Fri. April 24, 2026: The Start of a Very Shakespearean Week

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Friday, April 24, 2026

Waxing Moon

Sunny and cold

Friday, Friday, nearly time for the weekend!

I went down to the mechanic and was there just a few minutes after they opened. They had the blades in stock – who knew I needed two different sizes? I know now! The mechanic also taught me how to switch out the blades, gave me a spare set of clips and special cloths to wipe the blades in case they get streaky. Good thing I cleaned out the glove box a few months ago! Each blade had to be bought separately (for what a pair used to cost), but it was still within my budget. And these blades are so much better than the other ones.

I was done in 15 minutes.

Back home, played with the cats because it was too early to head for the stores. I put in a Chewy order for more dry food – got to keep those tummies full.

The fog cleared up, and it was nice and sunny. I grabbed my bags and headed out for errands. Grocery store first. I shopped more than I planned, but some items I wasn’t expecting for a few weeks were in, so I grabbed them. I mean, now that we’re stocking for the Apocalypse, and all that. I grabbed a bag of decaf coffee by mistake, but I will mix it with the one with caffeine in it (two bags were on sale for the price of one, and I grabbed the wrong one). If I just drink decaf, I get very sick, but if I mix it, I should be okay. Or, I might go back to the store and see if I can switch them out. Liquor store next – it’s almost rosé season. They had a lovely looking bottle of Portuguese rosé on sale, so I grabbed it. Library last, just as they opened. Dropped off a big stack of books; there were only 2 to pick up.

Home, unloaded, put everything away. Took a break, then turned my attention to BETTING MAN. Got about 1K done, less than I hoped, but hit the day’s goal.

Did the day’s marketing.

The #FreelanceFriends chat was fun, with a guest I hadn’t had a chance to chat with in a long time.

Ate lunch on the porch, enjoying the beautiful weather.

Switched to the ghostwriting. Got some good work in, where I hoped to be. Today I have to add in a few things, give it a polish, and I might be able to get it out by the end of the day. Fingers crossed. Then I could switch back to the other assignment on Monday, and get that out by early the following week.

I was done early enough I even had time for a bit of a break before getting myself together and heading for the book swap. I even got some planting done – more cat grass, more wildflowers (packet from a different company), lemon balm.

It was lovely weather to walk down, nice and sunny, not too cold, a bit of a breeze. The book swap was a lot of fun. One of the two books I brought was scooped up almost immediately, which made me happy. I found a book I’d been looking for, and having trouble finding a copy.

The only person I knew was the owner, but everyone attending chatted and was happy about being there. I’m glad I went.

Came home, made pizza, had a quiet evening. Weird dreams in the night.

Up early, out to the laundromat, got the laundry done, and will put it away after breakfast. I’ll try to get maintenance scheduled in here at some point, too, either today or early next week. I’ll finish the ghostwriting assignment this morning (I hope) and work on BETTING MAN once that’s out the door.

I’m making salmon with a honey miso glaze in the crockpot tonight, and it only needs 2 hours, so I have to remember to actually do it this afternoon.

Tonight, our associate member show closes at FutureLabs. I’m going to nip down just for a bit to look at everything one last time.

Tomorrow, at 5, when the gallery closes, I will drive down and pick up my pieces, bring them home, have a quick bite of dinner, before I head to Mosaic Gallery. The friend who runs a Shakespeare company is doing a performance of KING LEAR. On Sunday, my radio play “Inspired By” that was produced in the UK goes live. In the afternoon, I’m supposed to attend an artist talk up at Eclipse Mill, the converted factory that’s live/workspace for artists.

In between all that is housework, finish reading the scripts for the literary committee meeting next week, and do some serious work on contest entries. I also have to make some decisions on a couple of things that need answers by next week.

Next week is very busy, too, mostly with the local Shakespeare Festival, but also with the literary committee meeting, wrapping up contest entries, and ghostwriting deadlines. It’s the good kind of busy, it just requires focus.

Have a good one!

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Thurs. April 23, 2026: Task Juggling

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Thursday, April 23, 2026

Waxing Moon

Foggy and raw

You can read the latest on the garden on Gratitude and Growth.

It was raining by the time I posted yesterday, so no trip to the mechanic first thing. I need to get it done before the next bout of bad weather comes through, because there are days I have to be out and about.

I had order kerflamma with a company. I used to shop with them occasionally when they had actual stores. They “restructured” and are only online now. I wanted something for my mom for the summer that would make her more comfortable, and they seemed to have the best quality at the best price, so I put in an order late on Tuesday night. I checked the confirmation that came in on Wednesday morning, and it was not for what I ordered. I put in a cancellation request and was told I can only cancel in the first 60 minutes of placing the order, otherwise they couldn’t guarantee the cancel. I submitted the request anyway, and then got on live chat with an actual human. The human parroted the same policy. I said fine, but I’m trying to save us all a bunch of steps, because I’m just going to return the item if it shows up, and then I won’t shop at this store again. I was polite, I thanked the human, but I made it clear I was not happy with the situation. I keep live chat transcripts, just in case, and screenshot them when I can’t request an email transcript.

The cancellation went through in less than 30 minutes.

It’ll be a week before the refund is made (because they take it in 15 seconds, but take 7 days to return it). Will I shop there again? Doubtful. I’ll look for this item in other places in person.

But it was fixed, and there was no yelling involved, just calm conversation. And at least they didn’t try to talk me into ordering (again) what I’d actually ordered, paying again, and then promising to sort it all out (as a company I dealt with last year tried).

Checked my account, and the state cashed my tax check, so I guess our tax returns were delivered after all, even though I didn’t pay the additional extortion fee. At least on the state level. So that’s good to know.

Did just under 1K on BETTING MAN, some solid work. Did some script reading for next week’s literary committee meeting. Did the day’s marketing. Checked some stuff on social media and wished I hadn’t.

The cats were restless, and I’m not sure why.

I had a solid session on the ghostwriting, even getting a little ahead of where I hoped to be by end of day yesterday. I hope I can finish a section today, do the final section tomorrow, and get it out the door early on Monday (it’s due on Tuesday). A lot of that depends on if maintenance is coming in to fix something, and how that will throw off the schedule.

I am headed out the door in a few minutes to be at the mechanic’s when they open and get the windshield wiper issue sorted out. I’ll come back to pick up the bag of library books and the bags for the grocery shop, then head out and do that. Once I get all that home, I hope to get some work done on BETTING MAN before the FreelanceFriends meeting. Then, it’s ghostwriting until I leave for a book swap at Brewsters Thrift Shop this evening. The owner of the shop is a fellow Future Labs member, and her show opens next week, on Beltane. I’m looking forward to tonight, and to her opening.

Fingers crossed everything stays on track and gets done!

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Wed. April 22, 2026: Earth Day

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Wednesday, April 22, 2026

Waxing Moon

Earth Day

Cloudy and raw

Happy midweek! And Happy Earth Day, may we work together for betterment of the planet.

I got the garbage out, tried to scrape the ice off the car and gave up, tried to contact maintenance and couldn’t reach them, and put together the crockpot meal.

While all that was going on, I received edits on an anthology story – the anthology had been on hold for nearly four years, but it’s moving forward now. So I need to turn those around pretty quick.

I got the materials sent off to the opportunity that landed on my desk on Monday night. I polished the pitch for the script commission, got the sample in the document, and sent that off. I’m so sick and tired of Word always changing the formatting when one cuts and pastes. I had to reformat all the lines manually. I should be able to set the specs in the ribbon and move it without it reverting to what they call “normal” spacing. It’s not normal. It’s messed up.

