| Gotta love myself |
[26 Jul 2006|11:57am] |
I can't believe what I did yesterday night. I am still in a roosh but it feels so damn good what I have done. It is truly unbelievable.
The last few months I started to dislike going to work. I felt like I was the only one deticated enough to make something out of the business.
I work in a lunchroom and my boss and collega's aren't the most.. well how should I put it.. deticated it thats the words people.
I did my job even better then good everyone could see it. Customers, friends but my collega's and boss didn't see it.
I kept working my ass off because I thought it made me feel better but it kept slowly eating me up inside.
Last night we had a big fair with a performance of a band.. it was really busy and I had already fallen out on being the only one who actually wants to work.. And my boss still doesn't agree with me because we ''all'' wor hard.
Everything went smoothly last night.. I got lots of compliments from people and such.. unbelievable many. And afterwards when we were drinking something I dropped the bomb.
''I QUIT''.. Everyone was quite in shock except my boss...she already saw it coming.
She was complaining about herself working so hard.. really not. I am the only person who was working hard.. And I got many people saying it so I think I can say it for myself. :)
And I don't regret it even one second. Okay I feel pitty for her.. but the feeling and relief is so overwhelming I know I made the right decision.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx - the new and improved DESMOND..
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| Yahoo |
[20 Jul 2006|12:08am] |
I'm so happy right now.
I got so many projects to do I don't have any spare time left to do some fanart and such.
That is probably the positive effect of living in a village.. I am designing a few carts for a clothing store for children. Menu's for my current work. Making t-shirts for some friends...
And more and more is streaming in everyday.
I also heard from my school today and I got signed in. *Mediacollege Amsterdam here I come. ::::)))))
I am so uber excited and so happy. And my drivers lessons are also going steadily great. Took the highway last week for the first time and I loved driving at 120km/ph (Although I went 140 for a small time.. :))
Only reason why I could fail my drivers exam could be exceeding the speed limit. lol
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| Lowlands |
[11 Jun 2006|10:55pm] |
The parents of my best friend want to perform at Lowlands this year and I wanted to ask you all a favour.
Could you please vote for them using this link
http://lowlands.nl/open_mic.asp?poll=4
´´superbriljant´´ is the option you can choose if you think it was amazing. So please choose thar one. Thanks
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| Me |
[07 Jun 2006|12:50pm] |
Thought to share a picture of me so you know how I look like.
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| FANDOM GRAPHIC COMPETITION |
[30 Mar 2006|09:37pm] |
Entering in a competion by  inxsomniax
Check here if you want to enter:
http://inxsomniax.livejournal.com/2006/03/30/
Here is my entry a wallpaper featuring Angelina Jolie (Although she is unrecognizable(sp?))
Title: City Blues
Colours: Back,red,grey and white.
Resources:inxsomniax, my own
Emotion,feeling etc. :
This picture shows a woman who hides in the city. She lost everything and is in blues because of it. The picture of her in black and white potrays how she feels, the black takes over but there is still hope(white).
The multiply lines show roads, paths she can follow in her attempt to hide. But does she want to hide? She looks back to the black to see if everything is really that bad. It also shows her hesitation to choose a path.
Her damaged grung like coat shows the pain and suffering she has witnessed.
The white line is more to shows her face more clear but can also be seen as a small line of hope she tries to find before choosing a path.
Why the title City Blues, there is nothing blue?
Well not everything is what it seems. I tried to potray it in this artpiece. Often people are misguided or betrayed because it didn´t turn out to be as they thought it was. Thats why I put the title ´´city blues´´ showing her in sorrow and pain but also showing that not everything is what it seems.
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| New Layout |
[13 Mar 2006|09:42pm] |
Thanks to the amazing inxsomniax.
I was way too lazy to make my owb background. I just don't feel good enough to make anything.
I don't know where I'm suffering from, it seems to be a stomach flu. Well lets just hope it isn't the bird flu, as far as I know I wasn't in contact with any birds so I presume I'm safe.
The rest of the day was really boring. Cleaned the house, played Silent Hill and catched up on the soon to be released movie of it.
I hope everyone has a nice day...
*hugs*
Desmond
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[14 Feb 2006|08:13pm] |
21 Kingdom Hearts II icons I made.
They migt contain spoilers if you want to play the game and don't want to be spoiled.
01. 02.
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| Light Textures |
[13 Feb 2006|10:42am] |
Well I don't really like these but I thought to share them since I have nothing to do.
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| Icon Textures... and some Icons |
[19 Dec 2005|08:48pm] |
Made some icon textures and a few more icons.
I had a nice day at home. Only I lack inspiration to make something nice.
I am trying icons but I never achieve what I originally was thinking of.
But here is the stuff.
01. 
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| Brushes |
[19 Dec 2005|05:01pm] |
Well I made my first Brush set.
I was always looking for those nice line brushes but couldn't find some that I liked.
So I made them myself.
I hope you can also use them.
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