Hell of a thing to post about, seeing that i never post anything to begin with...

BUT.

Never again will I add over 200+ memories(over a 7 or so year span)...and not categorize them properly.

But....AHHHHH-the memories it actually brings back...

Got this from the_deep_magic.

Rules: Tell me you want to play and I'll pick up to three of your fandoms. Then update your journal and answer the following questions:

1. What got you into this fandom in the first place?
2. Do you think you'll stay in this fandom or eventually move on?
3. Favorite episodes/books/movies, etc?
4. Do you participate in this fandom (fanfiction, graphics, discussions)?
5. Do you think more people should get into this fandom?

She gave me Trek RPF, My Chemical Romamce RPF, and American Idol RPF. this oughta be interesting!


Trek RPF
Rules: Tell me you want to play and I'll pick up to three of your fandoms. Then update your journal and answer the following questions:

1. I'll be honest, I stumbled across pinto_fic a while back, and NO clue who the hell either of them were, and i cant even remember who i was looking for originally, but i skipped over that comm(NO IDEA WHY) and kept looking. I dont know what made me find/come back to that comm, but i have been HOOKED ever since. Thus i got really into the movie, and got even more interested in the people in it. Pinto has got to be my all around favorite pairing and while i dont normally lean towards het much, Zoe/Karl, or even est. Pinto and Zoe are pairings i'll take a chance at reading. The entire group is so diverse and have different backgrounds, but they blend together so well, how could you NOT get hooked?
2. I'll probably hang around in this fandom for a good while. With another movie coming out and all, and all the hype that certain people have about Pinto in general is fun to be around, and speculating about it is fun as well.
3. The movie obviously, but Ive looked up and watched other movies, shows, interviews and such from each of the cast, just to see what theyve been apart of, so thats always good.
4. Im no writer, believe me. HARDCORE reader though, though i dont always leave comments, im always going thru and reading something new everday.
5. YES. plain and simple.

My Chemical Romance RPF

Rules: Tell me you want to play and I'll pick up to three of your fandoms. Then update your journal and answer the following questions:

1. Well, after i started reading/getting into slash back in...2002-03? I pretty much had a mind set of: group of men? Yes, im probably going to mentally pair them off, and think dirty thoughts of it. I was really into their music at one given time, so it was only logical to get into it.
2. I have a nasty habit of being obsessed with a fandom at one point, something new comes along, and i drop the previous one like a bad habit. I still leave them up on my profile though, and ill flip thru the comms, just to see whats being posted.
3. Well, they only did music, and once and a while, i'll still listen to that.
4. Mostly did commenting, and that was it.
5. I wouldnt see why not. With any fandom, you can use almost any idea and apply to them and create fic out of it right?

American Idol RPF

Rules: Tell me you want to play and I'll pick up to three of your fandoms. Then update your journal and answer the following questions:

1. For one, I hate the show. ALOT. For alot of reasons, so in turn, I dont watch it. A friend of mine on FB or mysace mentioned Adam Lambert quite a bit, so i looked him up-oh hey, found out he was gay-so again, i look him up. There was a butt-load of videos and such with him being such good friends with that Kris Allen kid and all, so i figured...well, why the fuck not.Even thought i dont care for eithers music and, the fandom was alright.
2. I check back on it every once and a while, but I think once a new season starts, it kinda drifts away from you, like theres a "bromance" thats going to happen on the next season or whatever. but i still read some stuff from there.
3. Looking them up on Youtube counts right? Thats about it, since i dont listen to there music. Theres some funny stuff there.
4. Again, just mostly reading and commenting.
5. Sure, why not? Im not too picky about who i "slash". Doesnt hurt to have wide range of material to read.

well...i hope that wasnt too lame, considering i dont dabbble into 2 of those fandoms anymore. Maybe itll get me to start again?

*Thirteen random things you like*
01) living.
02) my family.
03) animals.
04) affection.
05) music.
06) pinto, lol.
07) driving.
08) reading.
09) zombies.
10) clothes.
11) photography.
12) slash fiction.
13) livejournal.

*Twelve Movies*
01) Nightmare Before Christmas.
02) Saw series.
03) Resident Evil series.
04) Star Trek.
05) Garfield.
06) 9.
07) May.
08) Monty Python's Holy Grail.
09) Precious.
10) Ali.
11) Hard Candy.
12) Brokeback Mountain.