But it got done, proofed, tweaked, converted to PDF, out the door, and receipt was confirmed. I don’t have to think about either project until I hear, one way or the other.

Bluesky was down again by midday. It worked when I posted the blog, but not when I went back to do the day’s marketing. But then it worked again later on. I need to work on the content calendar for May this week.

I did some work on BETTING MAN, not enough, but something. Every word is more than I had before.

Glad to hear Tim Cook is stepping down at Apple. What a disappointment he’s been. And the Labor Secretary is also gone. Wasn’t there some fuss around her a few months ago? It’s a huge mess around anyone in the cabinet, and sometimes it’s hard to keep up.

Paused for a lunch break, and then turned to the ghostwriting.

Had a really solid session on the ghostwriting, and caught up to where I hoped to be by the end of the day. Within designated work hours, too, not running over into night hours. So that felt good, to be back on track. A little over 6K words.

The crockpot chicken in romesco sauce was really good. I’d never made a romesco sauce before – tomato, roasted red peppers, almonds, walnuts (the recipe said hazelnuts, but I had walnuts), cilantro, paprika. Really good.

There’s way too much chaos right now in various social media spaces and I’m just not engaging with it. I’m doing my thing and dealing with what needs to be dealt with in life. I think there are a bunch of accounts I followed that are just getting too big and self-important, and I need to unfollow and stay with the smaller, more fun and genuine accounts. I don’t follow that many really big accounts anyway, and when I do, within a few months, they wind up feeling scummy. So, bye. I had a full life before social media existed, and it’s a tool I want to use, not be used by.

Rested my brain in the evening. Woke up at 1:30, got back to sleep and dreamed I hosted a party. It was fun, but I woke up feeling like. . .I hosted a party.

It looks like it will rain any minute. If that’s the case, I have to put off going to the mechanic again. Can’t drive to get new windshield wipers in weather that requires windshield wipers. I will try to get in touch with building maintenance again, and hope I can get that issue sorted out.

I’m hoping for a quiet, solid workday. BETTING MAN and ghostwriting will be the focus. Some admin work, some work on contest entries. Theatrical Shenanigans had a solid post on IG about my radio play that goes live on Sunday, “Inspired By.”

Starting tomorrow through next weekend, it will be very busy both in the house and out of it, so I need to keep my head in the game.

Have a good one!

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Tues. April 21, 2026: Tired Brain

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Tuesday, April 21, 2026

Waxing Moon

Sunny and cold

You can read the Community Tarot Reading for the Week here.

Thursday, Bluesky had issues. Friday, Instagram wouldn’t let me post. Thank goodness I am old enough to have skills honed before social media. So it was basically frustrating, but nothing more. I could comment on posts on Instagram, I just couldn’t post anything from the computer (I can from my phone). With no explanation. It seemed to work again, somewhat, over the weekend, off and on.

By the time I’d posted the blog, it was bucketing down rain, so I postponed errands. I dealt with some admin work. There was a break in the weather, so I put on shoes, grabbed my bag, and trotted down to the post office. They’re putting in a new sidewalk in front of the post office, so I had to go around to the side door. But they’re doing a much better job than the Sidewalk Chewing Demons have been doing (the company working in front of the post office is a different one).

Got things mailed, headed to another nearby store to pick up some more notebooks for the workshop (I supply small notebooks that the participants can then take with them), swung by the liquor store, and headed home. Made it before the rain began again.

Worked on the handout. Changed things a half a dozen times, to find the right variety of exercises. Pulled some more books I want to take, for the participants to look at.

Did a nice chunk of work on the ghostwriting, getting to where I had hoped to be by end of day Thursday. So I was still behind, but not too far behind.

Cooked dinner, hung out on the front porch for a bit. Some of the seeds are coming up. The white bush (I don’t know what it is) out back exploded into bloom these past days. It usually lasts for a couple of weeks, before fading back to green.

Slept reasonably well, in spite of weird dreams and Charlotte fussing. I woke up at 4:30, refused to get up, dozed off, and got up around 6, which is fine. Fed everyone, the morning routine went well. It was so gorgeously quiet I didn’t want to break it by turning on the vacuum. I wanted to sit and enjoy the morning.

Did a whole lot of other housework before I used the vacuum, including throwing out a lot of instruction manuals for things we no longer have, and tidying up the rolltop desk in the sewing room, which turned into a catch-all. Now, it’s an actual functioning desk again. Did a medium-sized vacuum (a little over 90 minutes). I still need to do a deep clean in a few places. Did some planting.

In the afternoon, I headed down to the gallery to support my friend’s event. There were some other gallery members just hanging out, which was fun. It’s hard to really spend time with each other at openings, because they are so busy. I’m glad they’re busy, it’s great so many people are excited about our work, but I’m better one-on-one than in large groups.

On the way home, I picked up some peel and stick wallpaper that I plan to use on the back door. I can’t stand the raw press-wood door. It looks temporary, and I want something that looks like part of the house. Did a mockup (without peeling and sticking) and realized I’d gotten the math wrong, and needed more sheets.

Got some other work done, cooked dinner, got some planting done. One could feel the temperature dropping.

Did some re-reading of some material I needed for a project.

Slept reasonably well, up at the normal time on Sunday, morning routine. I polished and printed the handouts for the workshop, and did the Community Tarot Reading for the Week, which you can read here. The weather was horrible, and I figured I’d have a low-to-no turnout. I certainly wouldn’t want to come out in the weather if I didn’t have to!

Packed up the remaining bits and bobs for the workshop. Stopped to pick up some more peel and stick wallpaper, headed for the gallery. I was there way too early, but got set up and chatted with the member assigned to sit that day. The weather was awful. We waited a reasonable amount of time, and then called it. I packed back up, and got in the car – and one of the windshield wiper blades snapped off. I should be able to snap it right back on, but it wouldn’t snap, so I had to drive without it.

Stopped at Big Y for coffee filters, tulips, and cilantro. Got home safely, hauled everything upstairs, put it away. I will have to either get the wiper snapped back in or get new wipers this week. Heard from some people apologizing for not coming to the workshop. Reassured them it was fine, I wouldn’t want to be out in the weather, either. It moved between rain, sleet, snow, back to rain, and so forth, with the temperatures dropping.

Set up some tables for the plants inside, and pulled the tender seedlings from the porch. They should be able to go back out by tomorrow, but I didn’t want to risk them in 20F degree temperatures.

Fixed myself a sidecar and read for a bit.

Made fish tacos for dinner, and they turned out well. Definitely much better than the last time I tried them.

Had a relaxing evening, trying to store up energy for the coming week. Slept reasonably well, and woke up to frost on Monday morning. Morning routine was fine, although the free write was more of a brain dump than anything creative. I have some decisions to make this week, so I’m spinning out possibilities.

Technically, in our state, yesterday was a holiday, so a bunch of stuff was closed. I hoped that meant I could have a quiet workday at home.

There were shootings all over the country over the weekend, the worst being the man in Louisiana who shot most of his family, including his kids, across multiple locations. This is escalating because these men are never held accountable, and it has to start from the top. There have to be consequences for the Epstein abusers, and then it has to spread to everyone. This regime, through policy, legislation, and coverup, including overturning Roe vs. Wade, has legalized violence against women. That has to change.

