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Reponse to His Unholiness's little questionnaire [Sep. 27th, 2007|01:17 pm]
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1. Do you have a tattoo?
Yes. The Scarface symbol with the words "Scarred for Life" under it on my right arm. I intend to have many more.

2. How old are you?
I'm twenty, going on twenty-one in January.

3. Are you single or taken?
I'm single by choice. I do however have two lovers.

4. Fish?
Absolutely hate the smell and the taste. If it comes from the sea, it's not for me.

5. Do you dream in color?
In surround sound too. My dreams feel very real, unfortunately I only remember a precious few.

6. Ever seen a corpse?
Yes.

7. Hipsters or Hillbillies?
I don't wear skirts and I'm not sure what Hillbillies are. But anything is better than a skirt so I'll go with the Hillbillies.

8. How did we meet?
Online, three, four years ago? Something like that. I found your website through a search engine and I wrote you a ridiculously long love letter.

9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
I spent my teenage years between four walls and I think I've just learned to live. I observed the world and I know how it works. I think I know too much and it's making me a very miserable person. But I'm more open than I used to be. Life to me is a subjective sensual experience and I intend to make the most of it. Death is a great big question mark. It's the only thing in this world that is absolute to me; it comes for everybody. I also associate it with autumn, which is my favorite time of the year. Inspiration comes more easily, my mood is more stable and the weather here is just divine. I still can't make peace with the fact that my life as I know it will suddenly end someday. Death itself doesn't scare me but I'm very afraid of dying. The minutes that precede death. I'm not a believer. I'm afraid of dying alone and painfully. I keep telling myself that I'll order a gun and hide it somewhere for when I'm old and angrier and undersexed. Most people think of it as a very suicidal and morbid thing, I think of it as the best death there is. I'd rather die by my own hand when I'm ready for it.


10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
I would gladly do a lot of things to and with you and I wouldn't care if the entire world knew. But if it had to be a secret I guess it'd have to be something illegal. I don't know, plot a murder? A very mean prank against a common enemy? Something like that.


11. Do you trust the police?
I actually do trust the Canadian police. But probably because I've had nothing but good encounters with them.


12. Do you like musicals?
I do. My favorite so far are Oliver!, The Lion King and The Phantom of the Opera. I did enjoy The Sound of Music. *blush*


13. What is your fondest memory of me?
I think it has to be the first time I heard your voice. I'm very sound-oriented. I remember putting my ear against the speaker and twitching like a dying lamb.


14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
I'd like to be taller. I was told I'd be at least six foot by the age of eighteen. I'm twenty and I'm about five nine. I have this ridiculous tendency to feel extremely uncomfortable around girls who are taller than me. It insults me for some reason. I don't know why, I can't explain it. But I'm obsessed with it, I think about my height a lot. I know I fucked up somewhere. It must have been my bad diet and my lifestyle in my teenage years.

15. Would you cheat?
As in, cheat on a boyfriend or a girlfriend? Never. I'd be very receptive to an open relationship but if it was established that we were a monogamous couple, I would never ever cheat on my partner. It's against my personal values.


16. What are you wearing?
LOL. My answers to that question are always very boring. I'm the antihero of sexy. Seriously. Baggy army pants and a black bra.


17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
Yes. And I was very good at putting the blame on someone else.


18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
Without hesitation.


19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
Oh shit. I suck at this. Watch your favorite movie, eat your favorite meal, listen to your favorite songs? I'd gladly suck your dick if you let me. (I know you're not particularly into that but I'm told it's one of my greatest talents.) Then I suppose I'd hold you and play with your hair and tell you how beautiful and brilliant you are in your ear for a very long time until you were tired of it and I wouldn't move until you were gone. And after that I would still be holding you.


20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
Long hair, in general.


21. What's your favorite day of the week?
Saturday.


22. What's your favorite color?
Gray. I'd pick black but, you know.


23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
Marlon Brando.


24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
My sexual fantasies never implicate myself. I rarely get off thinking about things that turn me on in everyday life. I can't really explain it. It's different when I have sex but whenever I masturbate, I usually think about things I would hate happening to me. I think about guys using girls to come, rape or Muslim women having sex for the first time and not enjoying it. Stuff like that. No idea why.


