"Where true Love burns Desire is Love's pure flame;
It is the reflex of our earthly frame,
That takes its meaning from the nobler part,
And but translates the language of the heart."
{Desire - Samuel Taylor Coleridge}



In 2011 I donated relief funds to the Japanese Tsunami appeal via purchasing a Sanctuary James/Helen/John OT3 epic historyfic of pornographic epicness over at help_japan, and whilst I don't think progress is being made on it anymore, I was inspired to MAKE A THREE PART MIX of the slightly AU concept that has legitimately been on the back burner for a long time.

I was ready to post this back at the end of 2011/beginning of 2012, right before Megaupload went kaboom, and since all my old links were Megaupload I put the post on private and eventually forgot all about it as I waited for MU to come back. Which it never did!!

SO.

Imagine. Let's just scratch Season 4 of Sanctuary, and most of 2 and 3 in actual fact, and go back to AU basics.
A chronological three part mix of 19th century Victoriana OT3 Oxfordian love, 19th and 20th century Ripper style love&war, leading up to the 21st century of right now - love, OT3 tragedy, death? YOU DECIDE.

James is alive. John is alive and sortof maybe back from crazy town.
The Tragic Never Dying Woeful Forever OT3 Love Continues.
But people we love do die eventually - even members of the Holy Five.
♥ + ♥ + ♥


"Goodnight Trouble... In Three Parts.
Young Love. War and Heartache. Tender Reconciliation and Death."


{GOODNIGHT TROUBLE (poetry written with a splash of blood).
a james watson/helen magnus/john druitt ot3 AU three part fanmix.}






( {GOODNIGHT TROUBLE, part one... 14 track listings, cover art & rar. clicky iloveitwhenyougivemethings,andyou,yououghttogivemeweddingrings...}Collapse )

( {GOODNIGHT TROUBLE, part two... 14 track listings, cover art & rar. clicky youleftmeinthedark,nodawn,noday,i'malwaysinthistwilight,intheshadowofyourheart...}Collapse )

( {GOODNIGHT TROUBLE, part three... 14 track listings, cover art & rar. clicky we'renotthesame,dear,asweusedtobe.theseasonshavechanged,andsohavewe...}Collapse )

I haven't written fic in about four years, and although i'm a longtime (11 years) rp'er of the slash variety, it's MUCH different to actually write fullblown fanfic. I take my hat off to all the fic writers out there! Idek how you manage to create such magic.

Buuuttttttt I COULD NOT RESIST. The lovely lovely meowlina put up a delicious prompt over at my new favourite hang out spot tdkr_kink, and I was compelled to fill it.
I've been reading every fic for this pairing I could find over the last week, so fellow shippers will no doubt see fanon inspiration. I JUST LOVE EVERYTHING EVERYONE IS DOING WITH THIS FANDOM RIGHT NOW, I CAN'T EVEN.

For the few of you on my flist who plan to see The Dark Knight Rises, but haven't yet, i'll make sure anything spoilerific is behind a cut. Love you guys.

Title: Our Bed is Made (For Two)
Author: nomorefrostbite
Pairing/Characters: Bane/( SPOILERCollapse ) ♥♥♥
Rating: R/NC-17
Summary: Their very last night together... (original flawfree prompt here at the tdkr kink meme...)
Warnings: Angst? Spoilers for TDKR obviously. Sex most definitely. TRUE EPIC LOVE isn't a 'warning', but i'll warn you all for it anyway.
Word Count: 3,952

( {tonight was not a night for words, they’d never needed many anyway. Tomorrow was Gotham’s reckoning, and their last day could begin with every final thing that needed murmuring against skin, but tonight was the very last night that he would make his bed for two, and she would see them share it...}Collapse )

Originally posted by electricdruid at The fiasco continues

I have an absolutely gargantuan stack of clinical-psychiatric evaluation paperwork I need to get done before I head into the surgery tomorrow BUT... i've not lifted a bloody finger on it, because i've been far far far farrrr too busy REVAMPING AND REOPENING dailyheyerdahl!!!

New Layout done, new Userinfo, and i'm now sole Owner since sweetveritas is no longer in Sanctuary fandom unfortunately.
Hoping to get a co-Mod soon soon, just waiting on a response.

But for now... do you love/like/lust after Christopher Heyerdahl?!

{please join dailyheyerdahl!}

"Come lie with me, perhaps we two can steal
A trice of peace, a glimmer of the glow
Not as you'd have me, when these old wounds heal
Not as you think I was, so long ago
But here and now immediate and real.
Come hold me as I am, and love me so."


