i really don't update much and i'm really not sure why. i mean, i love to talk, but i just don't have a lot to say on here. but i guess i can talk about what's going on in my family right now:

my grandma has been having these dizzy spells lately. we all thought it might be an ear infection or something, but she's too stubborn to go tho the doctor. well, Wednesday night she had another one while my aunt (her daughter) and my aunt's daughter (my cousin) and my cousins two kids were there. she couldn't even walk because the room was spinning so fast.


well, she ended up throwing up compulsively, and they had too call the ambulance. they live in searcy, where the county hospital is, and i live about 20 minutes away from searcy, and we got there before the ambulance did, so we went to her house to see what was taking them so long. then we turned around before we got there because they finally got her on the gurney. they got her in right away, because tuesday night she had a dizzy spell, they gave her a shot of morphine (i think) and SENT HER HOME. she had low blood pressure, which runs on that side of the family, and she like 70, but they sent her home anyway.

anyway, they got her to the hospital and gava her valium, an iv drip, and something else that started with an "m". they kept her overnight, we all thought that maybe it was vertigo or something and she was feeling a lot better, and was actually able to sleep a little. then, they told us last night that it mught be MS. so, she was supposed to get a spinal tap today that would tell them, but i just found out they sent her home AGAIN. i mean, i understand that this swine flu epidemic thing is going around, but if she has another dizzy spell, she could break her neck, literally. and i don't want that.

they also said that it could be 3 weeks before she gets the spinal tap because the lady that does it is gone right now. it's a COUNTY HOSPITAL, surely more than one person knows how to do a spinal tap.



so we're all really stressed out about that, but...how is everybody else doing? any good news? cause i really need some cheering up :(

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does anyone know about a VAM story where bam and the guys were turned into cats? and ville came to visit? oh, and sorry about the multiple posts that one day, i'm still new at this.

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