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Kneel...I've been expecting you.
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You are the World


Completion, Good Reward.


The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.


The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.


What Tarot Card are You?
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Current Location: here...duh
Current State of Being...: calm calm
Current Grooves...: Theme song from Drake and Josh (don't ask)

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Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter.

After you get your letter, post this, with your list, in your journal, and give out some letters of your own.

zoanthropic06 gave me T 

Current Location: At the dinning room table...
Current State of Being...: productive productive
Current Grooves...: Wall of Voodoo - "Mexican Radio"

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Current Grooves...: "Avinu Malkenu" - Maya Raviv
Current State of Being...: cheerful cheerful

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Yis'ga'dal v'yis'kadash sh'may ra'bbo, b'olmo dee'vro chir'usay v'yamlich malchu'say, b'chayaychon uv'yomay'chon uv'chayay d'chol bais Yisroel, ba'agolo u'viz'man koriv; v'imru Omein.
Y'hay shmay rabbo m'vorach l'olam ul'olmay olmayo.
Yisborach v'yishtabach v'yispoar v'yisromam v'yismasay, v'yishador v'yis'aleh v'yisalal, shmay d'kudsho, brich hu, l'aylo min kl birchoso v'sheeroso, tush'bechoso v'nechemoso, da,ameeran b'olmo; vimru Omein.
Y'hay shlomo rabbo min sh'mayo, v'chayim alaynu v'al kol Yisroel; v'imru Omein.
Oseh sholom bimromov, hu ya'aseh sholom olaynu, v'al kol yisroel; vimru Omein.

Current State of Being...: sympathetic sympathetic

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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now.  (And I hope Rae is doing well.) I don't watch much TV these days.  (Work scams most of my time.) I own lots of books.  (Jews are 'the people of the book' ;-))
I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (Just got contacts....weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee) I love to play video games.  (All hail the PSP!) × I've tried marijuana(I just said No)
I've watched porn movies.  (I LOVE PORN!) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.  (Comeon, 1) would I admit to it or 2) would I realize it?) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (YES DIC I THINK IT IS!!! (hint hint))
I curse sometimes.  (Please MotherF@*%er, I talk like a sailor, c$#t, c*&^sucker, sh!t, fcuk,fcuk,fcuk,fcuk.....HECK!) I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (Emotional damage will do that to you.) I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.  (You never know when the urge to cut will well up.)
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Current Grooves...: "Blame" by Shannon Mier
Current State of Being...: mellow mellow

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Current State of Being...: calm calm
Current Grooves...: X Amount of Words by Blue October
Current Location: Columbus

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It looks like the U-Haul monster barfed boxes all over the house.
The temptation to just throw it all out and by all new stuff is so great!

Weeeee

Current State of Being...: exhausted exhausted
Current Grooves...: "Movin' On Up" - Theme from 'The Jeffersons'

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Who else is love?   
pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005

Current Grooves...: The Ramones - "Rock-N-Roll High School
Current State of Being...: tired tired

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Harry Potter & HBP = ORGASM
Oh G-d....I am simply in a state of sated bliss.

Page 449-Squee

Page 534-Giggly, bouncy squee

Page 651- Massive squee.... I could not possibly love Harry, Ron and Hermione anymore that I do right now.


Dic needs to read faster...I need to read it again.

GoF was my favourite, and HBP replaced it by the fourth chapter.

Okay , I need to go lie down now....

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Current Grooves...: Jay Gordon- "Slept so Long"
Current State of Being...: bouncy bouncy

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Your Dominant Thinking Style:

Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.

An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world.

Your Secondary Thinking Style:

Visioning

You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights.
You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details.

An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path.
You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum.

Current State of Being...: depressed depressed
Current Grooves...: Theme to Crash Bandicoot

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Rock Star
You scored 100%!

You damn rock star. You know all the basics, and if you got any wrong,
I bet it was that stupid "You're So Vain" question.
Your friends are probably intimidated by your knowledge of classic rock
and envy your impressive collection. When a classic rock song comes on
the radio, you can probably identify it before the vocals kick in most
of the time. You probably get good scores on the "maiden name of
Clapton's mom" tests, too.



