Memory Lane #7

Protector Beings

While in France in ’97 I suffered a rather debilitating heart attack. No insurance and no French language. I made it back to the US and imposed on a long time friend and his wife. Two days after my return another friend had her first child. Three days later I called to congratulate her and she told me the baby had literally not stopped crying. I told her I would check and see if I could do anything.

When I went in I found a rather angry, rather large Mind who was trying to fit into the far too small body. The mortal body was responding to the anger and the lack of presence. I somewhat soothed the Mind and suggested a couple of possibilities to resolve the situation. I got that it would take about another 5 hours before all would be okay. And, so it was. Since then I’ve learned that there are Protector Beings who make it their work to not only protect mother and child but to assign ‘attributes’ to each child – skills, talents, intelligence, etc. If I came across a similar situation today I would attempt to contact them and negotiate resolution.

There are religions and philosophies which attempt to explain who gets what, and why. Personally I think they are all too limited. But I haven’t spent much time around babies. I was once told that being around pregnant women or new borns will quickly dampen fear. The Protector Beings project safety and love. But that explanation feels too simple. While I have experienced some of that ‘peace’ I’m also aware of many difficulties and disappointments.

Of course I don’t have ‘the’ or even ‘an’ answer. I do have another experience I will share under the working title A Talking Head and 2 Globes .

INJOY

Memory Lane #1

Memory Lane #1

Preface

Thinking about the Universe, about GOD, about Enlightenment, about Meditation are all interesting/fun pastimes. But if you are limited to ‘thinking’ you are missing the largest part of perception. Experience expands and expounds thinking. Experience is the interacting and application of thought. And, communication is essential to experience, at least in my experience.

In ‘Texan, Part 3’ of this blog I told of Gary who reclaimed himself by telling me his life story over 3 hours. In writing ‘Memory Lane’ I realized that I was doing the same thing. I am reclaiming myself; reclaiming the progression of identity as I moved from wearing someone else’s clothes, to changing my wardrobe several times, to working my way toward nudity.

Don’t worry, you aren’t going to be seeing any naked me pictures. The ‘Memory Lane’ posts are stories of things that actually happened to me, at least my perception of my current memory of the then perceptions. I don’t exaggerate. I think the events are strange enough as is. The post sequence, except for the first 3, is whimsical instead of chronological.

I hope readers of this blog gain information that may help them see and/or pursue opportunities. Sometimes the Beings of Other minds use hammers and sometimes feathers to get our attention. May this blog be a feather. If you pay attention to hammers that is what they will use. Convince them you are aware of feathers.

Don’t know why I was given all of these tasks/opportunities. Wish I had been smart enough to ask more questions along the way. I know I’ve been a tool for several Beings from the Other side. I just keep doing what is in front of me, and assume I will until…

Two realizations I encountered while considering/writing ‘Memory Lane’; 1) how the spiritual topics have changed (progressed/evolved?) over the years, and 2) how social media has created instant identities; perhaps causing a loss of stable, long-term identities. Is that the reason so many seek Ascension? Is this evolution or just seeking change in hopes of finding ourselves.

I’ll attempt to deal with those topics in a post outside the ‘Memory Lane’ theme.

INJOY

Were you born, projected, or… ?

My current limited vu perceives thoughts turning into forms, turning into structures, and occasionally turning into people. At least for this blog post I’m using ‘people’ as any self-aware consciousness – birds, bees, flora and fauna. All the things that once-upon-a-time were somebody’s thought-form.

If my current limited vu is even close to right then we so called ‘humans’ are a thought-form even before fetus. But whose? A) Perhaps an Ancient One who needs a particular set of hands or mind set. B) Perhaps an already conscious self who wants a new experience. C) Perhaps we are the projection of our biological parents. D) Some, many things beyond my limited vu. Even if it’s A or B we are probably still going to get an overlay of C.

So what are we born into? Thought-forms, more thought-forms, everywhere thought-forms. Potty training, school programming, social programming, cultural programming – govt, religion, language, money, power, various medias – the great Mortal Human Collective. Can we think beyond the programming, outside the box; can we perceive inside our own minds? How do we, can we, translate experience? So many questions to consider, so few answers.  Even less certainty.

As each of us buy into our programmed thought-forms we add more power, focus and definition. We are part of the thought-form that created us and those that programmed us. Yes, we may slowly change it but there is a distinct probability that even the changes are somebody else’s thought. There does appear to be an active hierarchy of Overseers directing, and participating with, the Earth, Solar System and etc., etc. If we are lucky they don’t know our name.

As we achieve independent mind status through exploring our programmed thought-forms we may have the opportunity to join various ‘clubs’. There are friends, Group Minds (individual minds who choose to join together for a particular purpose or task but can move freely in and out of the Group) and there are Composite Minds (individuals who subsume their personality to a single mind with intent or purpose). It may be easiest to relate to this structure by looking at your own Guides.

