As much as I tried nothing seemed to work .....rejection ,hate was all over their heads. .when I speak nothing made sense to them all my plans failed ....I cried bitterly ....I can rember days ihad nothing to put in my mouth ...my son was crying all day and night ...but I knew one day God will put asmile on my face some see me differently...but down my heart only God knows the purity in me .....imight have nothing but love of God cures all