Did the rounds posting the intent for the week and the tarot reading, then checked the blogs I read daily. Went through a whole lot of email and dealt with it. Washed the inside of the back door to prep it for papering.

Got a little over 1200 words done on BETTING MAN, which was okay, but not as much as I hoped.

I ate an early lunch because the playwrights’ group met online from noon to 2, and I wanted to be ready for that. Did the marketing rounds for the day.

During the writing session, I completed the admin work for the reading in June (the contract and other materials had just come through, so I read through everything and turned it around). I also worked on the pitch for the upcoming deadline. I read through several of my scripts, trying to figure out which sample was best suited as attachment. I was very glad I had the notebook from the free write sessions handy, because I’d made a bunch of notes for the project in there. I’ll give it another look today, and get it out the door.

Took a quick break, and then went back to the ghostwriting.

Had a really good session, over 3K, although I’m still not where I wanted to be by today. I’m still a day behind. I hope I can catch up today and tomorrow, or I will end up working one of the weekend days. I looked up at one point, and large snowflakes were flying around. Sigh.

My brain hurt by the time I shut down for the day. Heated up some leftovers. Read a bit for pleasure at night. I’m savoring my friend’s book instead of rushing through it.

Woke up at 3 AM because of pain in my hip. Tried to get that settled down, and then some dingus started using a leaf blower at 3:30. I’m sorry, there is NO reason to use a leaf blower at 3:30 AM. It wasn’t in the immediate area, but sound carries here, especially between the mountains. I wasn’t about to get dressed and hunt it down, but I was annoyed. I started drifting off again just before 5, and Tessa started insisted on breakfast.

Today will be a long day.

I wanted to go to the mechanic about the windshield wiper, but I have to do it as they’re opening. There’s frost this morning, and, even if I scrape it down off the windshield, I can’t really drive without being able to wipe it off with the wipers (and a paper towel doesn’t work, I tried). So I will wait until it’s warmer, tomorrow, and give it ago.

I have to get in touch with maintenance today, too. The toilet’s running again. I don’t want to waste water. I’m not a data center.

In this morning’s free write, I came to a decision that changes a lot in BETTING MAN. I had to make the decision today, because it affects what I’m about to write as well as the rest of the book, and this change also has an effect on one of the series arcs.

Now, I have to see if I can pull it off.

Late yesterday, an opportunity landed on my desk. A place to which I’d applied for a grant and didn’t get it has an opportunity for people just in this area and got in contact with me, but I have to get the materials out the door today. I’m not sure I can do it. I’m not sure I can afford not to at least try. I have the materials. It would be a case of the cover letter, which shouldn’t be too hard.

After breakfast, I need to get the garbage out, and then put together the crockpot meal. And then, get started on the workday.

Yoga was cancelled due to a sewage pipe break at the studio. I was looking forward to getting back to class, but I guess I’ll wait until next week.

Have a good one!

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Fri. April 17, 2026: Ready for the Weekend!

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Friday, April 17, 2026

New Moon

Cloudy, warm, humid

New moon today, yay! What fun. Although the frantic “this planetary alignment will only happen once in our lifetime” gets old. Yes, it’s really cool. No, you don’t have to do everything and make every decision in these twenty-four hours. Take a single step. Make one decision. We’re all in survival mode, and putting ridiculous amounts of pressure on us that something huge has to pile on today is detrimental, not helpful. Work with the energy, don’t let the energy (or people trying to sell you something) work you.

Charlotte was so happy we had online meditation yesterday. It’s her favorite part of the week. Between meditation and her own portion of freshly grated parmesan whenever we eat pasta, she is even more of a princess than before, and she owns it!

The story on the Rape Academy is disturbing and enraging, but not surprising. And there need to be consequences, but until there are consequences for the predators in this regime, there won’t be consequences for anyone else. And there needs to be a reckoning, because anyone who would harm in this way someone who loves and trusts them deserves harsh justice. Since justice no longer exists (at least in this country), we need to become Nemesis.

And then the story about the former Lt. Governor of Virginia who murdered his wife and then committed suicide. Male violence has got to have consequences.

Far too much of my life has been spent outwitting and/or outmaneuvering predatory men, and I am so glad I didn’t listen to all the “advice” about my standards being too high and that I should settle. I have friends who refused to settle who are in terrific relationships, and that is hopeful. I have friends who either refused to settle and remained single, or got tired of settling and left unhappy relationships. I think that, too, is hopeful.

Chuck Schumer betrayed us again, proving he works for Israel, not the US. Get rid of him now. We can’t wait until the midterms.

After breakfast, I got my act together and headed to the grocery store. Only Church Street was closed off for repaving (without notice) and Ashland is down to one lane because of construction. The two streets that my street runs between. Sigh.

I managed to turn back on Church and nip down a side street to Ashland and maneuver around everything to get to the store. Another reason I’m doing many things on foot if I don’t have a lot to carry. But today, I knew I’d need the car. Rt. 2, to get to Williamstown, has construction at that bridge that’s always in danger of falling down (which they will take down completely at some point), and the other street to Williamstown is also under construction. So basically, I can’t really get anywhere for the next couple of months unless I can go on foot, or have a big block of time to get stuck in construction traffic. They shouldn’t be allowed to work on all the streets to the same place at once. Do one, then the other, so that there’s always a route open. I know we have a short season to get it all done, but come on. And communicate! The Police Department is handling a lot of those types of communications now, but even they don’t get all the information they need ahead of time.

Did a bigger grocery shop than I planned because of the selection and the prices. Spent more than I planned, too (over the week’s budget, but within the month’s), but I’m stocked up on several staples before the next price hikes go into effect. There were a couple of things I wanted that I couldn’t find, but I got substitutes. I’m looking for some ingredients to make filled dumplings – in this new fridge/freezer, I have the room to make big batches, put them in smaller bags, and freeze them. But it’s a little early for what I need, so I will wait and make them later in the season. I mean, I have three whole cookbooks for dumplings from all over the world, so I’m going to use them!

I also have two cookbooks just dedicated to potatoes, which means we have lots of variations on potato salad all summer, which is a favorite. Pretty soon, it will be warm enough to make lime cilantro mayonnaise, too.

So I did this great, big grocery shop, and I refrained from purchasing a great, big lilac bush. Because I live in an apartment, and even with the front porch and the back balcony, I’m not sure I could give it the home it needs and deserves. It was hard to use self-restraint. I adore lilacs.

The self-checkout area had a line, so one of the clerks waved me over to her station. I told her I felt spoiled, I was so used to doing my own checkout, and thanked her. I have my own scanning/bagging system, so it was weird to have someone else scan. I did most of my own bagging, since I’m used to setting up the bags and then filling them as to how I carry them, so nothing is too heavy.

Swung by the library. A big stack of books waited for me, including one where there were nearly 200 people on the waiting list, so I figured it would be a year or more before I got it. But it’s here, and I will turn it around as quickly as possible, so the next person doesn’t have to wait so long. When a volume becomes available from one’s home library, the home library hold gets priority over a regional hold. So sometimes, one lucks out.

Maneuvered around the paving and then the construction and made it home. My goodness, that was more complicated then it should have been, for four blocks.

Hauled everything up the stairs, got it put away, and then had to have a break on the couch with Bea.

Did my marketing for the books and for the workshop, then settled into the Freelance Friends chat. Which didn’t work out, because Bluesky wasn’t working.

