've been on this site in quite some time

i've suddenly had inspiration to write something again after nearly years of nothing

and it's fanfiction for the newsroom

sometimes i wonder why i even bother trying to maintain friendships.  I feel like people here only just tolerate me and i'm tired of being around people who are so hot and cold who are only nice to me when  no one better is around.

i get it - i'm never going to be good enough.  it doesn't mean that i need to be reminded of this every day.

i am incredibly good at being able to disappear.  i can be in the same room and you'd never even notice me.  if it weren't for the fact that i want the opposite of this right now, i'd be impressed with myself.

 I try and hurt everyone I care about.

I have no real reason why, but I'm mean to everyone that really means something to me.  I do it to my family, to my best friends, and a lot of my guy friends as well.  I guess it's because i'm so afraid to let them in and have them hurt me, I make the first move.  At least if I'm cruel and they leave then I know I deserved it.

i hate everyone.

the end.

goodbye, productivity.

also, PEOPLE LIKED MY PROMPTS.

Keith.

No last name as of now, but i guess it'll come to me eventually.
Also, he has blonde-ish hair, borwn/hazel eyes, and is in newspaper with Abby.  And for abby, that shiz does NOT fly.