is so much better than livejournal. mostly cause i post on tumblr everyday.

http://vieuxtemps.tumblr.com/

 

 oh my goodness. school is less than a week.

i don't even know what to do about this shit. 

 seriously though. its super cold. the mid-atlantic region is kicking my ass. i don't have enough sweaters to deal with this bullshit.

i have a five page paper due in the morning. so what am i doing? eating frosting and pretzels and browsing through ONTD. normal very productive stuff?

thankfully, this class isn't graded so i just have to do the damn thing and get it over with.

motivation. start. now.

 

we are merely human. flawed, ragged, gasping human beings. that is what i would like to honor in my life.

i read novels like others breath - quickly, submerging myself entirely, as a necessity - until i begin to speak and feel like the characters do. i can stare at a van gogh or degas for hours and never blink. i love humanity but only a few individuals, but i love them completely. without quetion and without thought. i attend one of the best universities in the world and am constantly disappointed by most of my generation. i only let me hair be free when i feel uninhibited and i stare into people's eyes to make them nervous. i am more than what is expected, less than is desired and undeniably entitled.

i am what i am.