I should be dead right now.

Fuck, I should have died months ago.

I love the paranormal, but I don't have a favorite story. I do have a story of my own, not that I'd actually tell anyone about it; besides Needy of course. Only because she sorta went through the same thing.

Carnivale? I've seen the first two episodes, and I do have to admit that it is quite seepingly good. By that I mean, it doesn't just grab you right away, but it slowly seeps in and makes you wonder. But that's just one opinion, my opinion.

Honestly, I'm not big on the religion thing going on in there, so of course my least favorites spots are the scenes with "Brother Justin".


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Annnd I'm starting to get cravings, aches; fuck I just need something to take the edge off. It's going to get worse, it always does. This is the biggest reason I'm starting this new series, I need to keep my mind busy; and cartons and cartons of cigarettes. Not that smoking is a better addiction, what do I care?

Well not completely, but it's boring. Too quiet, dead quiet...maybe that's not so bad. I don't know what I'm saying.

I think I'll start watching some Carnivale, have no idea what it's about, but I was told that I would like it. Quote, "It's right up your dark alley." Whatever that means. Is it because I wear black? I think so.

I do have to admit the artwork is very attractive.

This is a catholic school, huh?

I like the buildings so far, very vintage feel to the structure. Classic. I have the schooling nailed, but chapel? Yeah, that's going to take some getting used to. Never been to church my entire life, nor have my parents, I have to wonder why they would send me here.

I've asked, but I get no real answers.

What the hell, my name is Colin Gray. I guess I'll be here a while, why not get acquainted?