This journal is ALMOST FRIENDS-ONLY!
Wisdom is the retention of innocence through adversity.
I ain't no frickin Robot Chicken!
11. Have you ever taken a first aid course? Do you know how to perform CPR?
* yes, in HS, and other stuff. Didnt i already answer this 2 weeks ago?
12. Is there any food you would never contemplate eating?
* Masai. Insects, worms. Impossible burgers. I try to avoid genetically altered. Corn syrup and canola oil.
13. If you could win a cash prize, what would be the minimum you would want to win?
* $5? A billion dollars?
14. Are there many people in your family who are left-handed?
* Little sister.
15. When was the last time you laughed out loud?
* I laugh out loud every day.
16. Do you still use paperclips?
* Yes. Funny story about that.
17. How active have you been over the year so far?
* Less than normal. I need to find a better life asap.
18. How do you feel about Artificial Intelligence?
* As most people do. It can be useful, but can quickly get out of control and dangerous. I love what it is deciphering in archaeology! I hate AI videos. But i think it has a lot of organised, digestible info to offer. Amusing.
19. Have you ever had a pedicure?
* nay, nor manicure.
20. Do you have any friendships that have lasted more than a decade?
* Yes, HS friends but i stopped hanging with them, etc, except for cards. I had a lot of great friends in college, too, but lost touch with them, cuz thats when the crises hit, and they didnt understand. I have no friends here. I dont think people here, today, have any idea what good friendship is. Oh well enough on that.
* yes, in HS, and other stuff. Didnt i already answer this 2 weeks ago?
12. Is there any food you would never contemplate eating?
* Masai. Insects, worms. Impossible burgers. I try to avoid genetically altered. Corn syrup and canola oil.
13. If you could win a cash prize, what would be the minimum you would want to win?
* $5? A billion dollars?
14. Are there many people in your family who are left-handed?
* Little sister.
15. When was the last time you laughed out loud?
* I laugh out loud every day.
16. Do you still use paperclips?
* Yes. Funny story about that.
17. How active have you been over the year so far?
* Less than normal. I need to find a better life asap.
18. How do you feel about Artificial Intelligence?
* As most people do. It can be useful, but can quickly get out of control and dangerous. I love what it is deciphering in archaeology! I hate AI videos. But i think it has a lot of organised, digestible info to offer. Amusing.
19. Have you ever had a pedicure?
* nay, nor manicure.
20. Do you have any friendships that have lasted more than a decade?
* Yes, HS friends but i stopped hanging with them, etc, except for cards. I had a lot of great friends in college, too, but lost touch with them, cuz thats when the crises hit, and they didnt understand. I have no friends here. I dont think people here, today, have any idea what good friendship is. Oh well enough on that.
How do we recycle, "sorry"?
Turn it inside out
and make it
Eros.
Turn it inside out
and make it
Eros.
Love this romantic rock song. The whole album is spectacular.
https://youtu.be/CvtJVku_mJw?si=PPTKQEDkgxbKB5ZP
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https://youtu.be/s3VVtEavFDk?si=qWc2dY-WIzYL1NvI
Data used to support impact theory is used here to support solar theory.
Magn poles are def reversing.
A cluster of evapourating comets onto glaciers is used to explain impact theory. Hiawatha crater still in th running.
THE YOUNGER DRYAS
Not sure if i will get work done today.
There has been a cop following me out to walmart and back, since forever. This time, he fully tailgated me. Near the end, i doubled back to see if he had parked in the cop lot but could not discern.
I had gone to walmart not to buy a wall, but just to buy another small bottle of wine. Now, i dont go looking for weirdness, but a man was looking at me from behind the wine shelves, as i approached. When i looked at him, he darted away, out of view.
Yesterday, as i mentioned to you, there was a cop standing next to the girl acting as manager, whom i will just call the plain goth. I could not discern if this was about me, and i shall soon elabourate. Either it was not or these guys are pretty crafty despite their glaring mental illness.
The plain goth started liking me a while back, why, because i am NICE, plus. Then she downloaded the crap, and pulled the SWITCHBACK on me. Henceforth she saw me as some major problem, and maybe she called the police.
Why? Because since day one, vanguard and the police have been going around, telling people, "We have been having a little problem with this person, so be sure to notify us when it happens." Gossip. BS. Propaganda. Suspicion
In this way, they rationalize their salaries, they create crap out of genuinely good intercourse, and they divide people against each other.
And, of course, there were 2 cops entering walmart recently, just as i entered. One looked back at me, and then down at my hand, to check if i was carrying a gun. This is sickening, unamerican garbage.
