These are all the fanfics I have written so far; the list is rather short at the moment but I intend to make it longer in the future.

Last updated: June 10, 2013

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So, yesterday the 2012 MAMA awards took place. Because of the time difference the show aired during the middle of the day here where I live and therefore I could sadly not watch it live, so I spent the whole evening/night watching the full 6 hours of the award show and boy was it worth it!

Starting with the red carpet segment you got to see all the stars walking down the red carpet in their fancy clothes and being interviewed. The group I was looking forward to seeing the most was actually EXO, because after being obsessed with ZE:A for the past few months EXO is starting to take over, so I was really excited to see all 12 members together on such a big show. And from the moment they appeared they didn't leave me disappointed, looking so handsome in their all-white suits yet cute and lost at the same time. Being as obsessed with the male groups as I am I didn't really pay that much attention to the other actors, girl groups etc. but I have to say it was pretty cool to see Jackie Chan again (my childhood idol).

After 2 hours the actual award show started and in my opinion the beginning was kind of blah (for lack of a better word). It started with Song Joongki singing and as cute as he is he's not a very good singer, it was honestly kind of unpleasant to listen to. After that there was a joint performance with Ailee, some screamo rocker I've never heard of before and Bang Yongguk, which was also a slight disaster. Yongguk's rapping was cool as usual but Ailee's and that rocker guy's voices really didn't sound good together, I really don't get why they had them singing together.

Luckily things got better as the show went along, with one amazing performance after another. Epik High's stage was trully epic (or insane, I haven't really decided yet), Roy Kim's singing was very impressive and I just love Big Bang's performance, the way they sang Crayon together was awesome and seeing them go crazy on stage is always fun. They should have been the final act, really!

Then the moment I had been waiting escpecially for arrived: EXO's performance. I really liked their red and black outfits but was a little bit disappointed that they lipsynced, it would be nice to hear MAMA live for once. But I quickly forgot all about that when something happened that I couldn't have imagined even in my wildest day dreams: all 12 members of EXO and the 5 SHINee boys dancing to Lucifer together. Seeing that really made me feel like my life was complete xD

One thing I thought was kind of hilarious throughout the whole show was that the audience was usually pretty quiet during a performance but then they would suddenly go crazy. The riddiculous thing was that they were not cheering for the people on stage but only because the camera happened to focus on the celebrities sitting in front of the stage, especially SuJu. I wonder how the ones performing must have felt when that happened, knowing that the audience wasn't cheering for them but for someone else :P

I also have to talk about the awards, since that's kind of the whole point of the show. Other awards shows I've watched in the past have usually left me disappointed because the ones I wanted to win sometimes didn't. But this time I was totally pleased with the winners, every time I guessed who would win I was right and all of those who won the respective awards trully deserved it, at least in my opinion.

But enough of my rant now. I enjoyed this years MAMA awards very much and just felt like writing down some of my thoughts about it, but I'll stop now before I end up writing a whole novel :P

Title: A sore loser seeks revenge
Pairing: Siwan/Luhan (SiHan/LuWan?)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Crack, Romance
Disclaimer: I only own the plot in this fanfic, the boys belong to themselves.
A/N: My first EXO fic, though it only has one member in it. Also my first crossover.

Summary: ( Luhan does not like to lose. Siwan gets to finds out just how much.Collapse )

Title: A rusty nail
Pairing: General, Heechul-centric
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: I only own the plot in this fanfic, the boys belong to themselves.

Summary: ( Even small things can hurt.Collapse )

Title: Together even when apart
Pairing: General
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: I only own the plot in this fanfic, the boys belong to themselves.
A/N: My second ZE:A fic. Also, this fic is set not long after ZE:A's debut, just thought you should know that while reading.