Some humans don’t have independent Guides. These humans usually spend their lives supporting one of the thought-form programs – govt, religion, etc. Some humans have a single, individual Guide. Frequently these individual Guides form associated groups to accomplish certain programming of the guided mortal human. Sometimes these associated groups form Group Minds with a central group of Guides with ongoing responsibilities for ‘their’ human. I’m not aware of any formal Composite Minds acting as Guides – a true Composite Mind would devour one of us tiny humans.

So What!!! Just something to think about. There are other labels for what I call ‘thought-forms’ and ‘Composite Minds’ and ‘humans’ etc. It is a question of how you see creation.

Enough. I will probably revisit this topic later – it’s too much fun, for me, to ignore. Look forward to hearing your opinion(s).

INJOY

Texan, Part 2

Gary has 2 daughters. At the time the youngest was 14. He called and asked if I could check her out. She had changed overnight, literally. That was 3 days ago and she showed no signs of her previous personality. So we again arranged a connection time. Gary connected to his daughter and I through Gary.

A snake like creature was wrapped around her spine. Without thinking I just grabbed it and tossed it into the light where it sizzled briefly then disappeared. I didn’t really get a good look at it but did see a horn like claw at its tail. Gary got a much better look and also saw the clawed tail. The daughter was back to her previous self the next morning. Gary was concerned that he was dealing with evil, and maybe I was part of it. He went to his minister and described the situation, actions and the creature.

The minister retrieved a book from his library, opened it, and asked Gary if this was the creature he saw. Yes! Gary’s minister was studying demonology. He assured him that our exorcism was appropriate. When I went back in to search for the ‘demon’ my sense was that this was simply a being from another plane who had entered our realm through a rift in the barrier, and had returned. In his realm the wrapping around another was their way of being. He, or someone that looked like him, apologized. The rift was repaired.

Part 3 tomorrow.

INJOY

Texan in 3 parts

Background

Circa 1999 I was in Harlingen, TX to visit my aunt in an ICU. Her nurse was a really big male named Gary; bigger than me and I’m 6’3”, 220. Some way the conversation turned to laying-on-of-hands healing. I said I had done some and that when I returned home I would send him some suggested reading.

A couple of days later I decided to give it a shot and arranged to meet him to see if I could introduce him to laying-on-of-hands based on my Reiki background. I ran energy on him, easy. He ran energy on me, a natural. So we talked more and I frightened him a bit with a few stories of my adventures. Gary was a US Army Ranger in Vietnam and he was a strong Christian who believed in evil.

Texan, Part 1

Gary’s minister was estranged from a daughter who had been diagnosed as bipolar. Apparently the daughter’s strange behavior had alienated everyone. Gary asked if I would take a look and see if I could help. Sure, why not try. We set an appointment. Gary would go meditative and connect to the daughter and I would connect through Gary. We went in. My vision showed a male trying to escape from 4 sword wielding

males attempting to stick him. My sense was that this scenario started with betrayal during the Crusades. The pursued male seemed to have taken refuge in the daughter. I had no clue what to do. So I yelled Help.

And down floated Archangel Michael. At least he had white wings, blue costume and a sword. The four pursuers formed a semi-circle, stuck their swords into the ground and knelt to one knee with bowed heads. “Revenge Is No Longer An Option” That pronouncement resolved part of the problem. It was my first encounter with the power of Archangels, and Michael in particular.

The pursued ‘ghost’ liked residing in the daughter. I tried to convince him to leave but without success. I tried again later with some success. The daughter was significantly better for about 6 months. Gary arranged reconciliation with the family and she sought support from professional sources. But she couldn’t keep it. My sense was that she didn’t know how to be a normal female. The old crusader had lived in her too long. Sad ending to an interesting adventure, for me.

Part 2 Tomorrow

INJOY

A Musing

If we change the way we are perceived do we change our reality? Collective reality?

How much of our identity is a reflection of others’ perception of us?

Can we change our core reality – the way we perceive ourselves?

If perception and communication really are energy frequencies being interpreted by our mind can we change everything by learning to modify/alter/change frequencies?

Even if we can change frequencies is our mind’s interpretation limited to collective conditioning and personal experience or can we perceive conceptually?

Is creativity and imagination conceptual or just juxtaposing previous perception?

How did we get here, why are we here and where are we going when we leave?

How high can you perceive?

How open is your perception?

Topical — Another Surge

Even with a Limited Vu I do get some info about cosmic events.  Starting Thursday 16 July I’m told a Star Group will be broadcasting a surge of frequencies designed to change the way info is sent and received throughout the Universe.  It was explained to me as removing the package binding and freeing up the flow.  I doubt we will see any immediate impact on the human collective but the implications are significant for most other Beings.

