morgaine

it's official:
smoking now disgusts me.

I smell people coming in from a smoke at work, and they stink.
I just had a smoke, first I've had since sunday (I smoked over the weekend - bad bad MoMo). And it made me feel gross. Smell gross. My mouth tastes gross.

I've been waiting to reach this point for 8 years. It's here, and I'm embracing it.

Smoking sucks.

Hello livejournal - long time no see!

I have beennursing myself to health:
broken hearts and broken tonsils make for a reclusive momo.

I am better health wise now, the heart is still mending but that's the rmarkable thing about theheart - it is the most easily hurt yet the most resilient tissue in the body.

back to the escapism of leisure suit larry.
I'm a loser
:)

feeling like crap, depressed, and can't sleep.
great.

I haven't really been sleeping well for two weeks now.
I'm tired, but too many things running through my mind tonight... err, this morning I guess it is now.
great.

So on my way to a research study for school today I heard a couple talking about the fire on queen west, it was the first I had heard of it being secluded in my section of upper-west parkdale, sleeping until the last nanosecond before I had to catch the streetcar.

I eavesdropped, and my mouth dropped. But I guess I didn't quite get a good idea of what they were talking about. They said an entire block, but I thought it was exageration. It's weird, it feels like a part of my home burnt down this morning. I am just very glad that none of my friend's lived in that stretch - I'm being presumptuous. I don't know where all my downtowner friends live... I *hope* that none of them were directly affected by this.

And I gotta say, I'm really glad the Bop didn't burn. I am really sad about National Sound and Suspect though.

Blue hair, here I come!!!!

fuck, my head just started REALLY RALLY hurting. Sleepy now too. I fear this may be a migraine coming on - crap.

I"m really bored too.
Surfed the net a bunch, did a little reading, ran some errands...
Guess I'll nap. That'll help the noggin AND the boredom.

oh, and p.s.
being delirious with the flu and thus not taking your meds for two days, just before being ditched by your boyfriend for new years does not make for a happy momo.

be warned.
:(

Call my cell. I'm oot and aboot.