divinestar

I admit I cruise on tumblr a lot often these days because a lot of people I know are there. I check the DMC tag sometimes, not overly fond of the immaturity of people in there. But I found a few of my old, LJ exclusive art being posted by random people and I just feel utterly insulted.

I'm tired of finding these and feeling depressed and angry. I'm tired of dealing with people who had no workable braincells to understand my simple rules and why I insist on it. I cannot spend my precious minutes to dwell over the grief these inane people are giving me. No, I'm very weary of giving a fuck.

I don't know who leaked it but I assure you, you are not welcomed in meltfire. Your action may result on me not sharing my work with the world anymore.

Photoserver.ws died and brought almost all of my uploads with it 8(

After 4 days of wondering what went wrong, the admin finally came out and announced that the site took too much resources and he was unable to support it. I guess I can't really blame him, but it sure was a let down. Oh well, time to find other image hosts, preferably ones keen on staying online. All my art posts will be very empty for a while until I reupload and fix the links, which would take time when I have it although feel free to ask if you need to see specific posts fixed.

Life? Ehh same 'ol routine. Work, art, stress, sick, family, etc. I don't really like talking about my life online nowadays. I like to pretend it doesn't exist. Writing all the heartache and stress will only remind me of them so I don't bother. Why whine and moan about things if you can't change anyway? I stopped caring about all the things that I don't like, doesn't make me happier, but at least it's easier.

I have to say the least sickness I can tolerate is flu. Nothing like going through boxes of tissues and still have your nose run like Niagara. Flu is a viral sickness and I wish people are more aware of it to kindly contain themselves before infecting others but nope.

Other than that and my mouth tastes like the desert, I'm okay. Just extremely miffed with my nose atm.

Thanks for taking a look at things here to see our Mini-HW read. You report that your signature tends to be moderate to large compared to the rest of your writing, slant tends to be slightly to the right, and the slope tends to be extremely upward. Examining the signature and printed name as separate entities, you said your printed name is pretty much like your signature. Then in the main handwriting section, you indicate that the roundness / sharpness of your hand is usually slightly more sharp than round, your use of writing/printing is mostly all Cursive, and mostly "by the book", general slant is quite significantly to the right, and slope is slight upward slope to it.

           Using the above information, then:   You don't particularly like to stand out in the world, and prefer to just get on with being who you are. You can be quite reasonably confident and satisfied with self, and though not willing to make grand entrances or exits, will still find time to "glow" a little out there in the limelight. Are you REALLY feeling that good about things right now? Are you perhaps either super-charged with confidence about things about now, or perhaps just the opposite: trying to cover up that you're NOT so happy just now? You can take it or leave it when party invitation time comes around. That is, some you will take, and others you will kindly decline. You appreciate people who tell things like they are, and you think this about yourself, as well.

     "OrdinarysVille, USA" is one of the things which we used to call this when we see it in a hand: That's because you seem to have a reticence to stray from the kind of handwriting you were were taught to do in Grade School, recall? Have you ever thought about why you like to write this way? Is it because you particularly LIKE the structure of the standards? Or is it perhaps because you have found kudos and congratulatory strokes for being able to fit in with the norms or because you'd prefer to be visible for how well you fit in and not how much you stand out? Perhaps you're hesitant, then to try something like throwing in a little "Strokes By DS" sometime, and let go of that overwhelming need to conform? How is this like other aspects of your life? Oh, and people can annoy you with their poking along sometimes, eh--- DS definitely not liking to be one of those mossy staid pebbles, but rather, more of a rolling stone? You like to keep ACTIVE, and always doing something, even if it's just inner chatter, but your feel it's definitely your calling to just get out there and Get On With Things! So: Put in traffic behind a slow pokey car in front of you, and look for some fireworks of patience? Calm down, now: the world will still be there in the twelve seconds you'd save by rushing to get around them... Take it easy, ok? And to make things even more intense, I note you also have that significant rightward lean, which means you can do some serious leaning into people's faces with your intensities. Ooooh. Quite a temper, eh?

     But, on the positive side of things, you'd also tend to be quite a powerhouse, mover & shaker when you wanted to get going on things. So the DIRECTION, then is important! Quiet Optimism. That'd be one way to characterize this phase of your life. But then again, perhaps others might call it more Naive Hopefulness!. Certainly you DO tend right now to have a hopeful slant to your personality. Be thankful since it's there at the moment, and get on with life! Life indeed IS interesting, isn't it? No one ever has to tell you to bring your intensity to the party; you tend to like very much to live powerfully, and on your own terms, so it should be little surprise to people when they find you making waves in someone else's life at the same time!



Analysis

Why can't they stop using my works?

Leave me alone.