I had trouble settling in, and didn’t get much writing done the rest of the day. I practically did a grid search for the missing library book, without success. I remember putting it in the stack to go back to the library, then pulling it to copy out some information and putting it near the printer. But it’s not near the printer, I don’t have the information, and I don’t remember whether or not I decided I didn’t need the information and took it back, or what. It’s not marked as “returned” – sometimes this happens if it doesn’t scan, but then it shows up at its home library. I’m baffled.

I did some work on the workshop, but not enough. I had some things to deal with elected officials about, and that took more time than I wanted. I received something I’d ordered the previous day. Part of it was for other people, so I separated and packed that up for them.

And suddenly, it was dinner time. Had trouble settling in the evening, too. Did some work on contest entries, started the book with all the holds on it and was disappointed. It’s very well-written, but I don’t like any of the characters (and it has a large ensemble), and I keep asking myself if I want to spend time with them.

I was tired and annoyed with myself for being tired. Woke up at 4:30 and started my day, so I could get everything done before heading out to the laundromat at 6. Did two loads of laundry, which I will fold and put away after breakfast. One entire load was just yoga blankets, so they are ready for the turnover to summer fabrics on May 1. We use fleece all winter and yoga blankets all summer.

It looks like it wants to rain again. If it does, I may not head out as planned, or I’ll at least wait. I need to mail what I packed up yesterday, and run a couple of other errands. Because of all the construction, it makes more sense to go on foot, but I also am not going out in bad weather. It’s something that could wait until tomorrow, or later today.

I have to finish the workshop handouts and print them, work on BETTING MAN, and catch up on the ghostwriting, since I didn’t get as far as I hoped yesterday. The workshop bag is packed up, so I just have to add the handouts. The snack bag for the workshop is packed (I always provide snacks), and I will add some bowls before I head out the door. I will keep an eye out for a set of thrift shop bowls that aren’t delicate vintage china (which is what I tend to gravitate toward), but something sturdier that can travel around to events. A set of event bowls, so to speak. I have event platters, but I need a trio of bowls that are sturdy and also fun. I’m not hauling my grandmother’s Limoge bowls to events! I use those at home.

Over the weekend, I will finally be able to read the book my friend sent me a little over a week ago, work on contest entries, go to the gallery on Saturday to support my friend’s event, and teach my own event on Sunday. Plus, housework, and maybe some writing. If the light is good enough, maybe some sewing, too, now that the fabric’s been pulled. And so have the patterns. I even found a pattern I’d been looking for, and thought I would have to build a new one from scratch. But I found it, and I only have to size it up a bit, since I am no longer the svelte young thing I was when I first used it.

Now they’re telling us it will snow on Sunday. Urgh.

Have a good weekend, and we’ll catch up on the other side.

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Thurs. April 16, 2026: A Solid Writing Day

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Thursday, April 16, 2026

Dark Moon

Rainy, warm, humid

You can read the latest on the garden over at Gratitude and Growth. There’s actually something to write about this week!

I am sad to learn that Hampshire College is closing later this year. I haven’t been there often, although the Feminist Writing Collective meets there in person. I liked the feel of the place when I visited. It’s a unique educational facility, and deserves more support than it gets. But we live in a country that despises education.

As far as the Draft2Digital controversy goes, I am not happy with the changes, even though (when I market), I am usually above the threshold. Again, it’s a poverty tax, and they’re already holding royalties until they feel like paying them out. I am not going to KDP, as a bunch of authors in a huff are doing, because I think the Zon is going to keep making things worse over there. While I feel forced to use them as a distributor, I do not want them as a publisher. I do wonder, however, if this annual fee below royalty threshold is the first step toward D2D intending a monthly subscription fee to use them (which means I’ll delete my account) or if the writing is on the wall and they are going under. Since they take a portion of the royalties already, it feels like double-dipping.

I am not making hasty moves, but I am looking at options. If Things Go Horribly Wrong (as they are likely to do, at some point), I will move things to another option. Even those options are tightening, new ones also turn up. Acting instantly out of fear or anger isn’t going to solve this. It needs a long-term strategy with as many heads as a hydra. This is my business, and I need to find a practical solution that aligns with my values, and is not just tied to the emotions. My sense is that D2D will go under in 3-5 years, if not sooner, unless they walk this back.

I am waiting a few days for the initial kerfuffle to settle down, and then I have to talk to them about a tangle with Smashwords (which they bought).

I started on some work after breakfast and then said to myself, “what are you doing? This is your best creative brain time, not your best practical brain time.” So I stopped what I was doing and turned my attention to BETTING MAN. After I took the garbage out, because some practicalities won’t wait.

One of the things I need to do in the next draft is layer in more fear and tension around the attacks happening early in the book. The seeds are there, those attacks are the catalyst for this book, but I need to build the tension more significantly in particular scenes. There has to be more of a sense of ominous threat from the very beginning. The first death is several chapters in, to someone who was hurt just before the start of the book, and then died. That’s not a spoiler, it’s expected. The physical body drop/murder that shakes up the summer theatre company happens farther into the book than I usually like to put it, but that’s what fits this particular story. The death that was my original inspirational catalyst, way back when I first played with the idea of this book years ago, happens even further in, and is now an escalation instead of the catalyst. But it gives the readers a chance to really get to know those characters.

You structure the book to tell the best story. Genre expectations play into it, but you need to know when and where to go beyond them, rather than being imprisoned by them. If every time I pick up a book in a particular genre and know that X is going to happen on p. 35, I’m going to get fed up. Some people find that comforting, and more power to them. It’s the best way to tell some stories, but not all. It’s one of many reasons I hate the whole concept of “beat sheets” for novels. I understand their purpose in film scripts, but novels need more room to breathe, in my opinion. You can serve the story with a slightly different structure as long as the experience of the book is satisfying within the genre. That means studying craft and understanding genre, which too many people don’t bother to do, and that’s why a lot of alternately structured books often aren’t satisfying. And then, suddenly, you read one that breaks every rule and does it with courage and beauty, taking your breath away, and it reminds you of the possibilities. When you understand a structure, you can break the rules. But breaking a rule out of not knowing or understanding it rarely works. Sometimes people mis-genre books, placing them into a genre when, in reality, the book has genre elements without fully committing to the genre.

In this case, I have to ratchet up the tension earlier so that the escalating deaths become the payoff instead of the catalyst. Then it builds to the climactic sequence that pays off the entire story. The personal tensions in the book are building well, but I also need to build the plot/structural tensions in a way that feed and put even more pressure on the personal tensions. Because the societal influences of that particular time and place are a big part of what causes the murders in the first place, setting down that track first and then layering in the plottier genre elements is working better for me in this particular book.

At least I know where I have to go in the next draft, so I won’t be sitting there, blinking at it, feeling completely lost! But I have to set down certain elements in this draft first, and then layer. Some writers can integrate all their ideas in a draft, do an editing pass, and off they go. I admire them. I usually need to focus on different aspects in different drafts. Which sucks on a tight schedule.

No matter what the process, every book is somewhat reinventing one’s wheel, or at least re-aligning it. Every book has its own internal rhythm, both in the writing and then in the reading. For me, one of the pleasures in the editing process is tightening things so the internal rhythm flows. When you work in a series, you have the book’s internal rhythm, and then how it fits into the rhythm of the series. The layering can be exhausting, but it’s also part of the pleasure of the process.

At least I know in STAGE FALL, the next book, the first body drop is early and in that case, it is the catalyst for the whole darn book. That has a more traditional structure.

