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I moved to a different journal...
I'm not going to delete this one, because I have a lot of memories on it, but please take it off your friends list, because I won't be updating it.

If you want to know where I moved.. well, you'll just have to look around if you don't already know. :D

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Ook, I'm a little worried again. I got an 87 on the World History test we took Monday, which is good because I forgot to take my notes, and I told my mom and she's like "Oh..." like that wasn't good for studying for less than an hour. And we got our Spanish tests back and I didn't do good on it. AT ALL. I had ZERO time to study for it because the play was the night before. So that can't be good.

(Sorry if I'm ranting about my mom again). Tomorrow is the last day of the grading period for the third quarter. That is -NOT- good. AT ALL. Most of the teachers said that students do their worst in the third quarter. And then I had the play, which sucked up a ton of my time. I just hope my mom will understand. She always says she doesn't mind if I try my hardest (which I do) and she didn't get the best grades in High School either. So I don't understand why she gets mad at me! I'm not THAT smart. I wish she could just accept me the way I am!

Anyways, I think I'm addicted to DayQuil XD That stuff rocks! It makes your head feel really funny and you don't know where you are.. and you get really tired :3 I like it.

I need a layout for my Blurty. The one I have scares me XD

I also need to make new icons, mine bug me XP

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Ok, I've been looking at my user info and it's sad. I have 18 friends, but 47 people have added me. And most of those people don't even use their LJs or they are oblivious that I haven't added them and have taken me off x__x It's really annoying me. I mean, REALLY. Ok, I'm odd. I just get bugged by the stupidest stuff! XD

Anyways, I best be off. I have a half-done math homework, and a Physical Science test to study for! :x

And my mom said "I don't think I should let you go to Brenda's youth group because of this detention!" I said "MOM!?!?! WHAT THE CRAP? I've been over this before! And don't you think it's a little odd that I've only gotten teacher detentions in THAT class?" Seriously, I got a teacher detention in Math once for not having a covered book. That's it. Spawn of Hitler, you're eeeevil. >___

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I gotta type this fast x_x I'll explain.

I got ANOTHER teacher detention with Evil Nazi German! It's for "not having goggles on during experiment" WTH??!? THAT IS SO MESSED UP! Ok, Friday we were doing experiment things in lab, and we were supposed to wear goggles when we were putting pennies in toxic stuff, and I was GOING TO PUT MINE ON when it was my turn to put my penny in the toxic stuff, and I was standing next to Brenda when she was doing her experiment, and she WASN'T wearing goggles, so I can understand why SHE got a detention. But I got one because I wasn't wearing mine, BUT I WASN'T USING THE TOXIC STUFF YET! x___x I HATE YOU EVIL NAZI GERMAN! >_______________<

*cough* So ya, I'm grounded from TV and Computer today. So I'll be writing letters and playing video games tonight X3

I sent Sarah and Holly's letter today, and I'm going to send Minty's tomorrow, and hopefully another one for Sarah tomorrow XD
I have SO many letters to catch up on @_@ BUT NEVER FEAR! I'll get everyone's letter sent by the end of the week!

All-right-tea, I better get off before I get in trouble XD

OH YA! It FINALLY FEELS LIKS SPRING OUTSIDE! n______n I LOVE SPRING!jfkdlsjflsdjflskjf;skdfl Summer's the best, but still, spring rocks! x3

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Great. Well, this week is the last week to turn stuff in/bring grades up. This really sucks. The teachers always say that the third quarter is when students do the worst. That's really true. I'm doing really bad in math (we had a quiz, I didn't get mine back yet, but some people did and they said that Miss Staufer said that most of the people did bad. Which most likely includes yours truly x_x), Physical Science (I haven't gotten any good grades on my tests, and I've been getting alot of C's on my homework), or Spanish (I do my homework and stuff, and I did good on a test [not sure about the one we just took though], but I did bad on a few quizzes). This is bad, because my mom thinks I'm a perfect, Straight-A student. I'm not. Just because I got really good grades when I was in elementary, and I got good grades because the classes were easy, DOES NOT mean that I'm an A student! >____<

I wish my mom wouldn't put so much stress on me. Seriously. It's ridiculous. I lie down on my bed and CRY if I don't do really good because she puts so much stress on me. And she even admits that she didn't do the best when she was in High School. SO WHY DOES SHE TAKE IT OUT ON ME?

I'm tired of the computer. I'm tired of always being on it. I don't even DO anything on it, just update this and have pretty much stupid and meaningless conversations with people (no offense to anyone, sometimes it's fun). I mean, Iguess it wouldn't be as bad if I had a site, where I was doing something (I mean a site that's open and I regularly update) But I don't. Lately, it's been impossible for me to have a site and keep it open -_- and I'm constantly looking for pictures for new icons, but I never find any.

*sigh* Sorry, I had to get that out.

I have a World History test tomorrow, which isn't good because I forgot to take home my notes. My mom says she doesn't mind if I do bad, which is just SCREAMING "lie" because she DOES care about my grades. I hate that about her.