*Eleven Artists/Bands*
01) Killswitch Engage.
02) Rancid.
03) Slipknot.
04) Tool.
05) Papa Roach.
06) Good Charlotte.
07) All that Remains.
08) Avenged Sevenfold.
09) Sevendust.
10) 311.
11) Blink 182.

*Ten things on your computer desk*
01) cd cases.
02) tea lights.
03) speakers.
04) bottle of nail polish.
05) notebook.
06) mouse, electrical
07) phone.
08) mini calendar.
09) dvds.
10) my feet, lol.

*Nine Good Friends* [in no order]
01) mom.
02) dad.
03) brother.
04) amanda.
05) alice.
06) james.
07) john.
08) kathy.
09) des.

*Eight Favorite Foods*
01) chicken pot pie.
02) stromboli.
03) turkey burger.
04) homemade chicken salad.
05) ravioli.
06) cheddar or french onion sunchips.
07) jamocha shakes.
08) strawberries.

*Seven Things You Wear Daily*
01) underwear.
02) socks.
03) bra.
04) something black.
05) jewelry.
06) one bracelet.
07) my heart on my sleeve.


*Six Things That Annoy You*
01) getting lied to.
02) getting interrupted.
03) being ignored.
04) backstabbers.
05) posers.
06) men annoy me.

*Five Things You Touch Daily*
01) myself.
02) petting my cats.
03) bags.
04) the keyboard.
05) fabric.

*Four TV Shows You Watch*
01) aquateen hungerforce.
02) family guy.
03) hoarders.
04) biggest loser.

*Three Celebrities You Have a Crush on*
01) tie w/ zachary qunito and chris pine, lol.
02) benicio del toro.
03) hugh jackman.

*Two Things You Can't Live Without*
01) my family, including pets
02) time to myself to forget all the b.s. going on.

*Name One Thing You Want More Than Anything*
01) Things to be right in the world. no matter what it is.

Copy/paste, and do the same!

So, i went back thru this journal of mine...i completely forgot i joined back in 2003. O.o

And ended up deleting over half of the junk i wrote on here.

Seriously: how i acted back then about mundane and REALLY stupid shit? people who talked like that these days are the kind of people id punch in the mouth.

im massively embarrassed that i even wrote or thought any of that, lol. For reals.

just going back through them, made me want to crawl in a fire. *hard facepalm*

i was a looooseeerrrrr at 15. god was i ever. *is still embarrassed*

so.

i also bought Pride and Prejudice and Zombies.

i hope it kick starts me into reading again.

fuck me and my fuck-tasticly great luck with vehicles. it could be worse though. but being out of a job, the vehicle was the only thing i had going for me!

on the bright side, im looooving the rain outside!

man.......

soooooo fucking bored.

so...what the fuck's going on over at ontd_startrek? not that im a frequent poster there or anything. either way, im massively confused about that. and dont know how to put little icons in front of a community's name. so i fail at that. and apologize as well!

not much has went on since last time. (me and my lame ass updates, lol.)

a funeral to go to tomorrow. i hate how when you feel like your doing everything you can to offer condolences, you just seem to get lost in the crowd you know. i guess that's part of being a wallflower or just plain quiet too damn much? (r.i.p. Florian!)

sooo. since mainly most of the people on my flist are comms, and if anyones paying attention...any good fics you recommend? or just chat me up or something!

And its raining tonight. THANK YOU. maybe i can get to bed a little earlier? just once?!

took from greenappleseas on my flist.

can someone teach me how to put that little icon on front of lj names?

also. tell me about yourselves?


01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What eye colour do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

Leave it to dad to want to be an asshole again this year. Just because werent not exchanging anything?

Whatever.

I come back after 6 months of an absence, to post this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QvS58QWebrY

but its quite good. and the innuendos in it make my slashy mind bubble.

Not that an awful lots changed. Still unemployed, UGH! Fuckin' stupid shit that is. I wish i had more interesting stuff to post. Only other thing that really happened was having to get a colposcopy...

Fuck them. i wouldve drank piss over getting one of them. thats about all though. If more interesting things come up, im gonna make a decent effort to stop by more.

It's mah birthday! Only reason im stopping by and all.