I thought I'd write here mainly because need to let it out. My brother was in a serious motor bike accident yesterday at around 5pm. From what I've gathered a car was turning out into the main road and hit my brother. Don't blame the woman that hit him for a second - she stopped immediately and was more than helpful with police etc I just feel incredibly sorry for her. He's got a broken wrist and severely broken leg. He had one op last night, has another for thursday and possibly faces more.

Have never been more terrified in my life. Had a phone call from police telling me he was basically dying (broken ribs, leg, wrist, internal injuries..) and to get to QA as fast as I could. Was at my friend's at the time and apparently I just suddenly went really pale and started shaking really badly. Was shaking too badly to drive so my friend took me. Went up to QA and finally discovered what I gather to be the correct assessment.

I just can't get over how bad it could've been.. might've been.. Doesn't help I'm completely terrified of hospitals so going to see him is horrible. I just feel so bizarre, so out of the picture...

I would really appreciate everyone's thoughts and prayers for my brother. he's going to be ok, but there's a high chance he'll need plastic surgery and at the moment he can't feel his leg and there's a chance it'll be permanently numb. Just *anything* really... even if the next time you see a motorcyclist you take one more look, you check the road one more time before you pull out onto that street... ANYTHING.. I just don't want ANYONE to ever get that phone call, ever be that poor woman who had to get out her car and see my brother lying on the ground, ever have to do the terrifying dash to A&E wondering what the hell's happening..

You'll never think it'll happen to you.

It does. And it's the scariest moment of your life.

Am working 6-10pm tonight, 2-10pm saturday and 6am-12am Sunday.
I hate needing money :(

Am also working my ass off the week after next. Not opening the shop wednesday anymore (yayay) but instead working monday, wednesday, thursday, friday and saturday night. And sunday day. I'm really just thinking the money at the moment, not the fact I may possibly have some sort of breakdown after working this much. Sigh.

Apparently even though I'm not moving out until OCTOBER it's perfectally acceptable for my parents to fucking take over my room.

It's *my* room until then.

I can't change anything. I have way too much furniture because my mum wants to use my room as a storage place for all her shit until I leave.

I DONT LEAVE FOR ANOTHER 7 MONTHS IF IM THAT MUCH OF A SODDING INCONVIENENCE ILL PISS OFF NOW YEAH?!!!

Well, first off I WON THE MOOT! Was so pleased with myself, managed to argue everything and answered all the questions thrown at me by the judge (think he was a barrister - either way he definately wasn't a criminal lawyer, he had no idea what the correct answer was so went on strength of arguments + advise from the 2nd year) and personally I think I did well. He also said my argument was the best out of the two groups he saw which *must* hold some brownie points with marking! He said I had a point that the other group didn't bring up on and was the strongest one out the groups.. so so so pleased.

Went out after the moot as well. We went down soton and as much as I didn't want to say it, OMG PORTSMOUTH'S BETTER :P Went to reflex and White House and tbh, they weren't that good. It was an ok evening, probably didn't help that we started out really late. We were going to go to OC but they were doing one in one out and since there was 6 of us we gave up queueing. It was just horribly packed everywhere. Reflex I imagine would be a lot better if
A. I was drunk
B. I could get to the bar
C. I wasn't knackered :P
(For my pompey friends, think cheese night at route and that's reflex. Except it's a lot smaller. And more expensive!)

Got back to Monty at about 3am and then we decided to go over Azeems to play nintendo. I fell asleep at about 5am? on Azeem's legs. He was so sweet though; apparently his legs went dead but he didn't wake me up. We left his at about 8am, got a bus back to Becky's at Monty and then I fell asleep until about midday. So had about.. 4hrs sleep last night in total!

Was a good night I guess, the music in white house is appauling, was a horrible dingy sweat box and it played hard core Garage which *really* isn't my scene at all. I think next time we need to start out a lot earlier; we didnt actually get into town until about 11pm so it was a bit :S We're all planning to go out again at some point where we can leave Uni earlier and stuff.

(I won the moot woot woot :P)

Ok, first post of the new year. Have stuck to none of my resolutions, the primary one being not leaving everything til the last second..

omghaveexamsnextweekandhavenotpreparedatall.

Is it normal to stop breathing at the thought? Was driving home all calm, thought about impending property exam that is 5 days away and got an awful tight feeling around my chest .. just feel incredibly sick with worry.

Shit, so gonna fail =/

Still they count for zilch so its a no pressure fail. Would just be nice to pass s'all.

*sick wheezing* On that note I'm going eek!

gello from sara and jo

like most postsmi drunk

wooo

so cold but bloody good evening

kp drunk on floor so doing to put her to bed

night xx

Am druimk. celebratin finishin first erm (not sematster that doen'st end til end of january_ _) in style .

remember whalkin round random bar askin where we were cus it was only place still admittin and we didn't actually know it. was dead in there tho. was really dead actually out for a friday night, i mean, everywher was really empty quite streange really.#

bed now. woo

Merry Christmas in Legal Terms


Sigh, 956 words to go on LM essay. It just won't stop. :(

How is it that I have a week left of uni and I feel so overwhelmingly panicked? I just feel like I've left everything to the last second and now its like "oh shit I can't get it all done." Even putting the important stuff first I feel like "argh."

Only a week left...

Handed essay in, got 6hrs of sleep and now managed to do a lot of research for evil 4000 word, less than a week to do it in paper for legal method. (And it's worth 40%, gits!)

Feel a lot better knowing I'm one of a very large majority that leaves everything to the last minute! :D

Sigh. Need to tidy my room and hoover it before work in an hr. Really dreading it because just have no idea how everyone's going to be with me, either really shitty or ok and if it's the first I just can't be doing with it anymore... Sigh. Wish me luck?!