Angie

I didn't even know lj still existed, yet here we are...

Maybe I ain't used to maybes
Smashing in a cold room
I'm cutting my hands up, every time I touch you
Maybe, Maybe it's time to wave goodbye now.
Time to wave goodbye now.

I used to be such a burning example,
I used to be so original.
I used to care, I was being cared for.
Made sure I showed it to those that I love.

I used to sleep without a single stir,
'Cause I was about my father's work.

Well take me out tonight,
This ship of fools I'm on will sink.
A milestone around my neck,
Be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.

I used to pray like God was listening.
I used to make my parents proud.
I was the glue that kept my friends together,
Now they don't talk and we don't go out.

I used to know the name of every person I'd kissed.
Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.

Well take me out tonight,
This ship of fools I'm on will sink.
A milestone around my neck,
Be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.

Throw me that lifeline,
This ship of fools I'm on will sink.
A milestone around my neck
Be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.

Never hit the brakes
there's no time to save him,
He just ran out in the street
anybody know his name?
I think I recognize him
Sure as hell paid for that mistake

whoa...what happened to madradhair?

I am falling...falling...falling...in love.

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Corey says Thank you!!

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
1.  My kids
2.  Him.
3.  My sister, though she infuriates me.
4.  Jeffy
5.  I'll do this collectively, since I'm only technically allowed 5...but, several people I've met here...especially Mars and Jess.  I wish I lived closer to both of you.  I think you might be two of the only people who actually understand me.


Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Today has been shitty.
I'm unemployed, once again, and apparently for no reason.  Wtf?  I just "wasn't a good fit for their company."  Then she said, "It's nothing personal."  Um, ok...you sat there and talked about how I had done nothing wrong, I was a quick learner, etc, but then you're firing me, and it's nothing personal?  How can it NOT be? 
Maybe something good will come out of this.  I'm trying to stay positive.  I don't want to let this get me started on another downward spiral.  Ugh.  It's hard not to just give up though.  I mean really...I've been employed 3 months out of this whole year...the last job was basically because there was no work....our client load had dropped drastically, and they were weeding people out left and right.  This job...well, I have no idea what happened.  I don't understand.  I guess I'm just a loser. 
I'm fucking worthless.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.