the soft edges are frayed, folded paper, folded like wings, folded like feathers.
I left a message for you in a book.
It is like me to mark provocative phrases,
to shake them out in ponderous verses.
Do not read too much in the fallout,
the notes in the border are for nostalgia’s sake.
I dreamt of you again last night,
Your aura lingers though I can barely recall your essence.
The suffering is not in knowing what is real but in what is not,
“This, only to tell you the color of the day and my thoughts. A day for silence, nakedness, shady rooms, abandonment. My thoughts are the color of your hair. Soon they will be the color of your eyes.”
Albert Camus … Letter to Maria



