MUST WATCH! Beyond a Billion! YouVersion 🩷 This year, I can say has been difficult for me, not financially, but in worldly matters. Share ko lang, month of May, I can say was the heaviest, most painful, and worst event in my life happened. And this was also the month when I asked for help and turned to God, whom I still hold onto, love, and believe in to this day. Alam ko hindi pa ako fully surrender kay Lord, but by God's grace, I know I will reach that point. Im gradually distancing myself sa mga bagay na meron ang mundong ito dahil alam ko na I wont be able to use or benefit from in the afterlife. Totoo pala na nangungusap sa atin ang Diyos Ama no? at kinakausap Niya din tayo. Halos araw-araw maging sa gabi, I cry over my sins. Ive been experiencing anxiety attacks every night for 6 months and sometimes i even think about taking my own life 💔. Pero si Lord, napaka amazing!!! He didn't give up on me through i was going through.☝️ Isang gabi, nag Pray ako kay Lord and asked Him how could forgive others? Kasi hindi kaya ng puso ko magpatawad dahil i feel betrayed at pinagkaisahan 🥹 Then when i woke up, i opened my Bible and the Lord told me - ito talaga yung unang Nakita at nabasa ko "Hindi ko sinasabing makapito, kundi pitumpung ulit pa." (Mat. 18:22-27) Grabe kung gaano kabait ang Diyos sa atin. 🥹 We really do reach a point in life where we feel discouraged, but if you truly dedicate your life to Christ, no matter what temptation comes your way, you will overcome it. We are just passersby in this world and we cannot take anything with us in death. So let's choose to do what we know is good.✨ Makasalanan ang sanlibutan at tinuruan din ako ng Diyos na pwedeng makisama ngunit huwag na huwag makiki-ayon (Roma 12:2) 🙏 I've been disciplining myself for 7 months na hindi masyado maging mapaniwalain sa social media because God also told me not to focus my eyes on what I see but on what I don't see. For the things that are seen are temporary, but the things that are not seen are eternal. (2cor.4:18) Sa ngayon, payapa ang aking isip dahil sa kabutihan ng Diyos Ama at ng Panginoong Hesus. All Glory belongs to God, our Lord Jesus Chirst! Please download niyo po ang mga ito: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.sirma.mobile.bible.android https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.himfirstapps.lordsbookapp Video not mine - Screen record ko lang ito from https://www.bible.com/billion sobrang proud lang ako dahil kaisa ang Pilipinas sa historic event na ito. Credit to: https://www.bible.com/billion