Things keep getting so much worse. My grandparents said that I was hateful and depressed and thats why I don't have friends and they said that my family hated me and that i was just like my half sister. Id rather die than be like her so i basically started crying but they kept going on and on and then i got in a huge fight with my friend and i really dont know why im not dead yet because ive been replaced by everyone and everything i do or say someone gets mad or hurt