I also have a[nother] teacher detention with Evil Nazi German. Because I didn't turn in homework. Which I never got the worksheets for anyways. My mom will be mad about that too.

Ok, I'm done. Just had to let that out.

If I'm not online for a while it's either because I'm grounded or I'm trying to cut back on the time I'm online. Oh well, no one will read this anyways.

Oh ya, I'm taking off everyone on my friends list who doesn't even bother to talk to me. I'll make a few exceptions, but if you don't talk to me, or IM me, or if you're not someone I send letters to, say bye.

Welp, the play's over ;__; I'm so sad now. I mean, we worked so hard, for what? Three nights? -___- I mean, I'm VERY glad I did the play, and I met some AWESOME people. But I just keep thinking "Oh, it's not over. There's more! There HAS to be more!" But there isn't... I'm glad it's over so I have more free time, but I'm sad too. I mean, I won't go in to depression or anything XD But ya, it's just like "Hey! It's.. over! O_o"

Anyways, today we went to a "private" party at this place called InPlay. It's like a huge arcade/restraunt/fun.. place. I had fun :D I played DDR! Wow! I suck! XD I told my mom I want to get the DDR for your house (at mat and a game) for my birthday :D I also want that new Zelda game! It looks SO cute! n__n

The play went good, Miss A said we did the best tonight :D YAY! My mom and Dad, my mom's friend and his parents, and Lauren (my neighbour) were in the front row! XD And Brenda and Carolyn came too! My mom gave me flowers ^_^ and after the play I signed autographs for people, and took Lauren, Carolyn, and Brenda on a tour of the backstage/offstage. Wow, they should feel SPECIAL :3 And afterwards, we took down risers and chairs and all that good stuff. Whooo! And since it was Cassie's birthday, she brought cake and we had pizza :D And then we went in the gym and slid down the stairs on mats! ^_^

I'm just going to be sad that alot of the cool seniors won't be there next year, like Rachel. She's SO nice and she's such a sweet heart! I think she goes to my church though, so that's cool.

Well, better go. I'll be on IM, I want to make new icons T___T

Today was such a good day (not school wise though).

I took my digital camera to school! I still need to take more pictures, but I'll put some up hopefully this weekened! I left the stupid camera in a class twice x__x I'm such a dumb arse.

And we had the play again today! I love it so much! I'm going to be SO sad when it's over ;__; I complained alot in the beginning, but I'm so sad now! My parents talked to Miss A afterwords, and she told them some play.. places I should try! WHOOOO!!

After the play, Alyssa Weaver came up to me and was like "Wow Lauren! You did such a good job! Next year, me and Abby are trying out for the play!" I laugh at you, Alyssa. She's SO OVER dramatic, and Abby.. well.. err... NEXT SUBJECT!

Me, Sarah, Michelle, Morgan, and Ashley went to Olive Garden afterwords. FUN! :3 We ordered calamari! I thought it was going to be disgusting, but I actually liked it :D And then by the time everyone else left, my dad JUST left to pick me up x___X STUPID DAD! So I talked to this guy who was cleaning the windows. He was cool, he knew this slut girl that goes to my school.

And I got Minty's package and Kayla's super toast drawings in the mail today! XD Awesome! *hugs*

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Tonight was the play! (so is tomorrow and Saturday night.. besides the point) YES! I did really good! BWAH! *cough* Sorry! I wasn't scared at all! YAAAAAY! *cough* Sorry ^___^ I'm just muy happy!!

Haha, my brother gave me a pin that says "Soy Amada" (I am Loved in espanol) XD Awesome.

Anyways, nothing good happened at school. Oh well!

OH YA! I'm having my dad send me a crapload of pictures, and I'll have my mom send me some pictures of the play, AND I'm taking my dad's digital camera to school tomorrow, SO THIS WEEKEND WILL BE MAJOR PICTURE WEEKEND! *hopefully* Because you all want to see my scary face and my boring life XD

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stolen from poetickitty

I ____ Lauruu.
Lauruu is ____.
Lauruu thinks a lot about _______.
When I think of _________, I think of Lauruu.
I think Lauruu should _____.
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The best thing about Lauruu is ______.
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I _____ Lauruu's Style. (haha, I have no style)
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I'm so nervous about tomorrow/this weekend! I can just see myself shaking o_o I mean, once I get up there, I won't be nervous, but just thinking about it makes me want to throw up x__x And all of my friends are going to see it. I keep telling people not to come (Wow, I'd be a -great- spokes...person XD)

I'm just scared I'll stand up there looking dazed and I'll be picking at my nails. I mean, I can see myself looking dazed, not looking at the audience, just looking at the ceiling. And I always pick at my nails when I'm nervous, and sometimes the skin around my nails and it starts to bleed x___x

Anyways, today was OK. We didn't have a snow day, which was bad at first, because I didn't do my homework at all last night, but I did my math homework this morning and studied for the quiz in the car, and then I did my spanish homework and studied for the quiz at lunch >3

I'm going to ask if Sarah can spend the night Friday night :D That would be fun. I love Sarah, she's so cool, even if she gets easily confused XD

And my mom says I'm ungrounded from Brenda's youth group since by next Wednesday, the play will be over, and I'll have nothing to do on Wednesdays.