The package concept has been similar to an internet theme or string.  Different levels of info stacked in one location.  Simple, you send the package to someone and they can disassemble it at their leisure.  Now in the flow all the info is available to everyone everywhere.  Who receives it is determined by the frequencies of the flow and the levels of perception by the viewer.  We are going to have to become more involved.  We need to fine tune our perceptions.  We need to stretch our intent to learn more, to experience more.  When we are sending info we need to be more aware of our intent and the frequencies we use.

Apparently the flow system was in use before the packages were instituted.  I’m told this return to the flow system of communication is an interim phase before a new system is installed.  No info on what the new system looks like.  During the surge from the 16th through 19 July I’ll try to post my experiences and observations.  Please add your impressions/info to Comments — we’ll just have to stick with the package design until we learn the flow system.  INJOY

Mortal Life/Death Choice Points

This story actually happened to me. I’d like to share it here with you. This story is about “choice points”, about dealing with them, and a couple of indicators to look for when you get a “choice”, you reach a “choice point” in your life.

Circa 1980 I had, once again, decided enough of the corporate world. My bank account equaled my credit card debt but what the hell, I had money in my pocket. But what to do? I went to a psychic. She seemed to only be concerned that my sliver thread (her perception) was getting very thin – translation; I wasn’t going to be around long. She thought I should stay.

I went to a metaphysical bookstore and asked the owner about palmistry. Told him the puffs at the base of my fingers on my palms had all gone flat. He just said I was in for a big change. Well, of course, I had decided to leave San Francisco.

In preparation for my adventure I decided to drive to Taos, NM where I hoped to write the Great American SciFi Novel. Early afternoon, doing about 75mph on eight lane I80 near Sacramento I heard screeching tires. Glancing at the cars around me I didn’t see any cause. I checked the rear view mirror and saw everyone driving about 75. Heard the screeching again. Decided I should check in so I slipped into a functional altered state to see what might be happening on another plane.

There was my car wrapped around a pole. There was a Highway Patrol car, with siren and flashing light bar, driving down the median between the East and West bound lanes. My first, and perhaps only, thought was if I’m not on a multi-lane highway I won’t crash. My next conscious aware thought was “how did I get here?” as I was stopped by road repair equipment on a two-lane road going around Lake Tahoe. I had/have no idea how much time had passed. I don’t know if I teleported or if there was a connecting road – I never had the courage to investigate.

I decided to spend the night in Tahoe. Maybe someone wanted me to add to my bank account via one of the casinos. Wrong. Next day I drove on to Taos. The entire route was on two lane highway.

A few weeks later, after I moved to Taos, I went to a acupuncturist. He said most of my organs were in the process of shutting down. After several visits he got them running again. I spent the next ten months in Taos undergoing a Jungian individuation process which I only learned about later. A few years later, when I was again in Taos, I called the acupuncturist’s office for an appointment and was told he only deals with terminal patients.

The puffs on my palms returned but only 3 on each hand; previously there had been 4. Don’t know if that means anything.

Some 17 years later I had a second choice point – a heart attack while traveling alone in Southern France in search of a place to be. I survived and somewhat recovered thanks to friends in the US. My third choice point was less precise. I was due to die sometime around 2007 but met my future wife in Germany. I’m told that my next point is a few years away. We’ll see what happens.

I hope my little story generates an awareness that you do have choices. Pay attention. I’ve been told that suicide is a dumb choice with consequences – I’m not sure, nor am I interested. INJOY

Information and Change

Recently a friend was commenting on the lack of new information coming from channelers and other spokespersons for the metaphysical/spiritual planes.  After a bit of thought from my limited point of view I decided to make the following my first post.

Hope seems to be a primary purpose of spirit entities providing info to the channelers. Without a frequent infusion of hope many of us wouldn’t survive the constant media blows of confusion and fear. We hope for change in whatever form – “things will be better soon”, ascension, 5D, whatever. We hope for manifestation of personal and collective desires; winning lottery numbers, a new relationship, whatever. We hope…

There appear to be two other primary purposes of channeling: 1) connection to, awareness of the conscious Universe, and 2) the evolution (growth) of our mortal minds to prepare us for future roles in the conscious Universe. I’m relatively certain that sometimes the information is part of a project they are conducting with us as the test subjects. But whatever the purpose(s) it depends on communication. And, I’m told that communication is about to change.

Or at least the form is about to change. Apparently much of metaphysical communication has been quark packages. That experiment is about to conclude. The conscious Universe will return to flows of information in preparation for a new experiment. It is like changing the word ‘enjoy’ to ‘injoy’. One is separation, one is direct participation. Information about the new experiment is beyond my current perceptive ability. What I am told is that we are to sharpen, refine our abilities to perceive. All the information will be in the flows but we can only access that which we can perceive

This change will supposedly reach our area of the Universe between July 16 and 19. Previous frequency shifts sent from this star group don’t seem to have immediately effected the human collective. I’m told the impact of this shift may reach beyond the highly sensitive. We’ll see, or perceive with hope. INJOY