Summary: ( On the way to a performance something happens that forces ZE:A to make a difficult choice.Collapse )

So, I'm back with a new fic after more than one and a half year. Like I've said many times before it was really difficult for me to find time to write when I was busy with school, but starting from June this year I'm all finished with school and right now I have all the time in the world to write fics. Well, not exactly all the time in the world, it's not like I spend every waking moment in front of the computer. I do actually have a life away from my computer too, even if it's just a little bit :P

Since I finished school I've mostly just been home at the farm, living my life. But the most important thing that's happened this summer is that my old dream of having my own horse has finally come true. There are in fact two horses on our farm now, one is mine and the other is my mom's. So these days I spend quite a lot of my time with the horses, doing all kinds of stuff with them. Earlier during the summer I'd be outside all day when the weather was nice, but these days it gets dark really early in the afternoon so I tend to spend the evenings inside now, which gives me some time to spend on writing fanfics.

When I started writing again after having finished school I realized how much I've missed it and with a fresh mind and newly found inspiration I started writing on several stories. I do however seem to have a complex or something about endings, because whenever I get near the end of the fics I get totally stuck and don't know what to write. That has left me with a whole bunch of unfinished stories that I'm desperately trying to finish without ruining them too much with a bad ending. With the not-so-serious crack fic that I just posted I'm hoping to break out of my writer's block and that I'll be able to finish at least some of those stories I've got going. So, hopefully there might be a few more fics popping up here on my page in the future, we'll just have to wait and see how it goes.

Until then, c'ya!

Title: Fear is relative
Pairing: Siwan/Minwoo (SiWoo), Siwan-centric
Rating: PG, just to be safe
Genre: Crack
Disclaimer: I only own the plot in this fanfic, the boys belong to themselves.
A/N: Just something short and silly I put together really quickly, hoping that it can help me get over my writer's block. It's the first fanfic I've finished in a very long time, as well as my first ZE:A fic and my first attempt at crack, so a lot of firsts at once. Hope you like it :)

Summary: ( Siwan is scared. Really scared.Collapse )

 Hi again!

It's been almost a month now since I last updated my journal, so I felt like writing something. I haven't written any more fics during this whole time, so I guess you could say I'm on a hiatus. My chaptered fic "An accident rarely comes alone" was the first fic I've ever written and I didn't realize at first how much work it takes to write a chaptered story. Then I wrote two oneshots last month and realized how much easier that was, so from now on I might stick to oneshots. Don't get me wrong, I love to write, but I'm also lazy... :P However, I promise to finish my chaptered fic sometime in the future, I just can't tell you when I'll be able to finish it.

But that wasn't what I intended to talk about in this post. What I wanted to talk about is my Kpop obsession, which just keeps growing. I keep falling in love with new Kpop groups all the time and bit by bit I'm forgetting all about western music. My general interest in music has also grown A LOT during the past year, because now music isn't just something I enjoy listening to, it gives my life meaning and keeps me going when things get tough. I'm almost certain that if I hadn't discovered Kpop music I wouldn't still be in school. Now it's almost impossible for me to think that I've only been a fan of Kpop for just over a year and that I used to listen to nothing but heavy metal before.

My latest Kpop obsession is Big Bang. The first time I came in contact with Big Bang was when I watched IRIS and heard their song Hallelujah during the ending credits. TOP also has a role in that drama as a psychotic killer, so I didn't like him at first. Then I watched their MV for Lies one day and immediately fell in love with them. I usually never listen to a song more than once at the same time, but since I started listening to Big Bang I've gone completely crazy and can sometimes listen to the same song 10 times in a row, maybe even more sometimes. I guess that shows how awesome their songs are and how completely obsessed I have become.

Anyway, I think I've ranted on long enough now and it might be a good idea for me to get started on my math homework, so until next time: Cya!

Title: Bottoms up!
Pairing: Onew/Taemin (OnTae)
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Character death
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: I only own the plot in this fanfic, the boys belong to themselves.
A/N: My first SHINee fic, hope you like it :)

Summary: ( Onew and Taemin receive some energy drinks from fans.Collapse )

Title: Friends, Lovers or Both?
Pairing: Sungmin/Kyuhyun (KyuMin)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut
Disclaimer: I only own the plot in this fanfic, the boys belong to themselves.
A/N: This is my first SuJu fic and also the first smut fic I've ever written, so comments are loved!

Summary: ( What happens when Sungmin finds himself tied to a wall.Collapse )