moraya 😟blah

Split brain...or something

So I find myself sitting here wanting and not wanting to do something. I want to be creative, I have about a thousand things floating around in my head that I want to do, hell I even have stuff that I need to do. Am I doing any of those things? Nope. I think my go drive is broken. I'm lacking any kind of motivation what-so-ever, of course it doesn't help that my art-juju-ness seems to be broken. Lately I have to scrap everything I attempt to draw because I don't like any of it. Bah. And here I have some really cool trades/gifts/entries/randoms that I want to do. Apparently that's not happening. It really sucks feeling like I'm creatively dead. I don't know if it's exhaustion, stress, or what. Flargghflfgrmmff. I want to do something, yet I also want to sit and do nothing. I don't like this. Really what I need to do is work on a freaking coloring commission that I have to get done. Don't feel like doing that either. Damnit. Stupid brain.