Lies by Joni Caggiano
gaze upon the bloodless moon, but do not profess to know her passion
touch my minikin self, yet know, it’s buds hold no words from my ink
alone, no one cares to cherish my heart, which hovers loosely upon
a thread woven by the larval stage of a moth, which treasures me
dare not contemplate to stroke my flesh without a note or invitation
for I am the pearl keys played backward, crickets, egrets, and hawks
share their chorus, devoid of permission from a forest long ago forsaken
tears stuck in the wax of the downcast magnolia leaf that has survived
millions of years, as the last beetle moves predictably with cold limbs
red ants burrow, for winter’s frost-bitten hand has spread its warning
dormant, sleeping trees rest while their fungal network provides safety
playful squirrels dart about, memory fails as they search for buried nuts
sun moves low but keeps one eye open, the wren is silent as it falls asleep
do you dare ponder what you stole from me with winter’s bitter cold
my safe place, silence slices pieces of my heart, now an icicle, truth be told
summer brought a safe cove, a haven kissed by sunlit rays and long days
beatings, touches in private places, and drunken parents were held at bay
my eyes seek a door with a lock, but one does not seem to co-exist within
our red-brick house, only fear spreads its roots to create a place of silence
where I wait each night, afraid of my mother’s much-anticipated violence
Author’s Bio
Joni Karen Caggiano is an internationally published author, poet, and photographer. Her
debut poetry book, “One Petal at A Time,” (Prolific Pulse Press, LLC) was an Amazon
bestseller. She is a three-time Pushcart Nominee and 2024 Best of The Net Nominee. Joni is a
regular contributor to Hotel Masticadores and has collectively contributed to four additional
Masticadores Magazines. On Spillwords, she won Socialite of the Year 2023, 2024, and
Publication of the Month for November 2022 and June 2024, and has been a regular contributor
for five years. Joni’s work appears in a dozen anthologies. Her website is https://the-inner-
child.com.
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