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[Feb. 16th, 2009|11:21 am]
((Anna))
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i've been doodling on sticky notes... i kind of feel like this might be a waste of sticky notes, but then i realize that i rarely use them anyway.
i'm killing time before walking to my drama class.
i keep looking over at rufus and think about how little she used to be. she was an awkwardly-cute little bunny with huge back feet and propeller ears. now she's all fat and cuddly. one of these days, i can afford to get her spayed... it will supposedly calm her down, but seeing what happened to odin makes me think otherwise. it would be so awesome if rufus finally became a snuggle bunny again, though. it'd make me so happy.
i feel bad for not going to this class that i was sitting in on... it's audio fundamentals... i took it already and have credit for it... i'm just sitting in to refresh my memory before taking recording next semester. however, i keep moving too slow in the morning or staying up too late sunday nights/tuesday nights and end up running late... and i hate walking in late, so i end up just skipping it. i've done this more times than i've actually attended now, i think. i don't think that's gonna make me look too good to mr. wynne. oh well.
i talked to mom yesterday, and she told me to watch my spending. the sad thing is that i'm really not buying anything except for food. especially when i'm on campus all day and need food before i pass out from hunger. this unfortunately costs money, and it's starting to add up. and i haven't been to the grocery store in over a month, so my selection at home is starting to become a lot slimmer. i don't know what to do, really.
15 minutes.
i have my first exam for my online management class... i'm kind of worried about it. i still have to take [good] notes for chapters one and two. taking online classes is harder than i thought it'd be. i need constant reminders to be given to me... i'm bad at "checking up on things".... which is really what you have to do with this fucking asulearn shit. you have to go on there and check the calendar to see what's due, and if you forget and miss a deadline, you're fucked. i'm getting a little better about it, but damn it, i'm forgetful sometimes.
i need to go back to the gym. this past week, i feel like i've eaten far more unhealthy food than i really should, and it's making me gain weight back. i hate that... it's so damn hard to lose weight, but as soon as you indulge just a little, you gain five pounds. it's bullshit. anyway, i need to do more cardio. jeremy never wants to do cardio. i hate going to the gym by myself, though... maybe brendan will do some cardio with me. i really want to get down to at least 150 before spring/summer so i can get a bathing suit. i haven't had a bathing suit since the georgia trip back before i started college.
i'm worried that i'm already starting to get exhausted from this semester... i feel really tired all of the time and i've stopped trying to make myself look nice for class. at least i haven't been skipping classes (other than the one i'm sitting in on, and that doesn't count). that's usually a bad sign. when i get home, i'm gonna take a nap, then start writing notes and studying before i have to go to work.
okay, i'm gonna go nosh on something and go to class. good times.
~Anna |
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