fallonyou

So much has changed and so much has stayed the same. We united as one- I married the absolute love of my life. We have lost so much in 2023- my Dad Hamilton, my Grandpa John, and my 2 dogs from when I was a teenager- Benny (he was 16!) and Wendy (she was 17!) To say that life will never be the same...well, it won't. We are trying our best to honor their legacies and to be present in our current lives, but its so hard to know how much we have lost. We gained our baby boy, Ozzy. He has saved us in ways that we will never truly understand. Jon and I will be celebrating today with all you can eat sushi and massages. I think we deserve that. The outpouring love from our friends and family today means everything. It still is so crazy to think that this year has come and gone SO fast. It's just insane. Even though so much has happened, I try to remember how grateful I am for this life that I live, despite all the heartache we have gone through this year. For the people who surround us, who support us, and who will always be by our sides. Happy 1st wedding anniversary to the man who always has supported me, who has been by my side through THICK AND THIN. He's loved me for over TEN YEARS now. Jon will always be my person, my rock, my constant. He is everything I need. I love you Jon James, forever and always babe. Happy Anniversary <3 

fallonyou

14 years later and well damn -all my dreams came true. I got married a little over a month ago to the loml. Jon and I bought a house a couple of months back. Weird how everything works out...but I did work fucking hard to get to where I am now. Funny how things change- I used to be obsessed with photoshop and coding websites. How in the hell did I even know how to do that? Honestly- I can't remember anything with coding. I passed nursing school almost 2 years ago with my RN so now I'm looking into online programs to get my Bachelor's Degree. Pretty freaking cool honestly. I'm so proud of myself- it feels amazing to say that I am a RN. I can't really remember the last time I really wrote anything but I forgot that it feels good- and this is the type of therapy that I owe to myself. I've lost a few friends on the way, but gained some pretty special ones too. I know most likely NO ONE will see this? Maybe? Maybe some weird soul out there is watching. I don't know when my next entry will be, but hey, maybe soon. We shall see. Talk soon.

Mrs. H