As I’m working on the outline of EXITS AND ENTR’ACTES, which is a set of five novelettes/novellas in the series that will be in a single volume, I have to structure each one to be satisfying on its own, while also making sure they are in conversation with each other, so that the entire collection reads as a piece, with a build and flow.

I got a little over 1700 words done on BETTING MAN, a good day’s work.

I’m looking for a book I wanted to use in Sunday’s workshop, and can’t find it. It’s a library book, which is alarming, because I have specific places I keep library books, and it’s not in any of them. The last place I saw it was near the printer, because I planned to pull some information from it, but it’s vanished. I have a few weeks before it’s due, and I can do the course without it, but it’s disturbing.

Did the day’s marketing, did promotion for Sunday’s workshop.

Buckled down after lunch to the ghostwriting, and got about 3200 words done it, hitting the point I wanted to hit in the day’s work, so that felt good. That’s on track.

But I was tired by the end of the day. A good tired, but still tired.

Repurposed some leftovers so they wouldn’t be boring, and then sat on the porch for a bit. I then decided to teak oil one of the chairs. Since the porch is enclosed, it’s okay to do so, even in the bad weather.

I’m sad to learn that Wellfleet Harbor Actors Theatre, out on Cape Cod, is closing as of June 1. I worked with one of the founders, Jeff Zinn, at Circle Rep in NYC, shortly before that closed. Jeff was a huge driving force in the theatre, and I enjoyed many productions over the years, even driving out from NY to see them. He left in 2011 (I can’t believe it’s that long ago), shortly after I moved to the Cape, so I never had a chance to work with him at that theatre. For some reason, I thought he left just before the pandemic, but fact-checking, it was shortly after I moved to the Cape. I think he was still involved with the theatre, just not responsible for everything anymore. Anyway, I’m sad. They did a lot of very strong work.

A thunderstorm woke me a little after 1 AM, but I let the rain soothe me back to sleep, and got up around the normal time, for the morning routine.

On today’s agenda: online meditation group, grocery shopping, library, writing BETTING MAN, Freelance Friends chat, polishing the material for Sunday’s workshop, marketing, ghostwriting, maybe oiling another chair, working on contest entries.

That’s a pretty full day, so I better get to it, hadn’t I?

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Wed. April 15, 2026: An Inspired Afternoon

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Wednesday, April 15, 2026

Day Before Dark Moon

Cloudy and warm

And it’s the middle of the week! The weeks fly by, although portions of them can drag at times.

Yesterday morning, I printed off some of the Pages on Stages business cards, which made the most sense to take to a theatre panel. And the big challenge was to decide which notebook to use to write down resonant quotes and/or ideas they spurred. I finally decided on the notebook I got at one of the regional Chamber events, that I used for the Assets4Artists Workshops. It’s the right size and heft. Filled my water bottle, put it in the fridge, and hoped I wouldn’t walk out of the house without it.

Sat down to deal with writing and admin. There was a lot of construction noise between the work on Ashland Street and the Sidewalk Chewing Demons starting up again a few blocks away. Got all signed up for the Small Business Expo in Dalton in mid-May. Got my pitch out to my Llewellyn editor. She picked the article she wanted, and we’re all set. I’ll get the contract next week. 2028, here we come! Another call for pitches landed on my desk for a publication into which I’ve wanted to break for a long time. I noodled some ideas, and maybe I can get something off to them today.

Prepped my crockpot meal. Planted carrots, alyssum, and chives. A submission call landed on my desk that was closing yesterday. I looked through what I have ready, and there was something that seemed to fit, so that went out.

I had pulled two possible outfits for the panel, depending on the weather, and then the weather changed again, so I put something else together. We’re in the season of whatever you wear will only work for 15 minutes. Plus, since I planned to walk there and back, I wanted to wear something that would work with comfortable shoes.

Only got a little over 800 words done on BETTING MAN, but that’s 800 words more than I had, and a solid start to the next chapter.

Did my marketing rounds.

Got dressed, realized it wouldn’t work, changed into something simpler, worried I was underdressed, and couldn’t worry anymore, so off I went. It was in the high 70’s F when I walked down to the event space, but really lovely out.

The afternoon of panel discussions sponsored by WAM Theatre and MCLA was a good way to spend time. Interesting people from the arts and arts-adjacent professions, talking about how they made the decisions to take certain risks. Very much in tune with the astrological aspects of the week. Good conversations, interesting questions, all around a good way to spend the afternoon.

The skies were ominous when I emerged, and I booked it home as fast as possible, even with an errand on the way. I felt like something out of a disaster film, trying to run ahead of the threatening dark clouds rolling up behind me. It started raining a little bit by the time I was a block and a half from home. In spite of the wind, I used my little umbrella as a shield.

I had just picked up the mail and shut the front door when the skies exploded. It was an absolute monsoon of rain, with thunder. My little umbrella would not have provided much protection, had I been caught out in it. I was very lucky to make it home, and hope everyone else got home safely, too.

I made rice and ladled the sweet potato-lentil curry over it. It was good, but the taste didn’t pop the way I expected it to. You’d think, with ginger, curry powder, and turmeric, it would pack more of a punch. Maybe the flavors will deepen in the leftovers. Or maybe I will add a bit more seasoning! But it was good and satisfying, and my body was happy after, and all the way through to this morning.

It was hard to settle and quiet down after the stimulation of the afternoon, and hard to get to sleep. But I managed, and had a series of very odd dreams.

Up at the usual time, morning routine. It’s going to be in the 80’sF for the next two days, and then plummet back down to the 50’s, with nights being in the 30’s again. Whiplash weather.

I kept thinking today was Thursday, but it’s Wednesday. On today’s agenda: finalizing the exercises for the weekend workshop and the handouts, working on BETTING MAN, ghostwriting (the next 20K due on the 28th), and contest entries. Hopefully, a solid, steady workday.

There are some lovely quotes to share with you from the first volume of WRITERS ON WRITING:

“In my closet there is a shelf devoted entirely to notebooks. I choose among them for the perfect relationship between container and the thing contained.” Mary Gordon, “Putting Pen to Paper, but Not Just Any Pen or Just Any Paper” — p. 80.

“Writers don’t choose their craft; they need to write in order to face the world. . .” Alice Hoffman, “Sustained by Fiction While Facing Life’s Facts” – p. 97.

“Writing a novel is gathering smoke.” Walter Mosley, “For Authors, Fragile Ideas Need Loving Every Day” – p. 163.

“Stories come to us as wraiths requiring precise embodiments.” Joyce Carol Oates, “To Invigorate Literary Mind, Start Moving Literary Feet” – p. 170.

Have a great day!

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Tues. April 14, 2026: Time to Put on the Metaphorical Running Shoes

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Tuesday, April 14, 2026

Waning Moon

Cloudy and mild

Happy new week! I hope yours had a good start.

You can find the Community Tarot Reading for the week here.

Friday was a lovely day, nice enough to sit out on the porch. I got the laundry folded and put away, and got through a bunch of admin work. Finished reading a book of NEW YORKER profiles. Some of them I’d read when they first came out in the magazine. Others were from far earlier, before I was even born. It was interesting.

I did some more admin/email work, I worked on the pitches for my Llewellyn editor, I played with ideas for the other two deadlines. It was more trying things and figuring out they weren’t what I wanted than making much progress.

