a movie that makes me sad, this one is tough mostly cuz i tend not to look for movies designed to be sad, not because they arn't good but i feel life does enough to make someone sad, my entertainment doesn't need to do it too. i guess i will go with the movie Big Fish, it doesn't make me sad in a depressed or down sorta way, but i do get choked up at several different points.

so i've already failed to do this every day, but i trudge on none the less.


today is A Movie that makes me happy.

this one took me a bit to decide on, lots of movies make me happy, most ones that i enjoy infact. i have decided to go with the Princess Bride, This movie to me just embodies childhood fantasy, i can't help but constantly smile throught the movie and every time. there is just something pure and simple about it that really gives me a large ammount of joy.

2. Most Underrated movie

This one took a bit to think about, wasn't really sure if it meant underrated as in people saw it and don't like it, or something more like movies that never really caught on and because of that are unpopular due to no one having seen it. I went with the latter. thus making this an easy answer for me, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang. This is a fantastic movie, the dialog is amazing, the back and forth between Val Kilmer and Robert Downey Jr. is flawless. I strongly recommend it to everyone.

so as anyone who still has me friend-ed on here knows, i don't exactly post often, and i don't tend to do those meme things or whatever the hell they are called, but for the hell of it i saw one that i actually liked and so i'm going to attempt to do it, and actually keep up with it.

here's the list, it's one of those 30 day ones.

01 - The best movie you saw during the last year
02 - The most underrated movie
03 - A movie that makes you really happy
04 - A movie that makes you sad
05 - Favorite love story in a movie
06 - Favorite made for TV movie
07 - The most surprising plot twist or ending
08 - A movie that you’ve seen countless times
09 - A movie with the best soundtrack
10 - Favorite classic movie
11 - A movie that changed your opinion about something
12 - A movie that you hate
13 - A movie that is a guilty pleasure
14 - A movie that no one would expect you to love
15 - A character who you can relate to the most
16 - A movie that you used to love but now hate
17 - A movie that disappointed you the most
18 - A movie that you wish more people would’ve seen
19 - Favorite movie based on a book/comic/etc.
20 - Favorite movie from your favorite actor/actress
21 - Favorite action movie
22 - Favorite documentary
23 - Favorite animation
24 - That one awesome movie idea that still hasn’t been done yet
25 - The most hilarious movie you’ve ever seen
26 - A movie that you love but everyone else hates
27 - A movie that you wish you had seen in theaters
28 - Favorite movie from your favorite director
29 - A movie from your childhood
30 - Your favorite movie of all time

ok so day one, Best movie i saw in the last year. Assuming it means best movie i saw for the first time in the last year a few choices spring to mind immediately, How to train your dragon, Red, The Losers. But at the moment i'm writing this i think i'm going to have to go with Scott Pilgrim Vs The World. i dunno something about it just really strikes a cord with me. I love the music, the actors all do a fantastic job with a wonderfully off beat story. There is honestly nothing i dislike about it, and since getting it on blu-ray i have watched it at least half a dozen times.

So i figured this was as good as any place to ramble, i've not been doing too well lately. it just seems a lot of things in my life refuse to work out, and the positive things i get going end up turning on me as soon as they seem to be solid. I know everyone is having rough times lately and i am by far not the only person out there with troubles, it just seems like they keep compiling and while i've still got a few options out there they all seem like long shots. I feel like i've got no solid ground any more. Anything i thought i knew or understood seems to be slipping away or changing into something else entirely. All my old fall backs to pull myself together just fade away or turn on me. I don't know what to do and i am really scared and upset. At the same time i feel like a selfish jerk any time i try to talk to anyone about all this. Everyone i know is going through seriously tough times, i just don't know any more. i guess that's why i'm rambling here. there are maybe three people left who might see this, still feels nice to write it out so i guess that's at least a little bit of a help. I apologize if this is insanely boring or annoying for anyone, the wall of text that it is, just sorta letting my thoughts hit the page as it were. i guess that's really all i had to say. thanks for reading if you did.

Ok, so i haven't used this thing in years... pretty much forgot i had it for a while. i only know of a few people who even still use this thing. but yeah it's that time of year where i start feeling down and mopey. Lately it's felt like i'm just really not important to anyone in my life. like i'm at best a foot note in the passage of their lives and more often simply an annoyance to be tolerated. It's weird, i'm of two minds on the whole thing, on the one hand i know factually that i'm wrong, or at least i think i am, there are a few people out there that i'm rather sure i matter to in at least some way, though with a few of them it's not in the way that i wish they felt about me, but that's not really a big deal. i know this and yet emotionally i still feel like i don't matter at all. It's quite annoying because even though i've gone over the details of it all in my head it hasn't changed anything about how i feel. Not sure who still reads this, but it kinda feels a bit better just having written this out. for now at least.

So, yeah i tend to forget i even have this thing, but as i've been reminded of it's existance once again (thanks Jeff) i'm mostly popping on to post a link

http://www.dmbootdesign.com/designs/view/21132

a friend of mine is in a contest for a boot design, it's one of those vote once a day dealies please do me a favor and at least check it out, i'm not askin ya to vote regardless, but if you like it, vote and perhaps vote often.


oh and in actual me related news, i continue to breath and have not exploded yet...that i know of.

*removed cuz the stupid thing didn't work*

Got bored, signed up for a Kings of Chaos type thing, based off Lord of the rings though, kinda neat.

http://theringwars.com/TRW/recruit.php?uniqid=ln1156262197
check it out and get me more soldiers at the same time, sign up if you like and become an officer of mine ^^

http://www.ultimateshowdown.org/

this is so damn addictive.