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Dec. 31st, 2004

So High School is over. I graduated last year. If I've learned one thing these last six month though it's been that change is a good thing, sometimes it could hurt you, but it's not only bad. Most of the time, it makes you a stronger person, and it gives you confidence. I know that during that time, I wasn't the person I am today, I was depressed, I hated myself for who I was, I wasn't content at all, even when things weren't going wrong. "The best years of my life" yeah, right. I wish that I could say that. There were sometimes, that weren't so bad. It's hard to even put into words, what has happened, what I've learned and what I'm leaving behind.
My moods, and my attitudes, how I do things certain ways, why I feel the way that I do, and that certain situations happen for a reason.

What I will be leaving behind, some friends I've had. I never knew there were people like this until I met them. Anyways, I won't sit here any longer, look back and say it was awful, but I want to say: I will not miss you.

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Happy Valentine's Day!

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I was remembering this quote from BtVS (Season 2 - Becoming, Part I) so I posted here because I love quotes especially this one.

Bottom line is, even if you see them coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. So what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are. You'll see what I mean.

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I don't know where to start because this year was so stressful.
Last year on High School. Some people said it's like the best year but I don't think it was such a thing. I have some reasons to leave that behind but thinking that's all over makes me sad.
First of all, I had this stupid fight with my best friend because most of the time she was so selfish & arrogant. Anyway, she ended up being a REAL bitch. Honestly, right now I don't give shit about her. She was so fucked up & she still is.
On the other hand, since then I've been better. I had the chance to meet some girls of my group that I used to ignore & I had discovered that they are nice persons. Although I can't consider them as my friends.
Next year I'll be starting college. Big step. I've to admit that I'm a little bit anxious.
Hopefully I would meet nice people.

I might be updating tomorrow.