Okay, sooooo....I haven't updated in here for a rrrrrreeeeeally long time! I miss you guys! I have some things to tell you too. So.... 1. I met a boy, his name is Devin. 2. We were " together" for about 2 weeks( cuddling, and seeing eachother almost every day.) 3. He IMs me and tells me that he isn't ready for a relationship. 4. I think it over and decide that he is dumb and just messed around with my emotions. 5. He tells me that he still wants to be friends, and that he really cares about me and that I am beautiful. 6. It was kinda weird for a week or so. 7. I then asked him what he would do if I kissed him.... he said maybe I should try. 8. I was very confused at this time.
And now.....UUhhg. I called Devin and told him that I was no longer going to call HIM anymore. If he wants to talk to me or make plans with me, he can call ME. Things aren't the best between us right now. I haven't seen him in over a week! And he has made it VERY clear that he does not want a relationship......but, I do. So, I don't know what to do. I think I'm just going to give him a little space and see if he even cares about me. If he does, then he will call..........I hope he calls.
I HATE BOYS!!!! but, I love them at the same time :(
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