♥♥♥

The 'For King & Country' mix i've been meaning to make for quite a while now.

What happens when you're in love and you just need to lie down for a passed out cuddle after receiving medical treatment for being an insane self-sacrificing handsome person?

Smushy Tragic Forever Ill-Fated Eternity Love Time.

"Your Hand In Mine.."


{YOUR HAND IN MINE.
a helen magnus/john druitt fanmix.}



( {YOUR HAND IN MINE... track listings, cover art & rar. clicky weonlyhaveeachothernowandthatsokbecauseweonlyNEEDeachother smushlove}Collapse )

"You know that when I hate you,
it is because I love you to a point of passion
that unhinges my soul."

(Julie de Lespinasse}
♥♥♥♥♥♥

The first in a few new Helen/John mixes, because all I ever seem to do anymore is workworkwork at the painful Bank of pain, watch telly in bed, and make fanmixes whilst sitting on the Beach in my lunch hour.
This one is probably more Jack/Helen? Or TORTURED PSYCHO JOHN/Helen. Either or. At any rate, no sweetness and light. I'm saving all that smushy wushy stuff for the next one.

I actually made this wayyyyy back when BEFORE Season Three started, and am only getting round to posting now.
But something a little more up to date will be finished and appearing soon. Promise promise.


"The Answer is War,
{Of Tears That Still Drip Sore}."


{THE ANSWER IS WAR (Of Tears That Still Drip Sore).
a helen magnus/john druitt fanmix.}



( {THE ANSWER IS WAR... track listings, cover art & rar. clicky painfulangstyforeverinthiscrazydanceofbloodybeatinghearts hatelove}Collapse )

So you guys... i'm a bitch and shouldn't be pulling this shit right after Christmas and right before New Year, when it's supposed to be the season of love and all things fluffy and candy-coated in the world.

But i've become terrible at updating livejournal, and terrible at replying to comments until days later, and terrible at being a good friend, and terrible in general.

I BLOW, I KNOW.

I've just been so so busy trying to handle my shit with studying for my Hypnotherapy course, which requires so much practical time and hands on work, and surviving my 8am-5pm dayjob at the Bank.

So I suck hardcore, and if you want to defriend me, NOW IS THE TIME TO DO IT, NO HARD FEELINGS I SWEAR.
If you hate me, just get rid, ok?

I'm doing a bit of a flist cut myself.
I can't handle 100+ people on my flist anymore, especially as a lot of the time we never even talk to each other.
Really nothing personal, just maybe we've grown apart, or we don't have much in common anymore, OR YOU HAVEN'T POSTED IN DECADES, or we never comment on each other's entries, or other stuffkins like that.

Maybe i'm taking up space on your flist and you have no idea who I am.

IF YOU CAN SEE THIS LOCKED POST... it means we're still buds I hope, and I want to try harder to be your friend and stop being a crap lj'er!!♥♥♥

If you can't see it, then all my very best wishes for the future, and take care, and happy 2011.
No hard feelings, you're awesome, I just suck or something. I really hope you all stay well and happy and have wonderful futures ♥

I HAVE TO PICSPAM THIS.

I know it was all the way away last friday, but come on. I've been so gratuitously overcome by it all and having to rewatch it twelve hundred millionty times just so I can live in the moment of THAT SCENE. That scene in Cambodia. The one involving HOT PORNNESS.♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'm sorry but they're beautiful. Beautiful Fivey goodness. Fivetime. Fiveporn. FIVE FIVE FIVE. Though i'm just going to ignore poor Nigel because he isn't FIVE enough to be part of my Five. Sorry, Nige.
BUT HELEN/JOHN/JAMES/NIKOLA'S MOUSTACHE.♥

Perfect perfection.

No episode could top this? Surely. SURELY.


( {SANCTUARY 3x08; ZOMFG ZOMFG ZOMFG HOW DO I EVEN DEAL WITH THIS? THEY'RE IN LOVE, YOU GUYS. THERE'S LOVE, AND MORE LOVE, AND ANGST, AND SOME MORE LOVE, BECAUSE DID YOU HEAR? THEY'RE IN LOVE. EVEN IF HE WAS/IS JACK THE RIPPER. IN LOVE. QUEEN T & HEYERDAHL. LOVE. LOOOOVVVVEEEE... so basically a massivo picspam and sortof flaily review thing...}Collapse )



"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;"