you start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there' and you'd give anything to get what's fair. but, fair ain't what you really need; oh, can you see what i see? they're tryin' to come back, all my senses push to untie the weight bags—some never thought i could. steady feet, don't fail me now. gonna run till you can't walk. something pulls my focus out and i'm standing down