How do they know i am out? They get notified. By text. I honestly tried to be a friend of this community but they had to make me an enemy. Calling themselves liberals. They are:
Racists
Sexists
LGBT-phobic
Agists
Ableists
Elitist c***s
Narcissistic abusers
And apparently, at least in this town, many of the females are APD. So when they feel desire, it quickly turns to fear, so they play the victim and call the police. Insane. Thank you 9/11. Thank you propaganda. Thank you COVID scam. Thank you bioweapons. Look what youve turned these people into.
Did i ever mention the cops who were dressed up as women? 2 dif times.
There has been a cop following me out to walmart and back, since forever. This time, he fully tailgated me. Near the end, i doubled back to see if he had parked in the cop lot but could not discern.
I had gone to walmart not to buy a wall, but just to buy another small bottle of wine. Now, i dont go looking for weirdness, but a man was looking at me from behind the wine shelves, as i approached. When i looked at him, he darted away, out of view.
Yesterday, as i mentioned to you, there was a cop standing next to the girl acting as manager, whom i will just call the plain goth. I could not discern if this was about me, and i shall soon elabourate. Either it was not or these guys are pretty crafty despite their glaring mental illness.
The plain goth started liking me a while back, why, because i am NICE, plus. Then she downloaded the crap, and pulled the SWITCHBACK on me. Henceforth she saw me as some major problem, and maybe she called the police.
Why? Because since day one, vanguard and the police have been going around, telling people, "We have been having a little problem with this person, so be sure to notify us when it happens." Gossip. BS. Propaganda. Suspicion
In this way, they rationalize their salaries, they create crap out of genuinely good intercourse, and they divide people against each other.
And, of course, there were 2 cops entering walmart recently, just as i entered. One looked back at me, and then down at my hand, to check if i was carrying a gun. This is sickening, unamerican garbage.
How do they know i am out? They get notified. By text. I honestly tried to be a friend of this community but they had to make me an enemy. Calling themselves liberals. They are:
Racists
Sexists
LGBT-phobic
Agists
Ableists
Elitist c***s
Narcissistic abusers
And apparently, at least in this town, many of the females are APD. So when they feel desire, it quickly turns to fear, so they play the victim and call the police. Insane. Thank you 9/11. Thank you propaganda. Thank you COVID scam. Thank you bioweapons. Look what youve turned these people into.
Did i ever mention the cops who were dressed up as women? 2 dif times.
What a shmucky day, shmucka shmucka.
Hunka lumpa tundertorms moving in and i love it. So dark inside. Scratchy radio. Doing a morning health fast, meaning some nutrients let in. Bring down a little bad fat, silent inflamation, brain fatigue, and its already working. Ooohh. Here come the NOAA warnings. And heres the boring AI Asian Guy talking about yesterdays florida earthquake. Which some friends down there somehow neglected to post about. Which, see, is one of those things that keep making me go Hmmmm...
My fav region of country. Who built the wall? Maybe giants trying to hold back Clovis or invasive fauna. Soooo many mysteries!
This is a bit amateurish, but at least not AI. I decided to post it cuz I should be posting more on men/women in future.
Note: Attractiveness is largely a canard. A distraction. More later.
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Note: Attractiveness is largely a canard. A distraction. More later.
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Don't overthink your pants.
Originally posted by 
madman101 in 
healthy_planet. Reposted by madman101 at 2026-06-10 07:14:00.
https://youtu.be/dioz9_mlql0?si=nAm4UVVOQMlND6Py
I experienced psycho-emotional abuse in the past, and saw how patterns tried to continue in siblings. Today, a number of people around me seem ignorant to the attempted manipulations of the Ogre. So, I dedicate this post to them. Also, people with APD, like FMG, almost always have experienced emotional abuse or neglect in the past, and now carry about dysfunctional patterns so close to their chest that their nervous (and endocrine stress) systems are overactivated chronically. These are originally sensitive, open and giving people. Their empathy is what ultimately prevents them from becoming narcissists like many of their abusers.
madman101 in healthy_planet. Reposted by madman101 at 2026-06-10 07:14:00.https://youtu.be/dioz9_mlql0?si=nAm4UVVOQMlND6Py
I experienced psycho-emotional abuse in the past, and saw how patterns tried to continue in siblings. Today, a number of people around me seem ignorant to the attempted manipulations of the Ogre. So, I dedicate this post to them. Also, people with APD, like FMG, almost always have experienced emotional abuse or neglect in the past, and now carry about dysfunctional patterns so close to their chest that their nervous (and endocrine stress) systems are overactivated chronically. These are originally sensitive, open and giving people. Their empathy is what ultimately prevents them from becoming narcissists like many of their abusers.
