lol "my girl" =))

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God, too many things came up at the same time. I don't have any mood to write though I like my new fanarts very much. I'm not feeling well.

Today my commercial poster has been rejected by my teacher. Not because it was bad, but because it didn't look commercial. I'm really worried about my poster. I have few other ideas but none of them are easy to proceed. *Sign a lot*. I think I must try harder or my project will come to hell.

Presently I'm doing some doodle with Paintool Sai. I've just figured that sketching with Sai is easier than with Photoshop. I'm excited. And guess who is this? It's Mesut Ozil!




But "it doesn't look like him" (oh why I always say this) *crying*

I'm feeling tired... Just don't know what to do.
Sometimes I just want to be alone, want to be the character in the movie Moon.
I'm still young, still a little girl who has big big dreams.
I want to be success. I want to pick up my Canon taking a lot of picture
AND staying home making graphics not looking at any other artworks of anyone else at the same time.
Or sleep forever.

Okay, just some bullshit words.
God, too many things came up at the same time.

Hi there! Anyone missed me? I was a little bit busy because of my projects at school. So I haven't draw any thing new. But I did some sketchs with pencil about 3 months ago and I'd like to post it. I know these sketchs look a lot of impure. I tried to redraw it with my wacom but didn't work, it looked worse than the originals *sign*.

Oh and I'm trying very very hard to do a color fan art. But I guess I'm gonna stick with the sketchs for a long time.


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So this is my second rough sketch using wacom bamboo tablet. Do I need to tell you this is Brian Kinney - the face of god? I know it doesn't look like him *sign*. Maybe the fangirl's power is not enough, so sad. But I'll try my best. Wait for me (and my artworks)!


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My first sketch drawing Justin can be found here

I bought a Wacom Bamboo tablet 3 days ago. And the first person I draw is you, my Sunshine (okay Brian, just this time). You are my only inspiration, you know that, don't you? :)





I want to share this and some more of Britin's when I've finished them. Too sad I'm still finding the right community to post my fan arts besides DeviantArt (not really for fandom). Many of lj's QAF's communities are closed or not updated since... er... 2008. Somes still working are focus only on icons.

Drawing Britin makes me happy and relax. But right then I feel lonely when I want to show my fan arts to anyone who still have concerns about you two, about QAF. My heart broke a little...

By the way I'm working on this Brian fan art. It's hard to draw his beautiful mouth (although it's been covered by his beautiful long fingers). Hope I can finish this soon.

Though there were a few entries posted, I consider this is the first entry of my livejournal. I want to write something, like it's always written in my head every night. But I was so scared. I was scared I'll make some silly grammar mistakes because my English is not good at all. And my laziness prevented me from doing something good for my life. But today is the day. Whatever I write, whatever mistakes I make that can't be worse than doing nothing.

I have a headache every time I use the computer recently, don't know why. My head is going to explode while I'm typing this line. Maybe the display monitor, maybe my eyes. I'm worried about my eyes. I got myopia surgery about 3 months ago. I like my eyes a lot after the surgery. They look big, full and beautiful (so sad not my face). But maybe these headaches are caused by the surgery. That's going to kill me because the new semester of my university has just begun and I must use the computer frequently for my damn projects. By the way, those projects will also kill me, start with the poster project. I really, really want to do something about the LGBT but it's too hard. I haven't figured out what to do yet. And I was absent from the class this morning. Am I a bad student?

Okay, I feel better now. My headache has abated. It's really a huge effort of me to write this too long, maybe my longest English post so far. Though reading and translation are not really a problem for me, writing is truly a nightmare. My plan is one English post per day but who knows -_-".

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