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so let’s see you smile

’cause i’m not impressed with your loneliness

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runs in the family
geminion
Ask me a question about RPing. It can be absolutely anything (OOC thoughts, pet peeves, IC plans, characters I play) and I will tell you the honest-to-god answer. Don’t hold back. Whatever you ask, I will try my best to answer.

And uh.... huh. I haven't updated this thing in forever. HONESTLY I really only use my LJ anymore for keeping track of other people's LJs and commenting when I take icons or something, ff. THIS LOOKS LIKE A FUN MEME HOWEVER.

.....back to my paper, sob.

Re: Dollhouse 2x11
i know the romance is over
geminion
BRICKS WERE SHAT. OH MY GOD.

I am both excited and depressed that this show is going to be over soon. :'(

In other news, this has been the worst week ever (weeks? last week sucked too), but listening to this COMPLETELY AWESOME MASHUP on repeat has made it more bearable.

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i know the romance is over
geminion
hemachandra: i went and looked up what kind of albino he would be for his landel's medical records :<
geminion: what kind of albino is it that glows???
hemachandra: THE MAGICAL FANTASY DREAM BOYFRIEND KIND
geminion: i anticipate you RPing with Edward next DS
hemachandra: ROFL
hemachandra: they will wow everyone with their unearthly prettiness, and all of the self-conscious outcast brunettes who would become catatonic if they leave them will swoon
geminion: ................oh god shinji did become catatonic, didn't he
geminion: oh god
geminion: oh god
geminion: kaworu and shinji are edward and bella
geminion: why

In other news, I am coming down with a horrible cold. Sob. ;_;

ETA: Okay, I am crawling in bed as soon as I get home. .___.

re: removing twitter from your flist
curse my metal body
geminion
AUGH. Okay I have redone it to remove both LoudTwitter and Twittinesis.

Instructions behind the cut, if you are so inclined.Collapse )

And that should work FOR REAL THIS TIME.

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maybe i love it
geminion
WRITER'S BLOCK sdkjhfkhgkfjgkjghjfl

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AJKHDKJAHFWKJHFJKHLKJGSFGHJHSHGSHSHGSHSH

AHJDGhKHJSKJFLSKLFKLSKLFJHHJHJHJHJDHDJKKJKJDDDKHJHKKJ cry

you know it's bad when it has extended to characters you've played for years

or when you are considering skipping out on real life social engagements with the excuse "sorry but i owe some tags"



...Okay, I think keysmashing did help a little. GO GEMI GO

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maybe i love it
geminion
I've been suffering from writer's block for the last two weeks (or possibly longer), not for any particular reason, just... you know, sometimes it happens. I know the only way to fix writer's block is to just force yourself to write, so I've been doing that, but I still feel like I'm puking uninspired words into Notepad. Gah. I crawled off and stopped writing for a week, which didn't help at all, so... PERSEVERE. sob.

Things which won't help with my writer's block: I was reminded today that FFVII was in the PlayStation Store and is playable on the PSP, but I'd resolved not to buy it until I beat one of my current games, since I already buy too many games I don't finish. But I looked at the store today and saw that Metal Gear Solid was up now and askdjskljds. MGS1 on my PSP. OMG.

Ten dollars. I really don't need to buy it because I already have MGS1, but... ON MY PSP. ;_;

OH and I meant to post about this earlier but it fell into my writer's block period and I was like meh but I GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENSE!!!!! Five years after I first got my learner's but WHATEVER, I PASSED, I CAN GO PLACES ALL BY MYSELF AND I HAVE A SWEET CAR. I am... admittedly still somewhat terrified of driving but the achievement is still thrilling. ;3;

List 10 of your favorite characters from different fandoms, and ask people to spot patterns in your choices, and if they're so inclined, to draw conclusions about you based on the patterns they've spotted. (I don't care if people spot patterns, I JUST REALLY LIKE LISTS. Also I think I'll list a second favourite if my favourite edges out the other character by just a tiny fraction. |D)

1. Blade of the Immortal: Manji (2nd: Rin)
2. Code Geass: Lelouch Lamperouge
3. Fringe: Walter Bishop (2nd: Olivia Dunham)
4. House M.D.: James Wilson (2nd: Gregory House)
5. Metal Gear Solid: Otacon (2nd: Solid Snake)
6. Ouran High School Host Club: Kyouya Ootori
7. Persona 4: Rise Kujikawa (2nd: Ryotaro Dojima)
8. Star Trek XI: James T. Kirk
9. Supernatural: John Winchester
10. Watchmen: Rorschach (2nd: Nite Owl II)

Now find myself seriously debating who I'm going to app for next in damned. I'd already been debating between three names, but then I picked up Volume 12 of Ouran just yesterday and was intensely reminded of my love of Kyouya, which DID NOT HELP. Augh I might just write several apps at once and send in whichever one I manage to finish first. That's... actually not a bad idea. Hm.