I read a book in the afternoon/evening by an author whose film/television work I’m familiar with, and I’m just starting to read the novels. The first novel of his I read I really liked. The second one I read (which got a lot of buzz) had an unreliable narrator, and I got too far ahead of it too quickly. In this one (the first of a series), the author inserts himself in the story as a somewhat fictionalized version of himself, a conceit I don’t really like. There were a bunch of inside jokes that if you are a writer or a theatre person or have worked in television/film, they are amusing, but again, the conceit is often about that. I’m deliberately using “conceit” here in both its meanings. This kind of stylistic choice is often more about ego than genuinely serving the story. One can just as easily Mary Sue with a fictional character, and that gives a novel more credibility, in my opinion. However, this particular author is a really good writer, so I stayed with it. Again, I got ahead of it. I’m willing to read the next book in the series. I also found out that the first book of this author’s I read is the first book of a different series. I do want to read the second book, but I’m not sure how I feel about it being a series. Sometimes a book just needs to stand alone.

I also find that this author has their own set of character tropes. Differently named characters in the different series, but the ensemble contains characters very similar to each other from series to series. Some of that is genre expectation, but some of that is also author voice.

On a craft level, it’s all very interesting. So this has become reading to gain craft knowledge, rather than reading for pleasure, which means I’m reading differently.

I don’t think I mentioned Wife Creature’s ridiculous, inappropriate press conference on Thursday night. First of all, she’s lying. Those of us who were around NYC in the 90’s remember. Second of all, no one cares what she has to say about anything. That Thing posted a snuff video, and no one does anything. We have the most useless Congress ever. I’m over all of them, even the ones I like. Let’s clear ‘em out and start over with individuals who are actually interested in public service, not private grift.

“You could have just paid us a living wage” should be a rallying cry. (If you understand that quote, good for you, and I’m probably paraphrasing the actual quote, but that’s how it’s sticking in my brain). I’m tired of all the C-suite grifting while making it impossible for the people actually doing the work to live. Stop telling us to stand there peacefully while we’re murdered. I also love how many non-religious people are standing with the Pope.

For dinner, I made salmon, asparagus in hollandaise sauce, and wild rice. I need to come to terms with not liking asparagus. I’m allowed to not like one or more vegetables (not a fan of beets, either). Yes, asparagus is healthy. I still don’t like it.

I thought it was leftover whatever (“trauma” is not the right term, that should be reserved for something stronger) from childhood. Soon after we moved to Rye from Chicago, while my dad was still alive, we took a Saturday jaunt to Westport, CT (not far). We stopped at a farm stand, and my dad bought a crate of 30 lbs. of asparagus. We took it home and prepared it (I remember sitting doing something with it, but can’t remember the details, I was too little). We ate asparagus for months. I hated it. I didn’t eat it again for about 30 years or more after that.

I’ve had it a few times since, mostly because it’s healthy and I was trying to expand my palate. Even steamed and slathered in hollandaise sauce, I don’t like it. I’ve done my due diligence on it, and let’s all move on, shall we?

Only now I have some leftover steamed asparagus we have to finish. I’ll chop it up and put it in a frittata or something, maybe with some mushrooms.

In the evening, I took the laptop into the living room so we could watch Artemis II splashdown. It brought back many happy Apollo moon mission memories. My parents always either let me stay up or woke me up for important Apollo moments, and for that I am grateful.

I admit, I worried, and I was so relieved for a successful splashdown.

Meanwhile, That Thing wants to slash NASA’s budget by 47%. NASA’s budget is only 1% of the overall budget. So the egocentric billionaire whose rockets always explode gets tax breaks, but NASA, who actually has the skills and the passion for the work gets their budget cut. Again, let’s put in members of Congress with a little common sense. Do not get me started about the gutting of the Forest Service.

Having four smart, skilled, kind, funny, passionate astronauts in space, thrilled and joyful about their work and sharing it with the world was a balm for us. They (and their team on the ground) achieved something amazing and beautiful. We need to build on that, not on unauthorized wars for personal profit.

Slept well, although Tessa got me up early.  Morning routine was fine. We finished our taxes, which was not fun, but was necessary.

Lots of housework, which is always good when it’s done. And yet, there’s always more housework to do! In the afternoon, I spent about three hours ironing, but I’m caught up with all the fabric that’s been washed (there’s plenty that is yet to be washed, and then there will be another spate of ironing). I actually enjoy ironing, and I especially enjoy the result.

Charlotte decided to go on my mom’s bed, which she never does because Willa thinks is HER territory, but Charlotte didn’t care, and Willa didn’t dare to contradict her. It was funny. Tessa got annoyed with me when I moved the blue shell chair (which she has taken over) because that’s where I set up the ironing board, so Tessa sat on any fabric long enough to drape over the far end of the ironing board. Bea watched everything from the safety of the top of the kitty condo.

I also pulled the fabrics I want to start working with first on the sewing projects. I’m doing the same easy pattern in four different fabrics, so I pulled all of that for easy access.

I did some noodling on the article ideas, and some work on contest entries.

Cooked dinner, had a quiet evening. Ordered some seeds from Sow True Seed, whom I’ve heard good things about, and they had a free shipping deal going on. Pretty soon, I think we can start setting up the back balcony.

Up at the regular time on Sunday, morning routine was fine. Got the Community Tarot reading done, and you can read it here. I was frustrated with the computer changing words. I have auto incorrect turned off, and I have to go in and uninstall Co-pilot constantly. And it still goes in and changes things randomly. Get your effing AI out of my tools, mofo.

I finished the first volume of the handwritten journal for the year on Saturday and started the new one on Sunday morning. I will finish the second spiral notebook for the freewrite in a couple of days and have to start a third one.

I wrote a little over 2K on BETTING MAN, which felt good. I hope I’m over the worst of the stumbling blocks for this book now. When I’m working on a first draft, I need to work on it every day. I’ve been too piecemeal about working on this, and it’s suffering because of it. That’s how a book grows, for me, at least. Showing up consistently.

I changed my mind a couple of times about what to work on at the craft jam, but I finally packed a couple of options into my new little sewing box (the one that looks a bit like a train case). I packed that into a bigger bag with my umbrella in case it rained, and headed out.

It was a lovely walk down to the gallery, really pretty out. We had an interesting group. Some people painted, some sketched, one was trying new ideas with her camera, one brought her pan drums and shared how they worked. Some people showed up because they wanted to see the show.

I worked on the crochet piece using the very fine alpaca yarn I’ve had for a Very Long Time. Because it’s so fine, it takes forever to get a row done (the base chain stitch row is 115 stitches). I managed 2 full rows and started the third during the two-hour session. Which doesn’t sound like much, but with yarn that fine, I can’t rush. It’s difficult to see sometimes, and the work has to be somewhat precise. Every so often, something goes cattywampus and I have to undo a few stitches and rework them.

I listened more than I talked, and picked up a good bit of interesting local information. I fully intend to make use of it, should the opportunity arise.

Came home, hung out on the porch reading contest entries for a bit, then cooked dinner and had a quiet evening of writing in longhand, working out a few things, and music.

To say I am pleased about the election results in Hungary is an understatement. Yet more proof that anything That Thing touches, dies. I could make a very inappropriate comment here, but I will refrain.

Up early on Monday. The morning routine was fine. It sets a good foundation for the day. Posted the blog and the tarot reading links. Read the blogs I check every morning.

