Je savais bien que se lancer dans une promenade sur Memory Lane à 1h du mat' ça allait pas être une bonne idée mais merde... Je faisais que râler ici. Ahah la vie a jamais été 100% drôle mais faut croire que j'avais besoin d'évacuer. Faut que je mette tout ça en privé spa possib' de laisser des traces pareilles à la postérité, j'ai honte. :'D

As promised to sevenswells long time ago, this is a report on English food. ♥

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Long time no see! :D

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Some news from me.

I found a job until the end of March, and another one until the end of June, where I'll work 20hours/week ( or 3 days) really close from home. It suits me for now, as I want short contracts because I won't stay in this place forever.
I still don't draw. Nothing finished, just little stuff. I can't find the will. :/
I don't really follow anything, manga, or anime, or series. That's plain. I can't even fangirlize anymore.
I'm just playing Grandia on PS1 again. ^^;

Nothing really interesting to say in this post but it was just for posting here a little. ^^;

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Des nouvelles~
J'ai trouvé un travail jusque fin mars chez des vieux chiants, mais c'est toujours mieux que rien. Ensuite j'ai dégoté un 20h à cinq minutes à pieds de chez moi, c'est royal.
Les CDD me va pour l'instant, vu que je ne vais pas faire ma vie dans cette ville. Et démissionner, c'est trop la merde pour le chômage après donc les CDI me font plus peur qu'autre chose. Ah, l'avenir... v__v Toujours tellement brumeux.
Je dessine toujours pas. Enfin rien de fini, des gribouilles, des sketches... J'ai pas de motivation, j'ai peur de rater, de m'en vouloir, tout un tas de truc, bref, tant que j'aurai pas l'envie sincère de dessiner, je vais pas me forcer.
Je suis plus rien en séries, manga, anime... Je peux meme plus fangirliser pour me remonter le moral. xD
Je refais juste Grandia sur Play en ce moment, et je reste dans le old school, les souvenirs. Raah...

Ce post il sert un peu à rien mais bon c'était histoire de poster un peu ici.

Stolen to tezzino


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Long time since I worked on that. I noticed I had done 15 & 16 but never posted them here.
And today I draw 17 to 23.
With my recent loss I feel a new will to draw, to fill the blanks within myself. I think it's what drawing always was for me, after all. When I have everything I need in life, I just don't feel the need to draw.



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Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.


trait snapshot:clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive

These are the doujinshi I'm selling.
Harry Potter + Prince of Tennis
I can ship internationally, just tell me your country and I'll tell you the price. ^^
Payment by Paypal.


Thanks for looking!

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Okay, more than one month that I'm back from Japan, and the whole thing feels like it never happened.
When I hear Japanese, it still seems so far away and inaccessible, like, I wasn't there and never speak it, right? I learnt it in University but it was useless, right?
Have I really went there?
I went there, and did/see awesome stuff on top of that!
The strange feeling I have when I remember it is like remembering a dream.

Is that because it was the trip I dreamed of since high school?
It's like it has never happened at all.

I kick my mind hard to stop feeling like that because it's so stupid. ^^;
Well, I'll try to post some report and photos soon nevertheless.

Latest pictures of my original characters. ♪♫


BadLuck crew - Theo by ~Marine-chan on deviantART


BadLuck crew - Fannie by ~Marine-chan on deviantART

Next is quite difficult : a black man.
I wonder a lot about this character. I love his story, but it's quite cliché : he's black, a shaman, and will end in slavery... I guess it's quite well... not original at all. I created this story 5 years ago but I can't help but feel a little bad and ashamed with this association, black=slave actually. v_v
But I don't want to change his story, which is important in the whole mess...
Raah I'm stupid ! T_T What do you think about it? Is it a touchy subject, or do I excogitate too much? :/