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[Oct. 30th, 2005|08:02 pm]
jaymiemichelle
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I'm really sad. My doggy is going blind, in one eye though. I'm so angry. She is soooooooo adorable. She is getting older, and I still love her. but I'm mad when I try to give her food and sometimes she doesn't see, so i put it in front of the other eye and she sees it. Makes me really sad. Surgery is a ton of money (like 5000 dollars) and my mom doesnt wanna spend the money. we are trying to save up for it, but i dont think we can afford it right now. I mean, my mom really want the surgey and everything, but its a lot of money. :( I love her so much....sometimes, i know it is stupid, but i feel like i can talk to her when im upset. She makes me happy when im sad, which lately is most of the time. :( I'm not saying she is going to die anytime soon....she is very healthy. ;) But just the thought of it makes me upset. Dogs dont care what you look like- as long you love them, give them a nice place to live, food, and play time, they love you no matter who you are. Someone on me friends list, said something about that she felt that some of her friends didnt want to be around her anymore. That is how i feel sometimes too. well, most of the time. I'ts really mean. I mean, im what i am...i cannot change it. :| I wish people saw you in the inside more often that out. it bothers me in todays society. i mean not all people do it, but most do. it kinda relates to guys mostly, and girls too. But yeah, im looking to be in a relationship and ivent been in one in about 3 yrs. I like being by myself a lot, but i think its time sooner or later...maybe when im a bit older...when im in college...the ppl at my school suck. |
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