oh? hello! i came on here just to giggle and get all nostalgic because why not? i haven't been on here in years! i miss what livejournal used to be and it's sad to know it'll never get to that point again. anyway, i've been out of social media too but i'm trying to get more active on twitter! i'm @came there so follow me! and yeah, i know, it's the best un out there. so what's new with me? i very much love and am in love with the most beautiful human being ever for nearly a year now! that's pretty much the biggest news since i've last been on here. lol. anyway, i hope you all have the best christmas ever and a great new year too! (don't forget to follow me on twitter!)

i thought of him... again. i talked to one of my best friends (who's at the states) for more than three hours yesterday... half of the time was ME talking about BRIAN. my bff was analyzing just about everything... like how can brian NOT have feelings for me? well, he DID... he just never told me. anyway, i've been crying for a few days already because of brian but you don't have to worry about that. below the cut are OLD entries from a really old journal. it's tl;dr but you can read it if you want to...

( ... pouring out so much tears as i do this.Collapse )

there's more but i'll add those later... i'm hurting so much right now so i need a break. i can't believe it'll be three years since i fell for him. /sigh