its been 6 god damn years but i just might revive this damn site
When people shame fanfic writers on a fucking panel without thinking that maybe you are making fun of your fans
I dunno im just so tired of negative shit
I just feel like im going to punch someone soon if i dont start being happy again
I just want to bash my head into a wall
frustratedI wish i could rp on here as well, i feel like i missed the glory days of role playing you know?
nostalgicmultiple times i have looked to deleting this thing, but i cant.
the amount of time i have spent here
I just cant.
With all the shit going down on tumblr, can we move back to livejournal?
amusedThen my laptop broke. More importantly My wireless card burned out, but not before having to get a new hard drive as well. And do not get me started on having to wait a goddamned month in order to get a recovery cd. Okay after emailing and calling sources i finally gotit and now i have my laptop again *hugs it*.
So anyways, besides my usual fandoms i have managed to pick up some new ones.
I have gotten SO MUCH INTO K POP IT IS REDIC. Usually I keep all my k pop feesl in my k pop twitter just so that i dont border on annoy people with it, even though i go on and on about wrestling and bandoms.
Speaking of bandoms. So yeah for a while it was pop punk but now because of tumblr, I am in love with a lot of core bands.from of mice and men to motionless in white and escape thefate to falling in reverse and asking alexandria. I dont know why to be honest. I actually hated screaming but i guess the pretty guys and the music i just grew to love it. Ill def do a spam tomorrow or something.
Then on the other sde of the spectrum K POP IS RUINING MY LIFE.
my main groups are Block B, EXO, Shinee, and Nuest. AND THEY BREAK MY SOUL. all of them like again i have a seperate twitter http://www.twitter.com/spectralfanfeel If you want to see. I just cry and everything and my tumblr http://kpophurtsmysoul.tumblr.com
I still love all my shows I guess music has taken over my life. ill talk about wrestling in another post. I jsut wanted to get that otut there
discontentWell some stuff like school and my laptop not working has been in the way. But in that time my mom got a kindle and my aunt got the iPad. But yeah I miss you guys . Just wish I could write more stuff out online.

I know for a fact that
excitedand Ronnie Radke aka 80's jacoby shaddix or
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Jacoby pretty lookalike boy that i want to see them make out
just sulking and looking at there faces, might do a full picspam later.
meeting and they said that while my performace was good it wasnt enough
to be a good fit for the company and they let me go. Had to get
everything out of my desk and give them my badge. I thought i was doing
pretty good but i guess they just hired 2 people so i had to go. I just
dont know anythng anymore. i learned the steps, made sure i was doing
everything right and i made 2 mistakes and im gone!. I cant even sleep right.
good thing is maybe is that i have time to do stuff again sithout having to do the graveyard shift.
And i can participate in nanowriomo again. I just have to start from scratch. and first thing tomorrow starting p90x and start looking for a job.
Hate being at square one again
Well i got all the time in the world again
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testing testing one two 3
sad- didnt get to go to trios last week
- been having problems with my parents since then
- brother relationship alright it could be better
- found out my grandfather died
- made some mistakes at tmy job
- overall not a good week
exhausted
irritatedI will write this i just have to have the will power to do this.
I might have been listening to simple plan and watching doctor who because of this.
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awakehttp://www.lamyusa.com/lamy_fountain_L17_safari.php
That one to be precise i just SQUEEEEEEEE . I have always wanted one and now i have a reason to write on all my multiple of notebooks. I can not wait a week for this.
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As of right now my schd is mon-fri 730am to 4pm
My regualr schd in 2 weeks will be 8pm -4 am mon-fri.
I think i can handle that i mean it going to get used to it esp since i have school to
mon-thursday 8am to 1020am
then mon and wed 1030 to12
and tues and thurs 1200 to 150
It's a lot of work but i think i need it. plus i have the whole weekend to write and do whatever.
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I'm also downloading the author's sister album because its an audio companion to it which makes it interesting. So yeah thats all for tonight. Still waiting for the job with the background check. Still writing i need to do my 2 100 things this week. Yeah.
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Speaking of job searching, so about a week ago i finally get a call back for a job and the group interview was yesterday and I think it went well. I was a little nervous and there was this other guy that had more experiences so i was scared i might not get the job. But the interviewers were awesome, they are nerds like me. they like comics and DOCTOR WHO!