25. What was your first impression of me?
At first I thought you were mad hot. Then I quickly learned that you were not only mad hot but brilliant as well.


26. Have you ever done drugs?
Only pot so far. I'd like to experiment with LSD or shrooms.


27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
No, but you're more than welcome to comment on this and give me your own answers here.

Edit: I changed my mind. I wanted to make sure you could see this. I've neglected you for far too long. *smirk*


Note: This post targets one person in particular but all are
welcome to answer the questions. I'm very curious by nature.
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About godhatesfags.com [Sep. 10th, 2007|06:19 am]
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A lot of you are probably going to hate me and delete me for expressing my sincere thoughts regarding the Westboro Baptist Church (if you don't know what I'm talking about, I suggest you look it up on Wikipedia.org. I also recommend "The Most Hated Family In America" featured on YouTube.com.

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Same Old Song [Mar. 9th, 2007|04:24 am]
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Dear Charles,

Life is hard. It's nothing you didn't already know. But I've never been homeless, I'm in reasonably good health, I'm surrounded by people who mean well, yet I'm not a happy person. I never was. I've lived in this building for about twelve years. My mother moved out in 2005 to live with her current boyfriend. My first roommate was a 35-year-old acquaintance who happened to be my father's ex-girlfriend. It didn't work out. She had a lot of personal issues and couldn't respect her own self-imposed budget, so I eventually kicked her out. My best friend of six years moved in with me along with my step sister shortly after. I love them both dearly, but they are creepily disorganized/untidy and unable to keep stable jobs. The lease as well as the bills are my responsibility and their slackness has cost me a severe struggle to maintain my credibility and a good name. My best friend's girlfriend has been living with us for two months and has yet to obtain a source of income. She chain-smokes and is just as messy as he is. I've confronted them many times about it, I've even put little notes all the fuck over the place when I got tired of repeating myself. Evidently I'm expecting too much from them and unfortunately, I can't bring myself to tolerate this shit for financial reasons any longer. I wrote them a very brutal, honest e-mail to tell them that they were to leave as soon as they found another home.

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"Manson stole his image from Japanese rock stars!" [Mar. 8th, 2006|03:14 pm]
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I don't personally believe that Marilyn Manson has an "image", at least not one that he intentionally projects because a lot of (too much) people, especially the fans, actually, tend to misinterpret what Manson's all about; what he does and what he says and why. But to say that he's misinterpreted is to say that there's only one valid interpretation (mine) and that's not true. But I'm however convinced (because it's the way I see it, because it makes sense to me and because he said so, many times before in his own words) that Manson's primary objective is to provoke reflection and not to shock. Whether or not the observer is offended rather depends upon whether or not he gets what he's observing.

I agree that the superficial aspect of the presentation is a lot to absorb all at once. But I think that people should bear in mind that first and foremost he's expressing himself. He's trying to say something. It's not all random. And it's not about expressing himself in the most flamboyant way possible, it's about expressing himself in ways he feels are more illustrative of his thoughts depending on the point he's trying to make, even if it means it'll look flamboyant.

I'm sure a lot of people have inspired Manson before and probably will again, but I don't think he's stealing anything from anyone because nobody "owns" an idea once it's out there; other people can share the same perspective, and because, again, nothing about Manson is random.

[ 2004-03-21 ] I still find it highly amusing to see how important it is to "real goths" to separate (amputate, rather) themselves from other "goths" and certain music categories (if it sells, it's bad) just to make sure they conform (ha!) to their own absolute definition. I wonder where the authenticity is. I think that "real goths" like you try a bit too hard. Marilyn Manson never referred to himself as "goth", whatever that word means to you, and therefore can't really give you a bad name. Liking him doesn't automatically make you "goth", granted, I get your point, but hating him certainly doesn't make you any gother. If you don't like/get him, what he does, and why, for whatever reason, just say it. But if you can't elaborate, don't debate. "He's fake!" (anything can be misinterpreted) just doesn't cut it anymore, you know?

My opinion.

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(no subject) [Jul. 9th, 2005|07:57 pm]
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I'm like that movie you thought was so good at a time in your life you felt misunderstood.
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Because I fucking said so. [Aug. 26th, 2004|11:01 pm]
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