Kristal and Phoebe left this morning to go back home to Massachusetts. I'm sad about it, but I'm sure The Baron is very relieved. I like how my sister notices how much patience I have for my kitty and how much she loves me. She was surprised when The Baron ventured bravely, but slowly, down the stairs to be with me. Poor Kristal--it makes her sad that The Baron won't let her touch her.
my best bud krista is in town for 2 weeks for her wedding, which is on saturday the 24th. i'm gonna be a bridesmaid! =D she was over for a bit just now, and we had pancakes and coffee. i go into work at 4 today, as well as tomorrow. i stay till close, but i'll probably call her up afterwards, which will probably be about 10:30 or 11pm, and see if she wants to hang some more.
i had a day off from work yesterday, which i spent with kraig. yes, i know, i should've spent it with kri, but she understands the boyfriend's place in both our lives. i think will, her fiance, has taken my place as her best friend, and that's great. as long as a girl doesn't take my place XD but that's her soon-to-be husband, so i think that's great. i do plan to spend much more time with her. i wish i knew next week's schedule XO
i'm really looking forward to saturday. i love weddings (with people i know, of course). and i think going to a wedding with kraig (although he'll be sitting by himself during the ceremony) is so romantic XD i hope to do a slow dance at the reception. i'm such a girl XDDD HEE!
- Current Mood:
chipper
got my lockets in the mail ^^ and i've put pictures in them. too bad they're crappy quality pics.
and once again, i've jabbed my broken toe. i keep this up and it's gonna freakin fall off. >< stupid toe.
i saw him the very next day, being friday 'n' all, and we spent all day watching star wars. sucks he had to be sick, but i'm glad he still wanted me over.
and of course, my rehearsals are scheduled fridays at 12:30. just fucking perfect. >< hopefull they're not over an hour long. i wish i was able to enjoy them more, as i'm gonna be kinda pissy losing precious hours with kraigers, but i don't like the idea of not doing the play.
i don't have class on wed, so i reeeeally wanna go to class with kraig. i mean, i gotta take advantage! but of course, he's got studying to do, so i understand that might not happen. yargh!
- Current Mood: loved
i got a part in the play =D i play medea. i knew i was gonna get that part XD
since classes started i pretty much only get to see kraig once a week now. fooey.
edit: well mum says that toe is broken. weird XD i can walk on a broken toe. nice.
i spent time with kraig today! yippee!
we had auditions today for the 4 small plays we'll be doing this semester. they're so fun =D melissa didn't leave much time to do them tho--only 15 min. there's another audition tomorrow; i'm looking forward to who i'll be working with ^^ and yes i'm supposing i'll get in XD
i'm not looking forward to another long day of classes. >< tho i don't think digital sound should be bad--any work will probably just be our mini-project, which should be super easy. then acting, which my fun class ^^ and hopefully we'll be let out of web design early again.
hope i get to see kraig wed during his break.
- Current Mood:
sleepy
i just came back from a small break during my webpage design class. i had sammich. would've been better without the mayo, but it cured my grumbly stomach.
this teacher is nice, but annoying. he thinks he's very funny. and it doesn't help that the class laughs politely. he's full of lame and over-used jokes. argh he just made another uncomfortabley lame joke!! XO kill meeee
- Current Mood:
annoyed
spent much of yesterday with the kraig. he showed up at my place about 7:05am. i took him up to utsa and walked him to his class. i desperately needed makeup wipes, so i went to target for those, antibacterial wipes (for when Fess, that little shit, goes on the floor), and mechanical pencils which i'm so good at losing. they didn't have my makeup wipes. damn them! kraig called about 8:22 to say his first class was done, so i said i'd head over when i was done at target.
we went back to my house until his next class at 12. lucky i live close to utsa ^^ his next class was ceramics, and i decided to go with him. of course it's no where near as short as his first class, photography, was. but i was still happy to be there with him. the teacher even said other people were welcome to be there, as long as they didn't touch anything, pretty much. cool with me ^^ the class was given their first assignment to start thinking about, which was making a set of 10 cups that had some relation. so i was thinking i would do with that, and came up with starting with a human head, and each cup would show different stages of decay until the last cup which would be a skull. kraig thought that was pretty cool and asked if he could steal that idea. i'm like, of course, that'd be awesome XD
then we were off to economics, in the same class room i had it when i was going there =O i was handed a syllabus and a paper for filling in blanks and taking notes. so of course i fill in the blanks with stupid shit that pops into my head and make kraig chuckle or shake his head at me. he asked me for the paper later so he could make corrections on his XD
we got back to my house about 5, which was the time he needed to head off.
later that evening i had a scare from mom. she came upstairs in tears, telling me 'things don't look good with me and your dad." and i'm thinking "what the fuck does that mean? you mean your marriage?" in my head was: what? I can’t believe I’m even hearing this. I always believed they’re marriage was stronger than to even consider that…they truly believe “death till you part” and wouldn’t separate unless the safety of their children was at stake.
she says something about not having the salary to keep me going thru college, so i would really need to look for work. i get the impression that they're fighting over me, since dad is adament i earn my own damn money, and mom wants me to focus on school. i'm terrified they're marriage is hanging on a string and it's my fault. i plan to get up hours before class and apply everywhere i can. i'm so scared of working somewhere horrible, but i have to settle if it means my parents staying married. i set off to bed early since i've been up since 7, and i'm crying into my pillow. I’ve had bad dreams about my parents being divorced, and waking up from that was possibly the biggest relief of my life.
mom comes up to clarify she went to the wrong conclusion. She says dad came home and said “I’ve called paster and scheduled with a marriage counselor. I’m tired of you always making me feel like the bad
kri called during this drama, so I was sure to call her back and put her at ease. ^^ everything was ok.
right now i'm sitting in my third class for the day, web page design. i hope it doesn't take long ><
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we're both depressed! high five!
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