My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 90% on notes
Link: The BASIC classic rock Test written by allmydays on Ok Cupid

Current State of Being...: silly silly
Current Grooves...: Hanson- "MmmBop"

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Current Grooves...: Elliot Smith- "Coast to Coast"
Current State of Being...: ecstatic ecstatic

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Hey he's only seven and this amuses him :-)

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Current State of Being...: amused amused
Current Grooves...: Nick's Kids Choice Awards

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Being sick equates to time to do some icons...
Want, take, have.
Customize if you wish, please just gimme some credit if you take any.
Please do not hotlink....I hate having to actually remind people of that.

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Current State of Being...: sick sick
Current Grooves...: Tori Amos-= Marys of the Sea"

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Current State of Being...: peaceful peaceful
Current Grooves...: Yerushalayim Shel Zahav

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*Throwing tantrum*

I CANNOT BE SICK NOW!
I HAVE A PARTY AND A LIMO FOR NEXT SATURDAY DAMNIT!!!
I MUST BE UN-SICK!

Oh this blows, I have a viral infection, meaning I can't take any medicine to fix me....one of those stupid 'has to run it's course' sicknesses.
Rest, lots of fluids blah blah blah.....
I can't rest, I'm planning a party, I have work, D starts soccer practice this week.

If I didn't feel like crap, have the chills and a 101 fever I'd be jumping up and down and throwing shit right about now.

Please, please send good vibes my way....I'm selfish....I want to have fun in my limo!!!!!

Okay I'm gonna go lay down again now............

Current State of Being...: pissed off pissed off
Current Grooves...: None...creepy, eerie silence....

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Current Grooves...: Tori Amos- " Toast"
Current State of Being...: giggly giggly

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Current State of Being...: peaceful peaceful
Current Grooves...: Tori Amos- "Ireland"

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First a look at the pretty....

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Mad props to A Touch of Class Limo service in Brunswick....

Touch of Class


The fabulous interior.....

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So here is an open invite for anyone in the Cleveland area....you'll shock the hell out of me if ya actually show.....

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This is the VIP invites for those lucky 11 in the limo....

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I figured we could use them like backstage passes.

At least somethings are going well this week.

Current State of Being...: bouncy bouncy
Current Grooves...: Liz Phair- "Extraordinary"

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Well finally a certain someone has agreed to stop checking up on me....long story won't bore you with the details......and I can at least update in peace. Honestly I figure if they are lying to me (which would not be a shock at all) I can't concern myself about it anymore.

But onto happy news first, I booked the limo for my birthday party next month YAY! It was a really good deal, 12 person super-stretch for nine hours for $500 shit I cannot pass that up. Since I obviously can't fit everyone I am inviting to the party in the limo, I was gonna do special invitations for the 11 other people that I can fit in the ride. I think I'm gonna go with the 'Willy Wonka Golden Ticket' theme, just gotta figure out the logistics.

I haven't settled on a final destination for the party yet, there is this club called Metrolpolis that does that 'foam' from the ceiling thing which is being highly recommended by co-workers, I still need to check it out. I WANT to go to The Grid but that opens a whole can of uncomfortable worms (my issues, no one else's) but also I have party-goers who balk at the notion of hanging out at a gay bar. My first response being "fuck you don't come then" but..... it would be weird with Dic there soooooo.....I don't know yet.

Current Grooves...: Tori Amos- "General Joy"
Current State of Being...: chipper chipper

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You scored as Democrat.

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Anarchism

100%

Democrat

100%

Green

83%

Socialist

58%

Communism

42%

Fascism

17%

Nazi

0%

Republican

0%

What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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Current Grooves...: Tori Amos - "I'm Not in Love"
Current State of Being...: pleased pleased

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Hello all! Do me a favor and fill this meme out in my comments so I can get to know all of you better!
Please Thank You!

