What I got from this episode?

First of all, disappointing klaine wise! That fight had a whole lot of Santana, who was amazing, but not enough Blaine to satisfy my protective-boyfriend-fist fight needs. Not that I really wanted Blaine to turn into the Hulk or anything but still. And damnit, I couldn't help wishing that Kurt and Blaine had been holding hands while walking down the hallway. Come on.
Just the first day you meet Blaine, but whoa whoa whoa, we're in a relationship now? Slow down cowboy. 

I don't ask for much Glee. 

Second of all, Sandy might be my favorite thing ever. Predatory gay? Gold. Everything about Sue's group. I missed Terry terribly. But I was super disappointed that Tina frickin got interrupted. Seriously? Ugh. 
Brittany's cat disease knowledge was the best. 

BUT THE PROMO, I'M SO DAMN READY FOR THIS.

 What what what??

The kurt and blaine kiss scene was originally longer??
Ok, call me dumb but I just figured that for the most part they had everything mapped out as far as time/they would only write for that small space of time. BUT NOW I CAN'T GO A SECOND LONGER NOT KNOWING WHAT CONVERSATION THEY HAD

 So now that I'm finished crying over the fic  Sickness by heroes_and_cons  , I have to say, I'm not sure if I've ever read anything quite so heart wrenching. The fact that people believed they had a sickness, were mentally ill, is bad enough but when Kurt comes to the realization that they can literally never actually be together, no home together, nothing but secrets, that killed me. 

I commented with this rant:

This may be kind of pointless but it's been awhile since I've been so affected. Sometimes I look at my girlfriend and think how lucky we are, and how I can't even fathom living in a world where people would try and stop us from being together. All joking and Darren Criss crisis aside, I love her more than anything. She is one of the kindest, most wonderful people I've had the privilege to meet. The fact that someone could call our feelings wrong or look at her with even an ounce of disgust, tears me to pieces. I just want to yell and kick and scream on her behalf and just ask every homophobe why they would ever want to hurt such a loving person. 

....

Sorry for being such a downer flist. 
obvious/predictable rant is obvious/predictable.

EDIT: 

OH TODAY YOU ARE A ROLLER COASTER OF EMOTION 
SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW. OVERWHELMING JOY IS LITERALLY GOING TO SUFFOCATE ME

done i swear.

My first lj post in forever and all I have to say right now is,



nghh, Shane I frickin miss you!
You always looked like the hottest coke addict. I (along with basically everyone else in the history of forever) would do you in a hot second.

“Love is hiding who you are at all times, even when you’re sleeping. Love is wearing make-up to bed, and going downstairs to the Burger King to poop, and hiding alcohol in perfume bottles. That’s love.”
-Jenna, 30 Rock

Fuck my life.
1.I missed Allison Iraheta at my school FUCK
2. Angels and Airwaves are playing instruments, at a festival.
3.-
4.I MISSED FUCKING ALLISON
5. Alice in Chains is winning over Blink
6. My stat test

Good things.
1. BassHunter on Never Mind the Buzzcocks (getting spanked)
2. The radio station crew party/ seeing "The Room" the film
3.-
4. I'm done with finals
5. There's going to be a Green Day Rock Band (yes!)
6. Jared Leto

cause I don't do losing

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Listening to Adam Lambert's cd.
Anyone who dislikes it should be shot in the face.
Haha.....

I'm kidding
Mostly. No but really I had low expectations, which may have something to do with it. Sorry but some other Idol debuts left me feeling a tad empty. (Ex. I find Jordan Spark's music to be exceedingly mindless and formulated despite her talent. Even Cook felt a bit restrained, I'm sorry, I still adore him. Don't get me started on poor Archie's.) This one is 110% Adam. And hot damn is it catchy! Not in a cliche way either. I find every song genuinely interesting, both vocally and instrumentally. There isn't too much repetition, variety while still keeping continuity. Even at its most ridiculous I find the album infectious. The lyrics to "If I Had You" won't get out of my head or stop making me laugh at the wonderful exaggeration, "If I had you, life would be a party, it'd be ecstasyyy". This song and "Music Again" have been stuck in my head since the clips leaked. I've never been more excited for an Idol cd. Maybe insanely curious is more accurate, especially after Adam's big " 'F You" of a performance at the AMA's. (saw it as a response to everyone who assumed he was a "puppet to the idol machine/management" that was trying to make him 'less gay' for the public) in which case, kudos Mr. Lambert.
Maybe I also forgive him for any cheesy (mostly slower) moments because I know it's Adam, and I know he's such a strong individual, so I can't help but feel he always made it his own at the very least.
Favorite Tracks: Music Again, Sure Fire Winners, If I Had You, Fever

But what the actual fuck. Tell me I'm not the only one whose heart broke while reading Adam's "Thank You"s, right after his family:

" To Drake: You have the most inspiring spirit. Thank you for keeping it grounded and real. Thank you for reminding me to make art from the soul and live life to its fullest. Boo...lurv you "

So Kris and Adam were both at the US Weekly party thing.
Somebody got excited.


"Hold on- Imma need to embrace you"