Isaiah 1:18-20 ESV 18 “Come now, let us reason together, says the Lord: though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool. 19 If you are willing and obedient, you shall eat the good of the land; 20 but if you refuse and rebel, you shall be eaten by the sword; for the mouth of the Lord has spoken.” Just—WOW! I remember the days I yearn for fresh start and started to believe about reincarnation stuff before I met Christ Jesus. I had hoped to start all over again to live differently, but each day no matter how much effort I do through philosophy and self-help books nothing seems to work lastly and on top of that it is tiring to my brain to remember ever steps to get better. Oh Lord, you've dealth bountifully to your servant. I thank the Lord all the more I realize how much sin had caused me; much I am doomed to die from it. Looking back no longer condemns me but rather looking at Jesus' goodness over me. How much He had done for me; putting me through fire to be refined each time❤️