01. Name:
02. Age:
03. Where do you live:
04. What makes you happy:
05: Fandoms:
06. What have you been listening to lately:
07. Favourite film:
08. Favourite band/singer:
09. Interesting fact about you:
10. Are you in love at the moment:
11. Favourite destination:
12. Favourite quote:
13. When is your birthday:
14. Will you post this in your LJ:

Current Grooves...: Scissor Sister- "Mary"
Current State of Being...: dorky dorky

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Yes, S is trying to buy my affection....and I am okay with it for now.

I screamed at the pretty blue bag, the pretty blue box, the pretty, pretty key-chain! I was so filled with joy I licked the box.




He needs to go out of town more often....I get stuff.

Current State of Being...: hyper hyper
Current Grooves...: Destinys Child- "Soldier"

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Here is a list of the top 110 banned books. Bold the ones you've read. Italicize the ones you've read part of. Underline the ones you specifically want to read (at least some of). Read more. Convince others to read some

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Current Grooves...: Blissful silence....
Current State of Being...: calm calm

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Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||| 36%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||| 60%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||| 30%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||| 20%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||| 40%
Your main type is 2
Your variant is social
Take Free Enneagram Personality Test
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Current State of Being...: pleased pleased
Current Grooves...: Theme to Hi Hi Puffy Ami Yumi

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INFJ - "Author". Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1.5% of total population.
Take Free Jung Personality Test
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Current Grooves...: Green Day - "Saint Jimmy"
Current State of Being...: indescribable indescribable

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Current State of Being...: hopeful hopeful
Current Grooves...: U2 - "One"

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So I'm like Ben Kingsley?
Cool...I guess :-)


Current State of Being...: curious curious
Current Grooves...: Rob Zombie - "Dragula"

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Personality test from Here

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Current State of Being...: indescribable indescribable
Current Grooves...: Finger Eleven - "One Thing"

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The accuracy of this disturbs me....I argue one point though, not everything is exactly in black and white ya know. Oh deal with the cryptic-ness, SOMEONE knows what I mean....


LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 4 people about this game.
S is the one that you love.
Scott is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Brian.
Rae is the one who knows you very well.
Jason is your lucky star.
Haunted is the song that matches with S.
Strange is the song for Scott.
A Sorta Fairytale is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and 5 1/2 Minute Hallway is the song telling you how you feel about life
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BTW... thanks to galen2112

Current Grooves...: Tori Amos- "Amber Waves"
Current State of Being...: quixotic quixotic

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List five fictional people -- from television, movies, books, whatever -- that you had a crush on as a child (or early teens). Then post this on your LiveJournal so other people can know what a dork you've always been.


1) Luke Skywalker ( Han was okay but I have a thing for blondes)

2) Bo Duke- Dukes O' Hazzard ( I really had that blonde jones goin' on)

3) Murdoch - The A Team ( I dig 'em a little on the crazy side)

4) Lotor - Voltron ( blonde and bad-ass...hell yeah)

5) Evil Kneivel - Okay he's not fictional, but he was my imaginary friend until I was seven.

Current State of Being...: jubilant jubilant
Current Grooves...: Theme from Jackass

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"I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want, and I will answer truthfully and fully. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this message, and allow your friends (including myself) to ask you anything."

Current Grooves...: My son snoring....loudly.
Current State of Being...: mellow mellow

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Bands // Song Titles

Created by BourdiezFreak and taken 20484 times on bzoink!

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:Poe
Are you female or male:Beautiful Girl
Describe yourself:Haunted
How do some people feel about you:Amazed
How do you feel about yourself:Terrible Thought
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:Junkie
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:Angry Johnny
Describe where you want to be:Another World
Describe what you want to be:Dolphin
Describe how you live:Wild
Describe how you love:Terrified Heart
Share a few words of wisdom:Fly Away

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Current State of Being...: amused amused
Current Grooves...: Poe- 5 & 1/2 Minute Hallway

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Here are the rules:

1 -- Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.

2 -- I will respond; I'll ask you five questions.

3 -- You'll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers.

4 -- You'll include this explanation.

5 -- You'll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed.