SO yeah Today i had to take some tests just to see my skill level, and I did good on the call center Simulation and the typing test as well as the notes taking one. the only think i had trouble is the Internet Explorer test, because who still uses IE? But yeah they said they will be calling soon to tell me if i am hired or not. Fingers crossed.
Today is a quiet day, I think i shall write some more and maybe do the other 100 things that i signed up for. I just need to format it. But today was a good day.
And Speaking of writing, I started my 100 things on my Writing journal Called 100 Scenes of stories is my head:
http://moonjumpkitty.livejournal.com/1517.html
Self-Confidence
As someone with low self-confidence, you tend not to feel comfortable interacting with other people. Although, you find the company of friends pleasant, you tend to feel uneasy meeting new people and interacting with strangers. Your discomfort socializing sometimes makes it difficult for you to make new friends. Perhaps because you do not particularly like talking about yourself, others find it difficult to develop an accurate impression of who you are.
This weak social confidence likely stems from your personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, you tend be somewhat critical of yourself and have difficulty overcoming your perceived weaknesses. For example, you have a tendency to regret things that you’ve done or said in the past and get embarrassed somewhat easily.
When it comes to your professional life, you tend to set low to moderate standards for yourself. These unrealistically low standards may perpetuate your tendency to think that you’re less competent than you truly are. Chances are, you find the advice and support of friends more compelling than your own advice.
Family Orientation
As someone who is oriented to familial matters, you value the company of family-members and domestic life. If you have children already, you enjoy spending time with them very much and work hard to be a good parent. If you don’t have children, you very much desire having children in the future. And your preference for cooking and entertaining guests at home will likely ease the transition into parenthood.
You take pride in maintaining and cultivating a healthy family and work hard to achieve this. This natural tendency is easily illustrated by your preference for doing things around the house as opposed to going out to clubs and restaurants.
What really sets you apart from people that are low in family orientation is that you know how to manage your frustrations and work well on your own. This means that you are well-equipped to manage a family without letting all the work that is involved wear you down. However, as someone with strong family values, all the work that is involved in maintaining a tidy home and well-stocked kitchen might occasionally make it difficult for you to finish everything that you need to do.
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SO you can imagine me perception that he was even MORE handsome in person. So my friend decided I should at least greet him when he come up to go to the arena. He we finally see him walk towards the entrance and what do i do? I almost faint. like someone had to catch before a hit my head. Thankfully I recovered quickly but the fact i was so embarrassed my friend had to ask for me to take a picture with him. So yeah we took the picture, and he asked once again if i was okay and he went on his way. Yeah, That was not the most embarssed i have been, but at that point i was.
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awakeSo I posted my first ficlet type fanfic on my other journal if you guys want to look at it: http://moonjumpkitty.livejournal.com/1004.html
And i figured out what 100 things i want to do. Well 2, on this journal im thinking about doing 100 experiences in wrestling. which i think would be a nice way to flex my writing fingers. And in my other writing journal I think 100 scenes of stories i want to write. yeah so this summer i am going to write till i can not write anymore.
I dunno i might just Write more short stories on there for this summer. I just need to get an outlet going. Its pretty much going to be unlocked unless maybe writing some sex scenes or something i don't want everyone to see. It might be a commplete failure but you never know till you try. I might make a separate tumblr as well just for other people to like it. So i dunno.
Edit: I made the tumblr, though it a part of my main blog so yeah:
http://moonjumpkitty.tumblr.com
so yeah hopefully this wont be a failure.
ALL OF MY FEELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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So, after that news, I went and started The girl who played with fire, so far such a good book. I really need to finish it so i can read a hornet's Nest. And after that i need to continue reading the spellman series.
I might do that 100 things meme but i have no idea what to blog about. I think either wrestling or something else.
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Yep one of those days
http://jinxedraven.dreamwidth.org/680543.html Either here or there, It's all love <3
hornyIll leave you with this picture that pretty much explains ME!

I hope Everyone has a good Wrestle Mania weekend
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The shaming room awaits.
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depressedBut...(and you knew there was going to be a but):
SOPA Defeat Is Not the End Of Hollywood's Ramped-Up Fight Against Piracy (Analysis)
This is what Hollywood is saying and what they are planning: push for more criminal federal and international enforcement, use the courts to get civil injunctive relief, and keeping rewriting the copyright laws in their favor. Remember the lawsuit against Youtube is still to be decided. Imagine Youtube being out out of business just like Megaupload (although Youtube is not even coming close to pulling some of the boneheaded Megaupload moves).
"SOPA protesters roundly cheered when DNS-blocking was taken out of the anti-piracy bills before Congress. But just because Congress won't explicitly approve such measures doesn't mean that they won't happen. In piracy cases going forward, Holllywood can ask sympathetic judges to grant such relief anyway."
Since I know we're in it for the long haul and that the efforts to silence speech in favor of corporate interests will continue, I plan to carry on with the SOPA Boycott in March.
Nor am I alone in coming to this conclusion:
"The MPAA studios hate us. They hate us with region locks and unskippable screens and encryption and criminalization of fair use. They see us as stupid eyeballs with wallets, and they are entitled to a constant stream of our money. They despise us, and they certainly don’t respect us.
Yet when we watch their movies, we support them....They use our support to buy these laws.
So maybe, instead of waiting for the MPAA’s next law and changing our Twitter avatars for a few days in protest, it would be more productive to significantly reduce or eliminate our support of the MPAA member companies starting today, and start supporting campaign finance reform."
More "On The Next SOPA."
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And here's the small drabble: P.S. I haven't edited it and i just needed to get this out of my system..
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So yeah, that kind of happened. I dunno if i can write more. And i kind of want to write Benji Madden/ Mshadows /syn gates/Joel madden as well lol.
This is from DW. You can comment here or there. http://jinxedraven.dreamwidth.org/679333.html
This is from DW. You can comment here or there. http://jinxedraven.dreamwidth.org/679041.html
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