مُنفَق

لقد مرت الأيام والشهور والسنين بسرعة شديدة دون تركيز مني في التقدم من موضوعي الذي وطأته من العجز مبكرا وانا الآن لا ادري اغارق انا ام تجاوزته

لم اكن جوادا ولا محسنا ولا سباقا بل لا اعطي إلا لردة فعل بداخلي وانا ادري إن الرياء ذنب ولكن لم تكن النية رياءا ابدا

كم ابغض نفسي ولكن من الذي فعل بها ما فعل؟ انا واعوذ بالله من انا

– نفس جلادة

That’s Not A Dot!

Often when typing fast on the browser’s URL bar you try to do your best, especially when you aren’t a fast typist, not even a semi-professional, but rather a layman typist who has a bit of experiences and familiarity with the qwerty keyboard.
Autocorrect overcorrects on mobile, but what about the PC?! some browsers have the “intelligence” to at least provide an approximation to your erroneous misstep, by going to the search engine of your choice, which may be Google (as a default), but of course to each their own when it comes to their preference and privacy-consciousness.
The dread lies ever-so-slightly in the extra step needed to be executed by the typist to achieve their desired result.
That’s not a dot but a comma, the effervescent nemesis to many, common to the typist.

DRT;NWI

My life

Out of context

Seems absurd

But strung together with words

Becomes subtext

Embodying nonsense

Moreover and to a lesser extent

My life

Lack of substance

Not for the lack

But for the most part

Repeated faults

(Title: Don’t Read This; Not Worth It)

The Demons’ Convenience

Burrowed into the proverbial abstract

A whiles familiar

Not which is but a faint understanding

To whom I pen this delicate note

Heed my yearning

A call to unlearn

The lesser evils of whom I crave attention by

A covenant of callous camaraderie

Poured the figurative pint of liaison

Every struggle a minted coin

Used to purchase more sorrows

The more I haggle the more pain printed

Frames of all those battles hung up

Chronologically

A copacetic paradoxical existence