After breakfast, I got myself together, sealed all the tax envelopes and trotted down to the post office. Where I was told if I didn’t pay for tracking (which is about an extra $5 for each envelope), it probably wouldn’t be delivered because “people steal everything being sent to the government.” Excuse me? EXCUSE ME???? That’s extortion. I’m paying the USPS to steward the mail to its destination. It’s called stamps. It’s supposed to be under the stewardship of a federal employee from the moment I hand it over in the post office until it’s delivered. If it’s stolen, it means it’s an inside job, and I shouldn’t have to pay an extra fee to guarantee that it won’t. No, I am not paying an extortion fee. That’s racketeering. Proof that it all rots from the head.

When I came home, I filed the incident with the State AG’s office (because that office is actually trustworthy), and copied it to one of my federal senators.

I have photocopies of the signed, dated returns if I’m falsely accused of not filing on time. I intentionally got them in early, and hand-cancelled, since the post office no longer automatically stamps the mail at the post office of origin on the date it’s sent.

Absolute B.S.

I also booked my hotel for June, when my play has a reading in Greenfield. Greenfield’s not all that far away, but it’s farther than I want to drive home at night after an evening of a play reading and all that entails. 35 miles as the crow flies, but an hour and a half or more because, mountains. So I booked a no muss/no fuss hotel about eight miles away from the theatre. I’d looked at the rates yesterday, and they were already $50 more than last week, so I poked around a bit, and got it through Hotels.com for almost what it was last week. I’ve used Hotels.com for a lot of simple bookings over the years, and it’s always been fine. Let’s hope that continues. It’s non-refundable, but looking at the additional “protection policy” it doesn’t really offer protection, so I’ll risk it. I can check in mid-afternoon, be at the theatre in plenty of time for my reading call, enjoy all four plays read that night and chat with people, head back to the hotel for a good night’s sleep, and then meander home the next day. I already arranged to have those days off from the ghostwriting.

By that time, most of the  morning was gone, much to my chagrin.

I wrote a little over 3K on BETTING MAN, which was good. A solid chapter. Played with some ideas for my Llewellyn editor. I looked at the notes I made in the freewrite notebook and have no idea what I meant by them.

I wrote and turned in the two book reviews coming due. The ghostwriting notes came back after hours for me, so I will grab them this morning and then start on that tomorrow.

On today’s agenda, I have to print up some business cards for this afternoon’s seminar, get out the pitch to my Llewellyn editor, deal with some email, work on BETTING MAN, then change into appropriate attire and head downtown for the WAM women’s leadership panel they’re doing at Mosaic Gallery.

After breakfast, I have to do mundane things like take out the garbage and get the crockpot meal for tonight set up. When I get home from the panel this evening, I don’t have to think about cooking. I might also plant some carrot seeds. Waning moon + planting day is a good time for root crops.

Have a good one!

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Mon. April 13, 2026: Intent for the Week — Step by Step

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Monday, April 13, 2026

Waning Moon

Cloudy and cool

It may be cloudy and cool now, but it’s supposed to get up into the 80’s F later this week, and then drop back to the 50’s F next week. Good opportunity to oil the teak furniture!

The Community Tarot Reading for the Week is here.

This week, I hope to take advantage of the astrological energies of sustainable building. We have all this Aries go-go-go energy, but Saturn in Aries and Jupiter in Cancer encourage taking action for long-term stability. I mean, in this state of the world, there’s no such thing really, but we do what we can. The morning routine of yoga – meditation – free write sets a firm foundation for me for the day, letting me meet it with a clear head and a sense of purpose. Now I want to build on that with other habits that support and streamline the work, without making me feel trapped by overly-tight scheduling that just makes me feel resentful and sabotage myself. I want flexibility when necessary, but without feeling guilty if I have to change something because things have to change.

In other words, I’m working on a structure that is strong, but can sway in the winds of life without breaking.

This week, I’m not running around all that much, except for a panel with WAM tomorrow afternoon. I am head-down-working for most of the week. Next weekend, I will nip down to the gallery on Saturday to support my friend’s event, and then teach my own on Sunday. The following two weeks are very tightly packed, and then it should level out a little again. So I will frontload this week as much as I can, so I’m not overwhelmed when it gets busier.

I had hoped to read my friend’s book this weekend, but didn’t manage it. So that will be my treat in the coming days when I get things done.

I need to finish the pitch for my Llewellyn editor today and get it off latest by tomorrow (although I will try to get it done today), work on BETTING MAN, work on the ghostwriting, finish up two reviews and get them out the door, and work on contest entries. I will head down to the post office at some point this morning and get our tax returns hand-cancelled (no, I do not file them online, and no, I will not do so). Getting them out the door during the waning moon seems fitting, somehow.

Have a great week, and we’ll have our long catch-up tomorrow.

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Fri. April 10, 2026: Spring Sunshine

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Friday, April 10, 2026

Waning Moon

Sunny and cold

Friday! I’m excited for the weekend. Even though I have taxes, I’m hoping to get a lot of sleep in.

I was actually in the flow enough so I could get some work done on BETTING MAN before the online meditation group (I’d done my own morning yoga, meditation, and free write session already, with the moon smiling down on me). That felt good, to finally get past the chapter with which I’ve been wrestling for far too long.

Charlotte was delighted with online meditation. It’s her favorite part of the week.

After meditation and breakfast, I headed off to the grocery store for a light grocery shop, and then ran another errand before swinging by the library for a drop-off/pick-up.

Home in time for #FreelanceFriends, which was fun. I got a little bit of work done on the ghostwriting, but also did my federal taxes. I started the state, but that form is intentionally nonsensical, and I was too tired to focus on it. I got some planting done, so that was good.

Annoyed, but not surprised that Amazon is cutting off service to their older Kindles. My Fire is from, I think, 2014 or 2015, so maybe I can use it for another year or two. I won’t get another Kindle when they cut me off. I may get some other kind of tablet, and just have a Kindle app on it, although I’m sure, eventually, they will end that and only let Kindle books be read on their own devices. And then I will get my ebooks elsewhere.

And people wonder why I refuse to do KDP, either as an author or a reader.

My Llewellyn editor asked me to be a part of the 2028 Witches’ Companion, so I will form the ideas I’ve been playing with into something cohesive and send them early next week. I usually send her two or three ideas, and she picks the one she feels will work best in context.

I got my act together, put on Real People Pants, and walked up to the library for the Trustees meeting. It was a lovely spring evening, and definitely worth walking. However, not enough Trustees showed up to actually have the meeting, so it was canceled, although we didn’t mind having a half hour just to hang out and chat.

Walked home, and got to play with a lot of dogs out on their evening walks. I don’t know the names of many people in the extended neighborhood, but I know the dogs, and they all know me and are always so happy to see me. I got to read on the porch for a bit, and then had the online library cohort meeting (Charlotte, once again, was delighted). We are a good group, and even scattered all over the country as we are, we have cohesion.

It took me a bit to settle down after the meeting, and I slept reasonably well. I was up early this morning, fed everyone, and hauled the laundry to the laundromat. There were other people there this morning, but we all hung out in our own cars as things washed and dried, and were pleasant in passing as we switched machines, so it was fine.

Home, and did the freewrite session, trying to work out one of the pieces that’s on deadline at the end of the month. It’s a short piece, but sometimes those are harder to pin down.

I will do my yoga and meditation at the end of the day today, rather than in the morning. Tessa gets annoyed when I change up the routine, and she hates it that I don’t go to the laundromat on the same day every week so she can plan, but hey, life is hard.