It's taco Tuesday. I am at TJs for my cheap tacos. I am raping college girls, shooting cops and selling kiddie porn, as usual. As expected. Won't you join me?
I dont have a soulmate, or else i have a billion. But this video goes out to every female here who ever met me, and was immediately stomped on by the boot of agendized, weaponised, hateful gossip. You know who you are.
I dont have a soulmate, or else i have a billion. But this video goes out to every female here who ever met me, and was immediately stomped on by the boot of agendized, weaponised, hateful gossip. You know who you are.
It's called
"Kiss me and I might drop trou"
"Kiss me and I might drop trou"
Didnt feel well, almost didnt bother, but since i had clothes on, decided merely to get gas, and check downtown mail. Sure enough, more evidence of surveillance, as the warped community catches fire via texting. It really is a contageous disease we are witnessing here. So, i will document other recent incidents, asap. Remind me to mention epileptic girl, latest recruit into the cult, apparently. Later.
The skeletal recovery from the Divine Correction continues, with pain. One reason for the extra wine, these days, was to help ignore this annoying process. Back when i broke my elbows, i drank a lot, same reason. And yet, the docs said i was healing quickly. These days, i am taking extra cartilege, brocolli, proteins, fish oil, D3, and such. Taking greens, for more K2, but not enough.
Drinking is bad for my CFS. So, if i say i drink too much, it really isnt a lot, but it is too much for my CFS.
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Drinking is bad for my CFS. So, if i say i drink too much, it really isnt a lot, but it is too much for my CFS.
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I guess i will do a post on the fireballs and other earth changes. I got the urge from tanya but am so damned tired atm. Like. You know what. Ive been grappling with fireballs for way too long and they are called people. Later..
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More - https://youtube.com/@mitocw?si=X_T9ojwePR0oDY1M
Download full course - http://ocw.mit.edu/8-0
And explore for many other courses! Havent checked about possible credits.
Today is a good example of why i get money from the government. Yes, doubters, this is a real disability. So far, massive deep fatigue plus dizziness, etc. Its finally waning, but not enough. Even good days are bad days. But this one has been a doozy. Why? Maybe cuz i had a little fruit last night. Doing a little health experiment. Maybe it was the small amnt of sugar. Sugar is the devil, esp if one has CFS.
Did have protein breakfast and, a few minutes ago, got the urge for a giant Italian sausage. So Italian hotties, come on by! No, i actually had one in the fridge, and i think my recovering brain wanted the saturated fat, etc. I can feel it doing its magic!
Did have protein breakfast and, a few minutes ago, got the urge for a giant Italian sausage. So Italian hotties, come on by! No, i actually had one in the fridge, and i think my recovering brain wanted the saturated fat, etc. I can feel it doing its magic!
Rain, all day and all night! Omg i love it!
There is woman or womans who often stands and stares at me, as i pull my van out of the alley, or such. I have been thinking this is the Book Witch, and it probably is. Maybe also a friend in her circle. I feel she may be the only person in town who cares about me. But i guess i have been putting off meeting with her. And, you know what. Part of the reason is psychological. I dread starting up another pleasant chat with someone, and then seeing the saboteurs come in and destroy that too. Anyway. Soon. Shes a very community person, and ive been jaded. Gotta say, tho, i have figured out a major part of the alienation dynamic going on here, esp vis-a-vis someone like me. So, gonna write about that soon. Meantime, here is part of it. Empaths look and act younger than their number, yet are twice as wise. I tell you what. No ones got the right to force me to age faster than i want to. Thinking of dropping my doctor, btw.
Wisdom is the retention of innocence through adversity.
Wisdom is the retention of innocence through adversity.
https://youtu.be/FNaKeJmqCBs?si=OYwwBdJfAwoC4YpW
I dont really care that much about sports. Id rather play them than watch them. But now i cant play them cuz of cfs. Ive gotten into rooting for teams a little in the past. Superbowls slightly but no more. Punch also doesnt like sports really. He is smarter than me on pop culture. But we should be pals some day, him being a nice Catholic and such. I just dont have a lot of extra time for socialising and all that fluff.
Loneliness of the dark empath - https://youtu.be/Lq7XW2AJcRg?si=kz6xQPxCKDz1D_3X
