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The rules are pretty simple:

1 - Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random

The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

-- Canoeing at the 1996 Summer Olympics - Men's K-1 500 metres

(LOOOONNGGGG, :/)

2 - Go to Random quotations: http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3

The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

If you want to do this again, you'll hit refresh to generate new quotes, because clicking the quotes link again will just give you the same quotes over and over again.

-- other people from talking

3 - Go to flickr's "explore the last seven days" http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/

Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Go to http://www.randomwebsite.com/

The first ten links you end up in (minus the .com’s) are your 10 song titles.

Ten Songs:

1. damnhellassking

2. Dubconscious

3. The Graffiti Project

4. RED LOBSTER.

5. Nathan Hurst

6. Store. Steam Powered

7. Clarke Family Tree

8. Landmark Theatres

9. Jill Matrix

10. Futura 2000

*sigh*, I am to a certain point frustrated at many things.

My apparent inability to swallow my pride is one. There is a part of me that still refuses to accept that someone out there is much better than I am. 

At the same time somehow I always thought that I could just coast by and not put in any effort like I did before, after all I was good at it anyway. So why bother?

Complacency is a terrible terrible thing, and I can't help but think that all of a sudden I'm just settling for second best. I know I should be doing something other than sit on it but then I do just that.

I know now what's the problem. Now when I look back I noticed something was woefully missing: MOTIVATION. There was just this general lack of drive in everything I did - but I survive on being able to give 100% and yet I couldn't even do so much as lift my finger to do anything.

HAAAYYY. :/

I have a sneaking suspicion that everything that's been going on these past few weeks is J's idea of a rude (but effective) wake-up call. I thought about this last week and it's probably true in a sense. Being at 111's Days made me realize (again) how much I still need to do.

I've also been utterly frustrated at how I can never seem to get myself to shake off old habits and behaviors that I know full well can harm more than hurt. Example: my sarcasm. Another example: my tendency to float to a group of people I know just to feel I belong. Yes, I can't help being sarcastic at times and I can't help but approach people even if I know it's looking pretty akward. Am I starving for attention? Well, if you put it that way then no. But am I an attention-seeker? Maybe. It's always me and I in my own little world, everyday when I enter class I feel like I'm in a bubble. And funny thing is, it lasts the whole day - then the bubble sets itself up again the next day. The vicious cycle repeats itself again and yeah. NOT GOOD.

Now all that's really left is the Dreaded Day. I'm scared of the consequences of my actions - but then again what's happened has already happened. I can't do anything to change the past, and there is definitely no use in crying over spilled milk. Now only if I could wrap my mind around that thought.

I'm also frustrated at how easily bored I can become. I get so bored easily that it's really not funny. Though over the years I've changed from this hyperactive little girl to a I-don't-know-what one thing's never changed: I'm still as bored as ever. That aspect of me will probably never dislodge itself from my consciousness, oh well. O:
 
There, now that I've let it all out I feel much better. : D

[Golly, it's been ages since I've actually blogged - I feel as if I was away from the blogosphere for centuries]

[Hahaha, did I just use the word "golly"? OOC much, xD]

Max.im (noun)

• A saying that is widely accepted on its own merits.
• A saying is something that is said, notable in one respect or another.
• A succinct statement or observation of a fundamental principle, general truth, or rule of conduct.

If that's the case then why is a men's magazine named Maxim?

lol, just a silly thought. I was going through my English review book for the ACET (need to work on my logical reasoning, but I'm getting there), hence the geek!mode. :D

• 16:41 PISIKA RESEARCH = :/ #
• 09:23 FInished pikisa research last night. One down, two more to go. I'll eventually have to draft out my party's platform regarding poverty, :D #
• 09:24 ...and conjure up a paragraph about how the world would be liek without MATH. XD #

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• 19:51 DG AUDS DONE ALKAJDLKSAJDAS;LDJSA;LD. (the suspense! :<) #

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• 17:41 @vectorhugs NOOOO. I dun wanna embarrass myself. D: (though I'm secretly excited) #

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• 13:13 YEAHHH, got my license to drive. :D #
• 13:13 mmmm, green tea ice cream on a nice summer day #
• 16:08 stomach bug strikes back! or maybe I just overate, ftw #

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