1) If I were to ask you to put together a time capsule to bury deep into the ground, and for you to place items that would best describe who you are as a person, what items would those be and why did you select them?

Nikon camera, a family photo album, a pro-choice button, CD single of 'God' by Tori Amos, a red AIDS ribbon and a Harry Potter Lego set.
The camera and photo album, because photography is my passion (and my job) and although there are no pictures of me (hey I'm always behind the camera not in front of it) photos preserve a moment in time for me. The button because it's just something I strongly believe in and we are obligated to fight for the causes we find just. The song, because we all should question our faith and figure out what our path should be, not just blindly accept the gods of our father and sometime irreverence makes you think. The AIDS ribbon is a sad but important reminder that we are all fragile and mortal and we need to have compassion for each other.
And finally the HP legos, cause deep down inside we are all just kids still itching to come out and play.

2) If Roe v. Wade were to be overturned, what would you do in response?

Aside from a barrage of protests, I would learn how to perform abortions, safely, cleanly and at minimal cost, because you can make it illegal but that doesn't mean women still wouldn't try to have them.

3) How long do you think it will be until a woman is elected president of the U.S.A., and would they be that different from the men who've held that office?

I don't think I will see one in my lifetime. As progressive and 'politically correct' we think we are, women are still treated as second class citizens in the arena of power and clout. Of course a woman would be different, I'm not so arrogant of my sex to say that a woman would obviously be better, or worse, simply different.

4) Do you think women should be allowed to fight on the front line in combat?

Yes, we can't bitch about equality if we can't step up to the plate for things that are unpleasant. We want to be treated as equals, then that means across the board, not just when it suits us.

5) In your opinion, what TV character is the most positive female role model and why?

Samantha Jones from Sex in the City. I hate it when people say she acts like a man does, her attitudes about sex, power, money,relationships shouldn't be compared to how a guy thinks, its one life, one viewpoint that works for her and she is not ashamed of it. I'm nothing like her, I don't think I would want to be just like her, but the honesty and freedom is refreshing.
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Take care of each other and be safe.


http://www.amfar.org

Current State of Being...: sad sad
Current Grooves...: Joy Drop - "Beautiful Like You"

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THE 'INSIDE THE ACTOR'S STUDIO' MEME

1. What is your favorite word? Cockfight.

2. What is your least favorite word? Pus.

3. What turns you on, inspires you, excites you? Poe, the singer not the author.

4. What turns you off? Worthless liars.

5. What sound or noise do you love? A cello solo.

6. What sound or noise do you hate? The one ringtone on my phone that indicates a 'No Caller ID' is coming in.

7. What is your favorite curse word? Cocksucker

8. What profession other than yours would you like to attempt? Porn star.

9. What profession would you NOT like to participate in? Ministry/Clergy.

10. If heaven exists, what would you like to her God say when arrive at the Pearly Gates? I want her to start singing 'You Oughta Know'.

Current State of Being...: sad sad
Current Grooves...: Tori Amos - "Hey Jupiter"

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You are 93% Aries





Current Grooves...: Poe- "Wild"
Current State of Being...: jubilant jubilant

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20 Questions That Are All About You

1. Tell me something obvious about you.
I am strongly pro-choice.

2. Tell me something about you that many don’t know.
I am on one medication for depression.

3. What is your biggest fear?
Spontaneous Human Combustion. ( You didn't say it had to be a rational fear)

4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
Safe Route.

5. Name on thing you want that you can’t buy with money.
Honesty from a loved one.

6. What is your most treasured possession?
My dad's rosary.

7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
Keeping my feelings bottled up.

8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don’t know.
I was not a willing participant during one sexual encounter.

9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
I envy how much of a ho Melissa is (she is so gonna kill me for that )

10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
Nothing is wrong, I'm fine.

11. Name something you’ve done once that you can’t wait to do again.
Go to London by myslef.

12. Are you the jealous type?
YES, INSANELY!

13. What is the one person, place or thing you can’t say no to?
D...I am such a push-over.

14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Told me the truth when I didn't want to hear it, but needed to.

15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Vote republican, no not really but it was kinda funny.

