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im still gonna be active on LJ, i promise that, that's my new years resolution. i just dont rlly want the url gyaruSCP anymore.

Because, A: i made this when i was a gyaru poser, and thought being a gyaru just meant 'liking gyaru'. im smarter now. im an actual gyaru now. i now know it's a makeup and fashion subculture, and so, i am doing the makeup and fashion.

B: I dont even like SCP that much anymore, dont get me wrong, i still love SCP, i just dont want it in my url.

C: i wanna reveal my face, but i dont rlly wanna do it on this specific account as it's rlly easy to find for anyone searching.

i will make my account and come back, and tell yall abt what my new account is.

6-7! 

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idk

not rlly

taylor swift dropped a new album. not too phased at that. BUT!! it's her twelfth and if i eavedropped on stan twitter hard enough then a little tumblr repost birdy told me thirteen is her lucky number...

will her career finally peak in her 13th? will she die by 13? something extraordinary will happen,,,

Religion where we all make sure no one can forget us

The cruellest thing you can do to someone is forget them. 

When they're gone, you will have no memory to latch to and keep them alive. While they're here, they will be alone even though there's many around. How sad it is that people are forgettable. 

I don't want to be a normie because normies will never leave a mark. I don't like normies bc they're insensitive and will never understand to be forgotten. Never forget others.

,,, i dunno im really emotional over Aston Machan right now

Imagine  winning a race, being loved by all, then dying early of illness. Then, as you wander as a horse ghost, you see your rivals filling your spot and you're being forgotten...

Normies DNI!!!! I hate normies!!!

I hate people who 'tap to focus' but they tap as loud and as annoyingly as humanly possible with no thought for others!! 

I hate people who act like being girly is a death wish, yet side eye you for wanting to wear a suit!! 

I hate people who claim to like anime but ridicule you when you watch one that isn't One Piece or the one with Gojo!!

I hate pick me girls!!

I hate people who call my music taste weird when they listen to the shittiest music because it's 'tuff'!!

I hate people who judge you when you don't use labels!!

I hate normies. I. HATE. normies.

i dunno if i have a crush or something. i dunno how i feel at all. 

I have this one internet friend and i am really really liking him, he's so cool and nice to me ToT

The thing is he's californian and im aussie so we're on basically exact opposite timeframes esp. since we're both back at school. 

i really like his hands ngl. i dunno what it is abt them. i just like them.