Just making sure that this thing stays a alive. A lot has changed since my last post...
What a difference 2 years makes!

...it's taking all the strength in the world to not cry now.
This time tommorrow, I'll be a college graduate.
I can't believe it.
I'm the first of my generation of family members who's actually graduating college.
This will make me the second person in my family to make it this far.

i think i've done it.
i've become one of the select few people who have a job before they graduate.
i'm employed.
I'm a Lab Tech at Cosmetic Essence Inc.
*throws confetti* Life is fab!

2 more finals and then its the end of my college career.
i'm slightly nauseated at the fact.

i've never really had an rdj obsession, but because of this picture. i have a slight one.
 


anyway, i think this journal is going to bite the dust in a week or so.

I just want it to be May 12th so I can be stress free.
There are just way too many things going on and this one thing just takes over any fleeting second I have of normal thought.
If I can figure this out, try and rationalize it and deal, I can possibly make it through.
But if the past couple of days show any glimpse of the future, this may break me.

the idea of graduation is becoming more and more realistic.
today, i just went and bought my senior week package.
christ chex.

i think i'm happy.
but then again, i'm not really sure.