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October 3rd, 2005
01:19 am - i swear
this day started alright
became amazing
than was pefect
and than more than perfect
but now is sucks
sucks so hard
damn it.
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September 28th, 2005
10:07 pm - hamf
today i was kinda dipressed
it doesnt matters why..
anyway
daniel called me now
and we talked 45 minutes and he really cheered me up(:
and i love chika!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just kidding..
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September 27th, 2005
11:18 pm - .............
i traslated song that i feel like him right now..
Closed eyes - Hili ilon
eyes fulled with tears
but you cant
you cant see it
what you see is yellow teeth
eyes fulled with tears
but you cant
you cant see it
what you see is yellow teeth
and i smell love
and it doesnt mean i want you
sitting and smoking
and i want to fly home
and i want to cover your body
with love and warm
and i wish you'd fell asleep forever
when the sun comes out
before you wake up
you cant see me crying
im crying
sitting and smoking
and i want to fly home
and i want to cover your body
with love and warm
and i wish you'd fell asleep forever
sitting and smoking
and i want to fly home
and i want to cover your body
with love and warm
and i wish you'd fell asleep forever
eyes fulled with tears
but you cant see
you cant see it
what you see it that my eyes are closed....
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i had the best day ever..
untill now.
Current Mood:  disappointed
Current Music: Closed eyes - Hili Ilon
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September 15th, 2005
03:02 pm
i feel really bad
yesterday all the day i just cried and heard my favorite song
i cant tell why im dipressed because i just cant..
no one will understand it
in the last 3 days i feel like after what happend my life isnt worth living
and i dont go out of my house
just crying
i know it is a beggining of hard time
and the only thing that can save me is to be out all the time
at friends and those things.. the thing is im having hard time with friends too
anyway
today i got mail from Ira (hes in australia)
and he got pissed of about me and i started to cry to i send him an email back
and i only wrote something like "i hate you"
and i really wish to die right now
theres a lot of reasons about me wishing to die right now
one of them is you.
Current Music: To hug you - Sinergy
Current Mood:  depressed
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September 13th, 2005
05:19 am
for me its the end
he doesnt exist
this time its for real
he doesnt exist.
remind me who is ariel?
i dont know anyone named ariel
perhaps ariel sharvit
but thats it.
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September 12th, 2005
07:11 am
im really hopeless
and i really hate you
why does all the bad things comes in one day?
why do you have to be that way?
and why to i fall in a tramp everytime?
and all that i wrote in this post is ment to a few peopels:
S,D,A,S,N,C,N,R,Y,S
god bless you.. yeah.. right
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September 10th, 2005
09:09 pm - i just want to say
that i love you
and im sorry
so sorry..
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if we LO met, everythings was less complicated..
actually, no..
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September 7th, 2005
10:59 am
when they got closer
it hurts more
the words
like a knife..
the first time he really answer'd to me in a fight
and the first time i felt like my heart stop'd working
that i started to cry without knowin' why
but i guess he's right
"Haleli, perhaps one time.. one time.. i'm right and your'e not?"
i know why it hurts
because its true
because what he said its true
so true
i know this case im right but this is not the point
i just cant exept the fact that im not right sometimes
and knowin' that this is what he thinks about me
that what hurts the most
the other things doesnt matter
the first time that hes saying what he really thinks about me
the first time that it hurts so much
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08:38 am
iiiiiiiffffff
well lets start from today(:
first of all
ariel promised me hug
and he didnt gave me hug!!!!
first lesson - TANACH.. with tali brod..
boring..
second lesson - Math.. galit told me to sit next to golan..
shes so cute:) (golan!!!)
third lesson - geographic
boring
roman is idiot.
4'd lesson - "Nature" boring again.. but shirin and i saw Doron's Ass..
it was disgusting
pppppp
lesson num. 5 - sport
well
we had to run in the sun and i have a problam
when i run in the sun after that ive got hour of LAHAKI water and sometimes i get ditzy and sometimes MITHALEFET to a few seconds
so when we stopped the running i fel on the floor and started to cry cause i felt bad
but as i know my self i like challenges.. to chek where is my limit..
so if i feel bad i'll continue just to prove that im tough
anyway
than we had history lesson
and arabic
never mind
its not interesting
but
ariel is a very bad person :(
i want attention!!!!!!!!!!!
tommorow after school im going to Meshi
and today i found out i got mahzor again
fffffffffffffff
cruel world
BTW, yesterday my favorite brother in the whole world left to Australia and New Zealand.. and nadav is stupid so he remind me that when i was happy
hes stupid
arrrrrr
anyway
shut up
iv got mahzor so im angry all the time
sorry
bye bye
Current Music: everything i do i do it for you - bryan adams
Current Mood:  annoyed
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September 4th, 2005
04:02 am - PAHAHAHA
i had so much fun todayyy
not like 3 days ago
it was a very funny day
soo..
when i got to school i said hello to everyone (exept ariel.. *APCHI*)
and than we had NATURE class..
so first it was: shirin, naama, golan and me
but than naama and golan said they cant see
so it was only me and shirin.. and we made light!!!!!
pahahaa... (it was an experiment)
so after that we had SH"LACH
it means unimportant class
so dudi shelach explain'd us how to behave pahaha
and than we had MATH..
before math me and nadav went to search ariel because
i wanted to ask him if he's mad at me..
so we found him
and i asked him
and he didnt answer'd
so i asked him again and he said that he's not angry
yeah right..
so i went to Math and i was really upset and i send him note
wich says that i care about him bla bla bla
and than shirin told me he didnt read it
so in the end of the class i asked him again if hes angry
and he said "no, if im not talking with you it doesnt mean im angry" or something like that
so there was another math class and i wrote him a letter
angry letter phaha
and when the class ends i gave him the letter and went to speak with nadav
and i told him its very disgusting what ariel did
and that im not to hes level so hes not speaking with me
and that our friendship is only in the messenger cause in the reallity ariel thinks that im not to hes level
than fine
i dont want to see him too!
and than ariel came out of somewhere hhhh
and he said hes sorry bla bla bla
and i wont continue because we still need to speak
tommorow we will talk
so after that we had ARABIC class
yak
i hate arabic
and then we had english class
it was so funnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
nadav shirin prayzler and me sitting together (its 2 connected tables)
shirin and prayzler in one table and nadav and me in other tbale
and it was so funny
the teacher just stand in the corner
and we scream'd and laugh'd all the time
and thats the end of the day
waiting for tommorow i really need to talk with ariel
Current Music: My Balada On You - Oshri cohan the cuson and ran danker
Current Mood:  happy
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