*the hardest thing*

I think the hardest part about being depressed is never knowing if something I am feeling is the depression or not.

It's like I cant trust my own feelings, and its exhausting. I find sometimes I cant even talk to people because of how conflicted I feel.

A close runner up to the "hardest thing" is probably never being able to tell someone how I feel without feeling guilty about feeling down and burdening them with it.

So I'm always okay, or "tired" and its getting pretty old.