so here it is
oh my, i'm in bing, my summer is over... it was amazing.
So many great memories made with my friends, we revisited our childhood and it feels good to act like a kid again, sometimes you need to just cut loose and laugh.
the final week was a great way to end my summer, i'm so glad i decided to stay in the area all the way until yesterday (sunday). Even though i didn't have any time to settle in and classes started today without even giving me a chance to adjust. I really don't feel like i'm in learning mode... i'm still stuck in summer mode and "lets just have fun, party, smoke hookah, and laugh" mode... i really didn't want to leave syracuse. The good news is i suppose living in our new place is pretty cool, only time will tell how much i'll really like it... but i'm trying to keep a positive attitude about binghamton and not just start off by saying that it will suck. My room is ridiculously small, and i have SO much stuff, it was difficult but i managed to somehow fit everything in here and be very conservative with my space... its really cramped but its the best i can do.
I didn't eat a single thing at all for the entire day yesterday, and for the very first time in my life i actually noticed a significant body change. Usually my metabolism is so fast that i've never seen my weight fluxuate in any way... i could eat a little, or eat a ton, and i'll just look exactly the same all the time. Well everyone in bing is telling me that apparently i'm taller (which i don't get how that can be) and that i look like i lost weight... and gained muscle (which is scary cuz i didn't mean to lose weight... i was skinny enough as it was). But this is entirely different, after not eating at all yesterday i was actually shocked to see that i had become noticeable thinner... my abdomen was so flat and tight that it shocked me (and i honestly didn't even know i could possibly have a smaller stomach or more abs than i already did, so i was surprised). I think i made up for it today since all i ate was chocolate donuts for breakfast, and a chicken sandwich and fries for lunch, haha.
and now i'm going to jump ships and kinda just convert my daydreams into text, not that anyone wants to read it:
so 10 months ago Greg became single, he's been that way ever since. Greg realizes he had very few friends in binghamton since he spent his whole first year with a girl and never bothered to try and make friends. Before then, he hadn't been single for more than a couple of weeks in like 2 years. So naturally he suffered from withdrawl without any companionship and slowly start to go insane. Then as a result of really having nowhere to go Greg developed what he thought was a justified crush on a friend of his, but it was really just him being stupid and hating being single. He proceeded to become more crazy, got drunk alot, said so many stupid things, and just completely ruined how everyone viewed him after that... Greg became known as pathetic. So he just waited for summer to come. Then one day as he was just coasting along thru finals week waiting to get out of there, after losing all hope, he meets this girl, had it not been the worst timing ever, he may have had an interest in pursuing something, but the semester was over and he was going home the next day, so he did nothing. and summer started finally, and he re-united with his real friends from home. Almost instantly he was back to himself and having a good time, and better yet, over his stupid shit from binghamton, and dealing much better with his hate of being alone. Then Greg meets a girl in syracuse, is almost immediately attracted to her character and eventually the end of summer comes and the night before leaving for bing, there is some spark, but it doesn't get a chance to ignite any further, just remains a spark once the night ends, he sleeps returns to binghamton, and daydreams constantly, not prepared to get down to business and do all this learning stuff... just kinda sick of having his best moments at the most inconvenient times. ja;lwjrk;alsvmgwerpqewrito/;dlmv.zx,vdf
So many great memories made with my friends, we revisited our childhood and it feels good to act like a kid again, sometimes you need to just cut loose and laugh.
the final week was a great way to end my summer, i'm so glad i decided to stay in the area all the way until yesterday (sunday). Even though i didn't have any time to settle in and classes started today without even giving me a chance to adjust. I really don't feel like i'm in learning mode... i'm still stuck in summer mode and "lets just have fun, party, smoke hookah, and laugh" mode... i really didn't want to leave syracuse. The good news is i suppose living in our new place is pretty cool, only time will tell how much i'll really like it... but i'm trying to keep a positive attitude about binghamton and not just start off by saying that it will suck. My room is ridiculously small, and i have SO much stuff, it was difficult but i managed to somehow fit everything in here and be very conservative with my space... its really cramped but its the best i can do.
I didn't eat a single thing at all for the entire day yesterday, and for the very first time in my life i actually noticed a significant body change. Usually my metabolism is so fast that i've never seen my weight fluxuate in any way... i could eat a little, or eat a ton, and i'll just look exactly the same all the time. Well everyone in bing is telling me that apparently i'm taller (which i don't get how that can be) and that i look like i lost weight... and gained muscle (which is scary cuz i didn't mean to lose weight... i was skinny enough as it was). But this is entirely different, after not eating at all yesterday i was actually shocked to see that i had become noticeable thinner... my abdomen was so flat and tight that it shocked me (and i honestly didn't even know i could possibly have a smaller stomach or more abs than i already did, so i was surprised). I think i made up for it today since all i ate was chocolate donuts for breakfast, and a chicken sandwich and fries for lunch, haha.
and now i'm going to jump ships and kinda just convert my daydreams into text, not that anyone wants to read it:
so 10 months ago Greg became single, he's been that way ever since. Greg realizes he had very few friends in binghamton since he spent his whole first year with a girl and never bothered to try and make friends. Before then, he hadn't been single for more than a couple of weeks in like 2 years. So naturally he suffered from withdrawl without any companionship and slowly start to go insane. Then as a result of really having nowhere to go Greg developed what he thought was a justified crush on a friend of his, but it was really just him being stupid and hating being single. He proceeded to become more crazy, got drunk alot, said so many stupid things, and just completely ruined how everyone viewed him after that... Greg became known as pathetic. So he just waited for summer to come. Then one day as he was just coasting along thru finals week waiting to get out of there, after losing all hope, he meets this girl, had it not been the worst timing ever, he may have had an interest in pursuing something, but the semester was over and he was going home the next day, so he did nothing. and summer started finally, and he re-united with his real friends from home. Almost instantly he was back to himself and having a good time, and better yet, over his stupid shit from binghamton, and dealing much better with his hate of being alone. Then Greg meets a girl in syracuse, is almost immediately attracted to her character and eventually the end of summer comes and the night before leaving for bing, there is some spark, but it doesn't get a chance to ignite any further, just remains a spark once the night ends, he sleeps returns to binghamton, and daydreams constantly, not prepared to get down to business and do all this learning stuff... just kinda sick of having his best moments at the most inconvenient times. ja;lwjrk;alsvmgwerpqewrito/;dlmv.zx,vdf