I went to the post office to send a package, and I brought my cat along XDD So much fun, she's such a stupid cat.

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Play practice was fun :D Miss A told me to smile more in one of the scenes (i hate smiling, probably because I hate my smile x__x), so I did, and everyone was like "Wow! You did good!" and giving me high-fives :D Haha, I'm a dork.

My mom called the principal and the administrator over the bathroom incident. BWAH! Doom to you, Evil Nazi German! DOOM TO YOU!

Ok, and tomorrow we'll probably get a SNOW DAY! I hope, I didn't do ANY of my homework, and it's WAY past my bed time, and I won't have time to do them in the morning. So if we don't have one, I'm TOTALLY screwed. I have Math and a Spanish quiz, and math and spanish assignments!

Better get my butt into bed, or I'll never wake up in the morning if we do have school x_x

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Sorry I was acting really mad yesterday. I'm still a little mad, but I'll try to get over it XD

Anyways, today was stupid. (Isn't it -always- stupid?)
My mother woke me up at 6:30 to fold laundry, and I stayed up past midnight talking to Sarah, so I got like... err.. not alot of sleep XD

At lunch, I was taking pictures XD It was fun! I took some pictures of Lorraine, Brenda, Carolyn, and Laura. And someone took one of the stupid Coulter twins. Ya, thanks for wasting my film x_x

And then I had a teacher detention with Evil Nazi German. And was it a regular detention where we sat in the rooms and did homework? NOOOOO! WE HAD TO (We as in Me and this girl Emily) CLEAN THE BATHROOMS! X_______X GAH! The girls bathroom wasn't that bad (guess it's because I cleaned sinks instead of toilets..), but then we had to clean the boys bathroom. Do you have ANY idea how BAD IT STINKS IN THERE? OMG! I was THIS CLOSE to throwing up! And there was this toilet with... *cough* STUFF in there, and the janitor lady wasn't going to make us do it, but she went to ask Evil Nazi German, and she said "Two out of three people said you should clean it out." That was it x__x that was one of THE most DISGUSTING things I've EVER done in my ENTIRE life! *gag*

Ok, well I better get ready for practice! It's the last one! *nervous* o__o;;

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You know those times when you feel like you've reached a point of understanding with someone? Almost like you're subliminally saying "BACK OFF!", but not saying it in a mean way? And then just when you think they've finally gotten it, they go ahead and do one of the thing that pisses you off the most?

... ya. I feel like that right now x__x

[edit at 11:18] And then when you think you couldn't get even more pissed off, YOU ARE? >___< [/edit]

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Right now, all I have to say is...
POOP.

Ok, I have more to say than that. XD I just felt like saying that because... ya. Don't ask. I'm just sort of mad right now. Not completely, just.. ya *shuts up*


Anyways, today was OK. I really want to go to Brenda's youth group Wednesday >___< I'm grounded (DON'T ASK! Not even -I- know why) for a month, which ends pretty soon, but I wanna goooo!

Carolyn has a new nickname. Whorse. Because this kid Brandon called Carolyn a horse whore because she likes horses. ALOT. So then he shortened it and now she's whorse. I find that amusing :3

Aaand, today in Physical Science, I had fun. Mrs. Morris was gone, so we had a substitute who was out of the room most of the time. So me and Kerry and Brenda were pretending to be exorcists, and we were pretending to cast demons out of Charissa, and Kerry goes "Hey Charissa! Come over here and speak Elvish!" so she came over and said something which... I didn't catch, and she's like "Do you know what that means?" and Kerry goes "Uhh.. noo..." and she said "It means 'You're Stupid!' in Elvish." and I started laughing, and then she turns to me and says "Do you know what a root is?" and I said "Ya... it's something from a tree.." and she GLARED at me FOREVER, like I was -SUPPOSED- to know what it meant XD So fun!

Ok, well, I probably won't be online when everyone else is until Wednesday, if I don't go anywhere on Wed.!
<3 Meeee

Heh, did a survey because I was bored :D
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Hugs to Minty for making my cuuute icon! ^____^ Thanks so much!

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I don't feel good x_x I have to get better though. My mom might take me to the doctor later. It's really wierd because I have a terrible sore throat, but I don't have a fever o__O I cough every once in a while, but that's it! The same thing happened to me last year. I had this terrible sore throat, but there was nothing else wrong with me. I was out of school for a week! >3 But this is a bad week to be out of school...

I made a new icon! Espresso is my favourite Baby Cinnamon character! :3 So cute!

I need to do some serious letter writing today! I -have- to write to Kayla! I've been lazy :\

Aaand, I'll shut up now :D