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an old friend waiting for you
geminion
real life stuffCollapse )

tl;dr Sorry if I've been distant lately, I've got things on my mind. :(

IN OTHER NEWS, I've plowed through the first season of Code Geass (I've been watching it on the bus, which led me to going NO NO NO NO NO ;___; at my iTouch in public, THANKS CG) and plan to finish R2 next week. Persona 4 has been beaten and is due for a replay. Uhhhhh what else. I really have done nothing of value lately.

Oh, I've really been enjoying damned, despite posting slower than molasses. It's been awhile since I've properly RPed. 8D I'm starting to feel more comfortable with writing Otacon, and I suspect I won't really feel comfortable until I've made myself replay 4 at least another two times but that is... stressful, so I'll just keep letting myself agonize over characterization. |D But Snake and Otacon's awkward meeting/reunion has been sad and delightful and other pairs of conflicting words, while Kaworu and Otacon's adventure has been... well, the same description applies, really. I wish I could be more eloquent about this. :[ THE IMPORTANT PART is that I'm remembering now what I loved about RP, and just being able to get enthusiastic about a game again has been really nice. So thank you everyone who's played with me or talked to me or just generally made me feel welcome. It means a lot.

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i believe that says it all
geminion
Yesterday, it started raining while the sun was still shining brightly, so from my perspective, it looked rather bizarrely like someone had unleased a giant sprinkler over the entire restaurant. My first thought OF COURSE was of the Kojima Productions page, and I was glad to wake up this morning and see that the sun had come out there too.

I am almost done with the first season of Code Geass asdhskjdhskjdh holy CRAP. And I'm trying to play Persona 4 as fast as I can, which would probably be faster if I wasn't so determined to max out all my social links the first time through (I had to replay a month to do the Justice link), and I am so emotionally involved, it is ridiculous. I would say more about my unreasonable "Whoa, calm down, Gemi, it's just a game" reactions but to say much would be a spoiler. IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I PLAYED A GAME THIS GOOD. I started watching Fringe too, which I think has overtaken everything else as my current favourite TV show. Realizing that crazy dad Walter Bishop had the same actor as crazy dad Denethor only made my love multiply a thousandfold.

I WILL BE ACTIVE IN damned TODAY I SWEAR

ALSO HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY tadity ILU and I think you are completely awesome ♥♥♥♥

In other news, I'm pretty sure I just lost my cell phone. :(

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an old friend waiting for you
geminion
Uh. I'm not the only one whose mind immediately went to METAL GEAR SOLID 4 WITH BUNNIES, am I?

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maybe i love it
geminion
LOOK AT WHAT hemachandra DREW FOR ME lol I am so lucky to have someone who indulges my insanity like this. ;3; She also drew this, which is SPECTACULAR (I want steal it from her and frame it on my wall :<), and also this piece of hotness here. She is terribly modest and will complain about the flaws in all of these, so please let her know that she's crazy. :>

Uhhh, in other news, I've been having some kind of horrible insomnia lately in which I only get about 3-4 hours of sleep a night, but I've been feeling better since yesterday. Part of it was anxiety about various things and part of it was wanting to sleep at more reasonable hours and another part was just something weird and subconscious. Once I get settled with all this, however, I hope to make a habit out of waking up early and not staying up late. I've been doing it for almost a week, and aside from the headaches and sleep-deprivation, I actually am enjoying it in a non-sarcastic way.

I also decided to install Photoshop (I'm a hardcore PSP user) now that my computer's been cleaned and can actually run PS without choking. There are a few really nice features in it, but I keep finding myself trying to do PSP things in it and frustrating the hell out of me when I realize it does something else or that PS requires two extra steps to do the same thing in PSP. LEARNING CURVE. I've found myself having both open at the same time and just copy-pasting images between them when I decide it would just be easier to do something in PSP. |D
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