16. When was the last time you cried?
This morning.

17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
January 25, 2003.

18. Do feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
HA HA HA HA HA...oh dear Goddess that's funny, no I'm sorry I was born with a little thing called dignity.

19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk?
Sang 'Baby Got Back' by Sir-Mix-A-Lot in a VERY crowded bar.

20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?
Sure

Current State of Being...: hungry hungry
Current Grooves...: Poe- 'Wild'

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I Voted... Did You?
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Just testing...

Current Grooves...: Liz Phair- "Extrordinary"
Current State of Being...: accomplished accomplished

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I work in a camera store and we have had a display of area photog's work up for almost a year now. One of the images, is soooo cool, it's a boat on a lake and the name of the boat is 'Row v. Wade' (you know 'row boat') and everyone at my store just loved this picture. We have people from our corporate office come in once a month for meetings, so they have seen it before and never had issue with it. A week ago some potential customer sent our corporate office and email to express concerns about our store. He was very upset that we 'pandered pornography openly', (he was referring to the arty, tasteful nude photography instruction books we sell, I assure you, these images won't be seen in Hustler, they are too discrete) and he was 'SHOCKED AND APPALLED by the joke being made against Roe V. Wade, which has cost the lives of millions of innocent unborn'. In response, my manager e-mail back an ass-kissing apology, begging for understanding and forgiveness at our slight and assured the man that not only would we pull the offensive publications, the picture was taken down immediately.

I could have puked. So one jerk-off in a year spouts his narrow minded opinions and we bend over backwards to please his puritan tastes. I mean to hell with freedom of expression, we can't offend ONE POTENTIAL MONEY SPENDER!

I asked my boss if this meant I had to start parking my car behind the building from now on, since I have PRO CHCE on my license plate and numerous Pro-Choice stickers on my car, I wouldn't want to offend anyone who might pull into our parking lot!

He failed to understand why this bothered me so much. I told him when he grows a uterus, then he might understand.

Just had to vent.

X-posted.

Current State of Being...: annoyed annoyed

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74% Of The Internet Loves Me!
I am loved by 74% of the population, including:
35138 people who love artistic people
18108 people who love voters
21666 people who love bloggers
In return, I love 69% of the population, including:
17139 east coast people
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Current State of Being...: melancholy melancholy
Current Grooves...: Natalie Imbruglia- "Torn"

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IMDB's Top 100 Best Movies of All Time
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IMDB's Top 100 Crappy Movies of All Time
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D was in bed with me last night, prattling on as usual, fighting the need to fall asleep, and he kept talking about Papa, how he wished he had more things of his and we should get all of his things together and count them. I kept telling him to go to sleep and he just wouldn't stop talking. He barley knew dad, but he talks about him as though they saw each other everyday.
he finally wore himself out and fell asleep and I was left with waves of grief that were now keeping me awake.
I kept replaying old conversations and arguments with dad in my head. I can't explain why I am missing him so much right now, but it's overwhelming. It's masochistic I know, adding to the sadness I am already feeling, but I'm mourning what we didn't have, more time and another chance.
It's just too much right now....

Current Grooves...: Poe- "Haunted"
Current State of Being...: melancholy melancholy

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Fuck Father's Day....
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Fuck you all....stop vilifying me because I stated the obvious. You are making all of this about YOU! You are the poor hurt fragile soul that can't possibly go on with how things are and I think it's a load of shit. You want pity and attention and for everyone to run to your side. This is over the top dramatic soap opera antics. Are we in pre-school still?
You were lied to and you feel hurt, justified...get over and move on, beating the dead horse does no one any good. Daily rants of the betrayal trivialize it and warrant reactions like mine that tell you to mind your own business and stop acting like a drama queen. (Fandom_Wank...give me a break this is the biggest news of the decade?!?)
If you were looking for true catharsis, you won't find it on Live Journal....
I hate to break it to you, there are real problems in the real world that mean a lot more than some jackass (sorry Laura) who played pretend in cyber space....
People lie to you everyday...get used to it.

Current State of Being...: exhausted exhausted