On today’s agenda: folding and putting away laundry (which I will do as soon as I post this), working on BETTING MAN, working on the ghostwriting, working on my Llewellyn pitches, contacting my elected officials, working on taxes, doing some more planting.

Tomorrow should be a fairly quiet day, except for housework and taxes and contest entries. Sunday, a colleague at the gallery is doing an event in the afternoon, so I will go down for that. I hope to get in some work on BETTING MAN, and maybe on the two pieces on deadline. If the light is good, maybe I can sew a little, too.

The next few weeks ramp up as far as commitments go, so I have to pace myself. The ghostwriting deadlines will tighten over that time, too, so I’m also trying to leave myself enough thinking time.

Have a great weekend, and we’ll catch up on the other side.

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Thurs. April 9, 2026: Steady Work

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Thursday, April 9, 2026

Waning Moon

Sunny and pleasant

You can read the latest on the garden over on Gratitude and Growth.

After breakfast, we layered up (it was in the 20’sF here, although sunny) and headed out to Williamstown for my mom’s bloodwork. They were very quick, and the nurse is always gentle with her.

We explored a different way back, which was fun (always good to know how the roads connect), and stopped at Wild Oats on the way back. They are renovating, and things were moved around, which was kind of frustrating, but I found a few things. I hadn’t been there in ages, due to lack of a car.

Took another different way home from Wild Oats to avoid the construction on Ashland, so it was a nice little outing.

Bea greeted me like I’d been gone for a month.

Typed up some notes, got through a bunch of email. Sorted out some meeting stuff. Rode my elected officials about not backing down and getting complacent over the next two weeks.

Had a good session on the ghostwriting. Got my ticket sorted out for next week’s local panel by the theatre with whom I work. Prepped for tonight’s meetings.

Quiet evening, which I needed, with the way things are gearing up over the next few weeks. It was pleasant enough to sit on the porch with a book and a glass of wine for a bit.

A friend sent me his book, and I look forward to reading it (probably over the weekend).

I’m going to check to make sure I have everything I need for the taxes, although I probably won’t actually do them until Saturday. Way to ruin the weekend, right? I don’t mind the state taxes (although I hate the form, it is intentionally over-complicated). I resent the federal, at this point.

I’m taking this week’s tarot reading to heart in that I’m showing up and doing the work (and enjoying it), per the 8 of Pentacles. At the same time, in spite of all this Aries energy pushing us, I want to be cautious. I don’t want to scatter in dozens of directions and not actually get anything done because I’m afraid of missing something. I want to actually  make progress on the work I’m doing.

Yesterday was funny, because the card I pulled for the daily reading was the Hermit, which made sense. Later in the day, working with the Bonestone deck, I pulled. . .the Hermit. Yes, yesterday was a lot about solitude, which suits me well.

Wait, wait. . . our government threatened the Pope? Every time I think they can’t go any lower, they do. The arrogance and ego. The Church better excommunicate that hypocrite VP who’s hyping a new book claiming he converted.

On today’s agenda: Online meditation group, the Freelance Friends chat, library trustees meeting, library cohort meeting. In between all of that, I need to do a quick trip to the grocery store and library, work on BETTING MAN, and work on the ghostwriting.

Have a good one!

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Fri. April 3, 2026: Recalibrating

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Friday, April 3, 2026

Waning Moon

Rainy and cool

We’re at the end of another week, and it’s Easter Weekend, for those who celebrate.

Yesterday was kind of an odd day. Meditation was great, and Charlotte was happy. I managed to get down to the post office and back after breakfast in a break between rainstorms. I baked the banana chocolate chip mini muffins for tonight’s gallery opening.

The Freelance Friends chat was fun and lively, and I got the day’s marketing done.

I wasn’t feeling well, so I took care of myself in the afternoon. I’m pretty sure it’s a combination of exhaustion and stress related. Nothing feels germy, if that makes any sense. I was cat furniture, read some poetry, and did some research, and that’s about it.

I put in for some days off from the ghostwriting client, just to let them know I wouldn’t be in the office. I don’t think it will affect our schedule, but I always let them know. I’m taking off May 1 (for the general strike), May 21 (for the regional chamber event), and a couple of days in early June for my reading. I’m going to get a motel room for the night out that way, so I don’t have to worry about driving home for an hour and a half late at night after the reading, and can actually enjoy myself. Driving at night is difficult for me at this point (gosh, that makes me feel old). Distance as the crow flies is short, but the landscape/mountains means it takes about 3 or 4X what it would if it was a straight shot.

It’s another dreary, rainy day. I might run an errand or two on foot later this morning. I want to get in some work on BETTING MAN, and maybe some on the ghostwriting. We will have our big meal as a late lunch this afternoon, and then I head out to the gallery to help set up and we have our opening. I’m hoping to nip out and see a few other things that are going on as part of First Friday, but we’ll see what needs to happen at the gallery.

This weekend, we are doing taxes, although I probably won’t mail them for another week or so. I want to get in some work on BETTING MAN, and, if the light is good enough, maybe I’ll get some sewing done. And, of course, housework and working on contest entries. I’d like to close out the second category this weekend, or early next week.

Next week is a little busier than this week, so I want to make sure I replenish my mental and physical energy for that.

Have a good weekend, and we’ll catch up on Tuesday.

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Thurs. April 2, 2026: April Rains

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Thursday, April 2, 2026

Last Day of Full Moon

Rainy and chilly

You can read the latest on the garden at Gratitude & Growth here.

April is poetry month. I’m trying to read more poetry in general, but in April, I try to make a point of reading one poem every day. Yesterday’s was “Marking Time” by Michèle Roberts, from her collection ALL THE SELVES I WAS, which was a gift from a friend. It’s about her sibling’s final days. My sense is that it’s her brother, although gender is not specified.

I’m reading at least one poem a day all month (often more), but I probably won’t talk about all of them here!

I got some work done on BETTING MAN, but not enough. I packed up the books and headed for the library, where I dropped off a big stack and picked up an even bigger stack. Swung by the grocery store to pick up what I forgot yesterday, and then another errand on the way home.

I was tired.

The ghostwriting gave me another set of revision notes on the latest 20K, and I turned those around in 4 hours. Hopefully, I can invoice today.

Did my marketing rounds.

I got the notification for the domain renewal for Grief to Art, and I’m going to let it go. Much as I love the idea of the project, I don’t have the capacity to build it to what it needs to be, and it’s time to let it go. It makes me sad, somewhat, but it’s also the right decision.

There were some really toxic “pranks” anecdotes going around yesterday, and so many weren’t funny at all, but were cruel, especially a lot of the ones husbands did to their wives. Way too many toxic relationships out there. I’m tired of blaming outside influences, too. Unless that cruelty already lived somewhere in the person, it wouldn’t have room to grow.

I’m delighted that Artemis II launched successfully. I am of the generation that grew up with the Apollo missions, and I still think they are the coolest things ever. Hate SpaceX. Love NASA. I was a fully grown adult when I visited the Smithsonian Air & Space Museum in DC years back, and felt like a giddy kid.

Read a bit in the evening, but felt unsettled and tired and very depleted. It started raining again and rained hard all night. It was soothing to wake up and listen to it in the night, though.

Morning routine was fine. I have online meditation group, which will make Charlotte happy. I will tromp down to the post office to mail a few things, work on BETTING MAN, and do some ghostwriting. I have to bake for tomorrow’s gallery opening, too. And work on contest entries.

The rain just wants me to curl up with a book and a cat and do as little as possible!

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