I was the ship to proud to ever sink

05 October 2014 @ 08:54 am

Saw Saw 2004

So I think it was some time before Halloween. That's great if I can be getting ready this month.

Saw Mr today. Not sure how I feel about that, but at least he saw me one last time as pretty. Now I ready to leave.

Current Music: Coldplay magic

Current Mood: blank

blank

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

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12 September 2014 @ 07:41 am

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So what to do??? Do I take on more responsiblity or drift? Maybe if I had a plan, i'd be more at peace. Phram cashier ===> _________.

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

Current Mood:

contemplative

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09 September 2014 @ 04:50 am

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I feel better, like I've made peace with myself and God. I can live a "normal" life now. I'm just trying to get away from Wal-Mart for now. Hopefully things happen soon, it would be nice to have money for the state fair or go to Japan for my birthday.

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

Current Mood: busy

busy

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06 September 2014 @ 08:45 am

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The movie Undertow came out Oct. 22, 2004. We went to see it for my birthday. If I was having dream, visions, deja vu, etc. Then that means it was before my bithday. That's all I wanted really. To not to have to see another birthday like this.

God Bless.

Current Mood:

contemplative

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

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02 September 2014 @ 09:54 am

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I'm so excited! I've made a list of all the places I want to go. That's the biggest thing, travel. I can't wait to see the world.
*crossing finger* 2015 for sure :) Dec. 2014 if I'm really lucky.

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

Current Music: Frozen: Let it Go

Current Mood:

enthralled

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31 August 2014 @ 07:48 am

Better

I found my old transcripts to help jog my memory. I'm thinking late Nov. to mid Dec. I remember that at first I wasn't writing things down. It could have been at least a month before I actually made the first journal entry. Either way I should be free be Feb 2, 2015; I pray that it's over before then.

Current Mood:

contemplative

Current Music: prays and hymns

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

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28 August 2014 @ 07:51 am

As time goes by

*Happy* 12 year anniversary since 2002. I celebrated the 10 year since 2004 Sat. I'm going to see A Dame Worth Killing For and then heading over to Mimi's Cafe. I hope it's 3yrs 6months and that that 6 months starts in Sept. Father Please, amen.

Current Mood: hopeful

hopeful

Current Music: Coldplay: Sky full of Stars

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

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23 August 2014 @ 09:15 am

Deadline

So it looks the sometime Jan 2005. It could be earlier (Oh God please let it be earlier), but the farthest back the posts go is Jan 11, 2005. I was writing poems over the summer and during the fall 04 semester, but the first definite post was for sure was 1st week of Feb.

In otherwords I got 4 months to see this theory proven or debunked. *crosses fingers for true*

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

Current Music: Prayers

Current Mood:

optimistic

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22 August 2014 @ 09:04 am

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I feel like the answer to all my problems is literally sitting in front of me. I have the disks and the old computer tower sitting on the floor next to me.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR!! Never mind I'm done

Current Mood:

frustrated

Current Music: crying

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

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22 August 2014 @ 08:29 am

I can't

I can't narrow the date down any further. It happened between Aug 23 and Oct. 17, 2004. I deleted that entry that had the exact date now I can only guess. I hope I'm right about this. It's been almost 10 years, so I'm ready.

Current Location: United States, Texas, Arlington

Current Music: Praying

Current Mood: hopeful

hopeful

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